Elana felt so alive as her body came into contact with Asrathâs. Every touch, every caress made the fires within her burn, and more brightly than sheâd ever imagined possible. The beauty she saw within him only heightened everything she was feeling. Yes, she had feelings for this man. Feelings that ran deeper than sheâd realized.
Elana was still unsure of where Asrath stood in that regard, but she hoped. Though sheâd never say for fear of asking too much of him. She knew full well of his vow against liars and something deep inside her disturbed her about that. She knew that by leaving the order, her chances of the Girion priests doling out payment on her behalf would go from slim to non-existent. She wondered what Asrathâs choice would be then. She knew what she hoped for, she knew with all her heart. Suddenly, she felt her eyes prickle with tears as she recalled her dream from the night before. But despite all that, she held them back. She wanted to enjoy what she could out of life. The little she was sure she had left.
Pulling away a little, Elana looked into Asrathâs eyes. Her eyes were wet with unshed tears. To hide her fears, she smiled at him, her tummy feeling fluttery and her skin so very hot as she did so. Pushing the scary and morbid thoughts from her mind, sh let her body just take over. Yes. She wanted him. She wanted to please him. And not just out of lust.
Gently, Elana rubbed Asrathâs chest with her delicate hands, the hard planes of his body a stark contrast to her soft curves. She moved onto his lap and straddled him. Slowly she began to rub her body against his, making the ache she felt starting to form between her legs, grow bit by torturous bit. She leaned toward him and kissed his chest, nipping, licking, tasting. Everything about him was oh so very tantalizing. Only he could satiate what she felt growing inside.
Carefully, Elana placed her hands on Asrathâs shoulders. Using them for balance, she lifted herself up and rested herself against his tip. She could feel him hardening at her touch. She wondered if he wanted her as badly as she wanted him. Closing her eyes, and biting down on her lip, she leaned forward and rested her forehead against his.
Trying to suppress the overwhelmingly strong emotions coursing through her veins a bit, Elana whispered, âI want you so badly, Asrath. Will you have me?â