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Katrina quickly jumped up hearing him scream she hissed thinking someone was attacking him. When she saw no one she calmed, and walked over to him, "Hey sleepy head...I told you I'd be back...what was all that noise about?" She questioned as she looked at him curiously putting her cold hand on his warm hand, trying to make sure he was alright his heart was racing a mile a minute.
 
"I... I had a nightmare, you were forced to go in the sun as I watched," Grant said while he shaked. Tears were in his eyes and rolled down his face slowly.
 
Katrina held tightly to his hand, to comfort him. "Shh...Don't cry it was just a dream...Everything's alright...It was just a scary dream..." She stated trying to be comforting, the last time she was, was with her sister she had nightmares all the time, but who would have thought that one came true. Katrina took out a small cloth, and wiped his tears away.
 
Grant his eyes were looking empty, it looked like he wasn't in his body anymore. His blood started to pump and his muscles started to work.
His eyes turned wolfish now and he looked at her. "I don't want that anything happens to you," he said as his eyes turned normal again.
 
Katrina was trying to get to him to let him know nothing was going to happen, but he seemed blank. Katrina could feel his blood pumping hard through his veins, feeling his muscles more. Seeing his eyes like that again, without others frightened her. He seemed angry, Katrina let go of his hand. She didn't know what to say, she was flattered that he didn't want harm to come to her, but he was scaring her at the same time.
 
When Grant's eyes were back normal, he took of all of the medical things making the monitor fall in the death-tone again.
He stood up and walked towards you. "Are you coming with me?" he asked, he wanted to leave this pleace.

But at this moment, Grant's wasn't really in his body but it was his wolf-form that was more in control now. He called himself Shadow now. "Please don't call me Grant now but Shadow," he said to make sure that she was going to do that instead of saying Grant.
Shadow was the person that Grant created when he needed to fuck those girls but he also used Shadow to escape from that place. Shadow was the braver part of Grant and Shadow was also the part of him that was in the dominant part of his brains at the moment that he abused Katrina. In his head Grant had told Shadow that Katrina ment something to her and Shadow promised to listen.

The only thing why Shadow could take over was because Grant wanted to get away from the hospital and Shadow was better in escaping as himself. Shadow... Grant... One mind, one body, the only difference was in Grant's mind.
 
Katrina stepped back away from him, her body was tense, she was frightened. "Grant? Whsat are you doing you have to stay here to make dure you're well..." She stated then watched as he came toward her. "You can't leave you nearly died before...plus the sun is out I'll burn..." For someone who wanted to protect her, and didn't want her in the sun this was strange.

Katrina didn't know Grant had another personality. "Alright, Shodow...go back into bed so the doctor's can help you, please..." She stated not wanting to sound frightened or demanding.
 
Shadow didn't noticed that the sun was up and said: "I'm sorry. I didn't noticed that the sun was up at the minute. And I know you want me to stay here but I'm getting sick of this place."

His eyes changed again back as Grant took over his body again. "I'm sorry that I let you met with my braver self, Shadow. I created him while I was somewhere else to make sure that I was safe." Grant didn't knew that Katrina knew the fact that he was used as a breeder. "Can I tell you something?" he said, he wanted to be honest with her.
 
"I can't hold you here if you really want to leave go on, but I can't until the sun goes down..." She stated she wanted Grant back into bed, but she couldn't force him.

Katrina was startled and confused with the change in Grant, she didn't understand. Kat sat down on the chair, she nodded her head slightly to him wanting to tell her somthing.
 
Grant layed on the bed and he started to tell his entire life. He started with the kidnapping. Then he bite and the first transformation and the rest he told exactly the same as in his diary. The only thing he added was that he created Shadow.
 
Katrina felt so bad for him, he had endured a lot in his short life time. Granted she knew most of his story already but it was different to be told. Shadow scared her a bit not understanding him, but he was apart of Grant. "I'm Sorry Grant..."
 
"You don't need to be sorry... The others need to feel sorry about what they had done to me!" he shouted in anger, tears running down his face. "I lost everything at that moment... I lost my life if that didn't happened I would become a topsporter but now I'm a flesh-eater..."

Grant was really confused now because he had brought his past back up.
 
"You have to let that all go now...they aren't around you anymore...I still want my murders to feel sorry but I couldn't wish it upon anyone....Your life isn't so bad, you know?" Katrina was trying to comfort him. At least you can eat...you can breathe...you can be warm...healthy...you're in control of your transformations...you can go out in the day light...you're alive." She stated she'd probably rather be a werewolf the be a vampire, "I..I can't eat...I can't breathe, though I don't need to I can, just to try and feel alive...I can feel warmth but I can never be warm...I'll burn to ash in the sunlight...I'm dead..." She stated she was a very sad and lonely creature. "I'm sure you can eat something other than people...can't you?" She asked curiously. She stayed in the chair resting the sun was out and she was tired.
 
