Candira
Singularity
- Joined
- Jan 9, 2009
Candira smiled. "I do have those sometimes. I think we should let the horses rest a little while. Keep a slower pace. Then we can push a little more and get further in daylight." She continued to discuss options for inns and the like with Lionel while Nora considered Rafe's quiet question.
"It's hard to explain really. In some ways, it's a wonderful life...but in others, it's not. We never seem to have to worry about food or clean, safe shelter, though with the recent attacks that has changed. We always have clothes that are made for us and fine. And we have the opportunity to be educated in a number of different fields. My brother chose military training. I chose priestess training to be a healer and protector. In those respects, our life is wonderful. Idyllic, even. But politics and strict manners, even the way you speak is constantly under scrutiny. Every little thing you do is watched and judged. It's very difficult to do anything simply for enjoyment. It's quite stressful, actually. I'm always nervous about making mistakes." She shrugged and looked at Rafe, smiling softly. "Just curious? Or is there a reason?"
"It's hard to explain really. In some ways, it's a wonderful life...but in others, it's not. We never seem to have to worry about food or clean, safe shelter, though with the recent attacks that has changed. We always have clothes that are made for us and fine. And we have the opportunity to be educated in a number of different fields. My brother chose military training. I chose priestess training to be a healer and protector. In those respects, our life is wonderful. Idyllic, even. But politics and strict manners, even the way you speak is constantly under scrutiny. Every little thing you do is watched and judged. It's very difficult to do anything simply for enjoyment. It's quite stressful, actually. I'm always nervous about making mistakes." She shrugged and looked at Rafe, smiling softly. "Just curious? Or is there a reason?"