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Katrina sighed in both joy and relief. "I...I. Don't know" She replyed Her mind must have just jumped to the idea, like most teenagers when they're have a hard time. "I...I...I was suffering and...didn't want to live forever that way..." She stated that was her mind set, she couldn't eat well, Suffering from depression, she lost a child that Grant didn't know about, It was probably the only one she was going to have, since she was a vampire, and she was dead. "Grant....you don't understand...." She stated softly.
 
Grant shook his head as she said that she didn't knew why she walked into the sun. "Come on Katrina, you are smarter then that," he said. "I'm going to lay on top of you until that the sun is gone and then I take you to my place." Grant was really another person, much calmer and protective.
"I do understand some things but I don't understand the entire picture." Grant was analyzing her face to find the reason why she tried to commit suicide by walking in to the burning sun.
 
"You left....I missed you....I worried about you...expecially with the headlines...I also...I also.." She stated, but she couldn't continue just thinking about it hurt her. "Okay Grant...I'm sorry...I'm so sorry." She stated she saw that he was being calm with her, protecting her, she was scared from what she nearly did. Katrina sighed, "I can't tell you now."
 
"The headlines? Was I really in the newspapers with what I've done?" Grant said when he seemed a bit shoked. "Well, I only killed a few people to make sure that I would survive without risking all my food." Some tears appeared in his eyes and he said: "I'm sorry that I left. But you didn't seemed interested in me so I thought that it was the best to do at that moment." One tear started to go down his face. "You don't need to be sorry... But please don't do things like that anymore. If I wasn't here in time, then you were gone..." But as he said that, he started to remember the dream that he had. The dream were Katrina was forced to go into the sun and that Grant was forced to watch. If he started to think about the dream and what happened, it seemed that he was the one who forced her into this and that he was almost to late, forcing him into looking at it. It was like a vision, he knew what was going to happen without knowing that.
 
"Yes, you made the papers. Well at least I thought it might be you...You don't don't have to explain to me I understand, I've killed a few, that's why if you see missing signs it was probably me....I stopped feeding, for awhile until it was unbearable." She replied then seeing the tears in her eyes. "Shh.. Don't cry...it's okay. I told you I needed time to think about it...and I thought about it and when I returned you were gone." She stated explaining to him, she wasn't one to make really rash decisions. "No I am sorry...actual death would have been a relief a lot had happened after you left..."
 
They were laying there for a while already and the sun was going down. "I would loved it if you would talk to me about everything that happened in the that I was gone," he said. "And I would also like to know what choice you made before I left." He seemed worried because had no clues about the past events although he had found some missing signs on his way back. He hoped that the sun was going down soon because the position of the two isn't really comfortable.
 
Katrina was fighting with herself to stay awake, this being her sleeping hour. "It's not much but it was important..." She stated but it had happened and she had to get over it. "Well if I was about to throw myself into the sun because you left.. what do you think my choice was?" She said scarcastically. "It's dimming..." the sun was starting to set.
 
Grant now realized that her answer was a yes. He was a bit confused because at first she said that they couldn't be together as a couple. "Ow," he said while he looked sad because he thought that he had ruined everything, though he hoped that she still wanted him. "I am only going off you when I'm sure that you can't burn at all anymore," he responded.
 
"I knnow it's not logical or right we're too different...but it doesn't hurt to try....Which I would have told you when i came back but you were gone..." She stated, she had fought with herself about it and she was oay with experamenting. "I should be fine the sun isn't in a position to burn me..." She stated it was dim to the point that you can see but the sun was not right above.
 
He went of her and changed human again. He helped her up and said: "Okay." Because they were now a couple, he gave her a kiss. His arms around her, not wanting to let her go. Tears of happiness started to fill his eyes during the kiss. Softly he whispered: "I love you."
 