"If I could, I would switch with you," he said. He was getting sick of his life. "I can eat something else than people, but then I'm hungrier much faster again." He stood back up and walked towards her. "You are the only thing that gives my life some purpose again," he said with a smile. He hugged her slowly and gentle.
 
"Trust me you wouldn't want that...you wouldn't want to live forever...." She stated she was going to be forced to watch her loved ones die of old ag, while she lives forever. "I see, I feed from humans, because their blood is more nutrisious, and it tastes better than most animals." She stated but she now liked the taste of werewolves, she would have to drink more human blood so she wouldn't get addictied to his. Katrina watched him walk to her, she was confused. She wasn't sure what he was talking about or why he was hugging her. "How so?" she asked curiously not understanding how she gave his life meaning.
 
"I think... I think that I love you. But I'm not sure because I never felt love before," he said as he looked sad now. "And if you don't want to kill more humans, you can drink mine, I don't mind that you drink my blood all the time," he continued. He kept hugging her and didn't want to let her go. He wanted to let this moment go on forever.
 
"We just met...How can you think of love?" She asked she was loved but had never fallen in love before, she's liked others but nothing serious. "Why so glum?" she questioned seeing his face sadden. "I don't normally kill them, only most of the assholes, those are the ones I don't mind killing...I couldn't do that, Grant... if I drink too much from you...there's no telling if I can stop...plus a werewolf's blood is so addictive, I wouldn't want anything else and would crave it..." She informed him, she wouldn't mind but she was sure if he died somehow that no other werewolf would let her drink from them freely having to fight and kill.
 
"Well... A werewolf seems to find his partner really fast," he informed. "I don't want you to risk your life for blood and I thrust you that you are able to stop before I'll die." Grant smiled and hoped that this made her change her mind and that she was going to drink his blood. But he had his doubts. He smiled a bit harder and made a funny face to make her laugh.
 
"Well...I vampire oncw they've found their partner is normally with them for eternity..." She replied, "I'm not risking my life Grant...it's not that I'm not feeding at all...but if I drink too much from you, it's like a drug....you might trust me but I do not..." She stated to not take someones life was challenging, needing to know the right place to stop. Katrina laughed softly as he made funny faces.
 
"Okay," he answered. "Do you want to feed from me sometimes?" He kept making funny faces to make her laugh, she was prettier when she laughed, atleast that was Grant's opinion about Katrina. Playfully, he sat down on her lap and acted like he was a little child that sat on the lap of Santa. "Santa? Can I get a beautifull girl named Katrina for my christmas? I really like her," he said while he used his voice to sound like a child.
 
"Maybe..." She replied. Katrina wouldn't mind it just couldn't be all the time, she thought it odd that he wanted her to feed from him. Trina smiled and laughed ass he made funny faces. "Grant what are you doing?" She laughed as he sat on her lap. "I'm a girl I can't be santa..."She teased his voice was so cute, but then realized what he was asking, he wanted her to be his."Grant..." she sighed. " I couldn't work...we're too different if either side found ou we'd both be skrewed." She stated sadly.
 
"If we really want it, we can. We can end the Werewolf and Vampire Vendetta and start a new era. The era of peace!" Grant said. "And otherwise, we just leave this place and then we are going to live somewhere else?"

Grant really wanted Katrina to be his, although he still wasn't sure if it was love or something else. "Please?" he asked once more. In himself he said; 'If she says no, I'm giving it up...'
 
"Grant...do you hear yourself? We would be killed for high tesion, against our kind. Peace would be lovely but it's not going to happen any time soon. There are werewolves and vampires everywhere, they will find us.." She stated thinking about this logically. Katrina didn't know what to do this was trying and confusing. Even though he was sorry he had hurt her, and now he wanted her love which she wasn't sure she had."Just...I need time...time to think...when I'm not so tired...will you give me that time?" she asked.
 
He nodded. "I'll give you all the time you want. And if you want to go home, it's okay. I'll stay alive in that time." He smiled.
He was almost sure that this wasn't going to work out because what he had done before to her. Maybe... Maybe I should just leave this place and let her live her life peacefully he thought in himself. But if he wanted to leave, Katrina must be gone first, she wasn't going to let him just walk away on his own without that the doctors said that he could leave.
 
Katrina smiled softly and nodded her head. "Alright...when I'm more awake I'll think on it....Okay you promise? I'll wait till the sun goes down, then I'll go and think." She stated, then yawned. She drifted asleep in the chair, not used to being up so late, normally in bed when the sun first rises. She didn't know what was going through his head, unaware that he was thinking of leaving again, and of his true feelins, besides him being a werewolf he was also a jock, and she was a vampire and a smart kid, the two didn't match unless one was doing the others homework.
 
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