While Chloe did admit she was a coward, she sort of didn't like it when someone else had to say the same about her. Then again, it was the truth, so she couldn't change much about it. The only thing she could do was to change herself. Either way, everything he was saying was pretty much the truth and pretty much logic. The postcards would probably be another failure indeed, and she really didn't have any friends she could rely on. At this point, she was probably worse than Trent. She was just a little bit relieved when he finally agreed with changing the topic, though she couldn't say it was the best alternative. "Right... And given how I lost the key, there are lower chances to escape the house." she said with a sigh. "Which means I can't really go back home right now. Not until I talk with him." she added with a slight frown as she fiddled with the hem of her shirt. "Either I talk with him today, either I'll camp out for another night." she concluded and took a short pause to think over her options. She couldn't really afford sleeping out in the park once more. For one, she would eventually get sick, and secondly, she surely didn't want to bump into a beggar. She had to be more cautious And at the same time, she had to do more than run away this time. If only it would be that simple to talk with Trent and make him trust her. She would probably be slapped for about four or five times until he would actually start to believe. Then again, it was probably better than leaving him think that she'd dead. Besides, when did she end up so selfish? When did she start placing Trent on the second place? Something really did happen with her. And it was only now that she was realizing how cruel she was. Where was the Chloe that would do anything just so that Trent wouldn't hate her? The Chloe who tried anything to protect her brother when that psychopath, Chris, attempted to hurt him?
"I'll go and talk with him again. Today." she suddenly concluded. If there was one thing she had to admit, it was that waiting around wouldn't help at all. And after that 'death' when Chris gave her that pill, she realized that maybe the dream did have a thing to it. She wished she wouldn't die, she wished she could have a second chance. Didn't this look like a second chance, actually? Chloe's face seemed to brighten for some reason, realizing so many things. Crazy or not, a fact was a fact, and given how many things there were in her mind, nobody would probably believe her aberrations. Hell, even she herself, would not believe a word from what she's saying unless she really saw it with her eyes. It was only normal that people would not believe her. The purpose of the memories weren't to be spilled out to someone else. They were there to be used by her alone. If she wanted to change the situation and make things better this time, she had to act accordingly. "And this time I'll need your help. You don't have to say a thing. I just need you to be there." she pleaded. If she was going to try this again, she'd surely need to have someone to back her up in case something would happen. Or rather, someone to stop Trent in case he would go mad. This time, she would try to prevent the failures.
"I know. I've gone crazy there. It's probably the lack of sleep and the fact that I didn't eat much in the last couple of days. On top of it, I was stressed over by how Trent would react if I actually showed up again. I'm sorry for causing you this much trouble." she apologized, figuring she should stop involving her other memories in this. No more acting like a lunatic. Besides, once she'd be back by her brother's side, she would not feel all those nostalgic and heart-aching emotions anymore. Rubbing her forehead, she took another deep breath. Her only 'excuse' now, would be that even a calm person would somehow snap sooner or later. And seeing how she was always so level headed, it was probably about the time she had gone crazy with so much stress built up in her soul. Now she only needed to calm down and be rational once again.