As Elanaâs body began to shake, giving in to the climax trying to take over her body, she felt her muscles clenching so tightly around Asrathâs thrusting member. All the pain sheâd initially felt was gone, washed away as ecstasy consumed her, swallowing her whole. Her muscles pulsed, hard, around him. Again and again and again. It was unbelievable.
Elana could feel Asrath thrust a few more times before he pushed himself as deeply as he could inside her, releasing himself, his mouth still clamped down on her own. Finally, she felt her body begin to relax, Asrathâs as well, as her orgasm settled down and radiated throughout her entire body. Asrath laid on top of her, his breathing heavy in her ear. The sound of it made her smile. And the way she felt inside and out? There were no words. The only word that came to her mind â complete.
Asrath then rolled off of Elana, sliding his pants and boots off the rest of the way as he did so. Elana missed his weight already, the feel of his skin against hers, the way it slipped and slid as they made love. He moved onto his side, a smile on his face. A smile that made her feel so warm inside, a smile she hoped was just for her. Gently he placed his hand on her stomach, rubbing it a little before he pulled her close.
Elana let out a contented sigh as she nuzzled against Asrathâs chest, relishing the feel of being held tightly in his arms. It was the most wondrous thing she had ever experienced, had ever dared to do. She even found her mind wondering when it could happen again. But for now, she wanted to just soak everything in. What sheâd done. She didnât care that it meant she couldnât go back to her order. She didnât want to anyway. She knew that deep in her heart, she had known that. Though she was still terrified about the choice sheâd made. What it would mean for her future. But despite the fear and the worries, she had no regrets. And in a way she was glad that somehow fate had made her wait until she met Asrath.
Elana twisted, while in Asrathâs arms, so that she could face him, could look into his eyes. She smiled at him, her gray eyes teary over what had happened. But they werenât tears of sadness or pain or regret. They were tears of happiness, elation. She kissed his chest, her eyes catching the strange markings on it, though she chose not to ask him about those⦠for now. That could wait for later. She brought her hands up and gently stroked his chest, her fingers tracing some of the scars she saw. He had so many scars. Again, she looked into his eyes and smiled and then went to kiss his neck a little before she hugged him tightly. More tears formed in her eyes, only these spilled down her cheeks. The moment sheâd just shared with Asrath had truly meant something to her. She hoped that it had for him as well. Wanting to hold onto the moment, she buried her face against his chest, her arms wrapped around him, her body pressed close to his.
âI had no idea,â Elana whispered against Asrathâs chest. âI had no idea of the beauty Iâd been missing.â