Once he was off, she moved and streched taking his hand as he helped her, Katrina dusted herself off.She hugged onto him, she wasn't ready for the kiss. But she hugged him. Katrina couldn't say those words,afraid something bad would happen just like to her loved ones. so mshe wasn't going to rush
 
He felt that she didn't want the kiss at this moment so he aborted it early. He just hugged her as she hugged him. But after what she said, she couldn't say those words, that made him feel even worse. He didn't knew why she couldn't say those words but he just tried to ignore the fact that she didn't say those words as he said that he loved her. "What do you want to do know?" he said as he released her. He tried to change the subject so that this wasn't going to be a uncomfortable conversation. A uncomfortable conversation would only made the relation between the two of them worse.
 
Once he broke the kiss she snuggled into him, it felt nice to hug him again. She could sense he was upset that she didn't return his phrase of affection. "I want to...I don't know...I'm kinda tired having been awake all day...I didn't feed yet, so I still need to do that...and we need to talk later..." She stated saying basically what came into her head.
 
He knew that what she said wasn't really one part but just some things that came up into her mind. "You can feed from me if you want? And then you can sleep at my place. At least if you want that after what I've done by running away," he said and he didn't knew what she meant by talking. Was it about normal things or did something bad happened to her or her family? He wasn't sure and was thinking about all the possible things that could have happened in the time that he was gone. He smiled at her and he winked. "You can choose, I can also take you to your place if you want," he added.
 
"If I go home you might leave again...and I don't want you to..." She stated she didn't what him to run away again. "Tomorrow night I'll go home, I'm not worried about it tonight. I'll stay at your place...tonight. Feeding wise I haven't fed much and accidentally draining you is too great of a risk." She replied though she was always afraid of that.
 
"But I'm not going to run away anymore and when you try to go to far, I can just hold you away because our powers are equal," he said. "So do you want to go to my place then?" He said as he took her hand, ready to walk to his place with her on a normal way and not using his powers. He smiled at her, knowing that they needed to start their relation from zero again because he ran away before.
 
"You promise? True if you can unclench my jaws from you to hold me away." She stated she didn't want him to run off again and she didn't want to accidetally kill him. Katrina nodded her head softly, holding onto his hand, walking with him.
 
"Promised," he said with a smile. "If I want you to stop, then I can let you stop without having troubles with it." He knew that she was a bit scared that he was going to run off again but he really wasn't planning to do that again. He wasn't scared that she would kill him because he thought that he could easily let her stop and that she wasn't going to kill him because they were in love. They walked together towards his place and in half an hour they were at Grant's place. He opened the door and walked with her towards the couch as he sat down. "Do you want to sit on my lap?" he asked as a gentlemen.
 
She walked silently with him, unsure of what to say she was still trying to figure out how she was going to tell him about her miscarage. When they were inside they went to the couch that they had studied on. "I don't know....okay" She stated sitting on his lap, cuddling into him. He was still so warm on her cold flesh.
 
When she sat down on his lap, he putted his arms around her, holding her. "You feel really good," he said to her with a smile. "You can start to drink from me whenever you want. I'm ready for it." He knew that it was going to hurt a bit once again but he liked the way how her fangs went into him the last time that she had bitten him. He just waited until her fangs went into him, not sure if she was going to do it all. He rubbed her back gently to make her feel comfortable again when she was around him.
 
Katrina could feel his blood pumping through his veins, was a pleasurable feeling. Kat was thirsty and needed a drink. She laid her head on his shoulder for a bit, then she found a decent spot, getting her toxin ready, she sank her teeth into his shoulder, drinking. She then released the toxin, releafing the pain he felt.
 
It hurted less then the first time and Grant really started to like. "It feels so good," he said as he enjoyed it. He started to rub her back more passionate and while she fed from him, he gave some kisses in her neck.
 
Even though Katrina made it out to be pleasurable, she still found it strange that he liked it. Her back arched slightly as he rubbed it passionately, sighing softly at his kisses.
 
He really liked how it felt but it was probably because he didn't felt pain very fast. He kept kissing her in her neck, hoping that she would like that. He also continued her back but now he went with his hand down her back. Slowly he went with his hand behind her shirt and started to rub her bare back as she kept sucking his blood.
 
Katrina liked the way his soft lips felt on her neck as she fed from him. Taking in nutrients, and supstance that she didn't have from a lack of feeding. She didn't comment or bother about his hands going into her shirt, rubbing her back.
 
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