May I offer:
“Worrying is carrying tomorrow's load with today's strength- carrying two days at once. It is moving into tomorrow ahead of time. Worrying doesn't empty tomorrow of its sorrow, it empties today of its strength.”
― Corrie ten Boom
DA please be sure to take time for you. People usually don't and they get so caught up in worry, that they forget to just be themselves. Get out of your own head and off your own back for a bit. Lurk, find fun/amusing/relaxing things to do, and just take care of yourself for once.
A while back, I helped create a module and run a server on NWN called Orb of Abrogation and I truly understand the depth of responsibility, suckage, all around self-entitled jerks, trolls, trouble makers, mails, PM's, arguments and all the other endless shit. It took them five years to break me down--sweetie don't let them do that to you. While I don't know exactly what's going on in your life directly, I DO know that being an admin is a heavy load of shit to carry.
It's ok to give everyone the brush off for a little bit and just be yourself doing what you want to. I learned the hard way to make time for myself, and I urge you to just take care of you. It's a simple phrase hon, but I truly deeply mean it.
DD