Sesshi
The wolf who serves
- Joined
- Mar 11, 2011
- Location
- California
Himeko had always wanted a simple life, one of which was never to be had. She had just wanted her brother and her to live a peaceful life with their adopted troll family. But even they weren't granted that simple wish. Himeko was forced to fight as well as her brother and knew full well that it was fight or die without honor, the ways of the new Horde when Garrosh came in. Thrall had wanted peace, which is why she had her dreams and hopes. But when the third war broke out, nothing would ever be the same ever again. Himeko was now in a new position and in a new life, one of which she wasn't use to and one of which she was skeptical of. Many long years she had been hurt by betrayal and death. Many long years she's had to fight for her life. But now, now she was free of all that. However she was pushed into her corner and didn't like it. She only wanted to be accepted by someone caring, by someone who'd actually give a shit about her. Himeko was by the wall on her knees with her arms wrapped around her as she wept. She heard Ealinn's words, which if she hadn't been an elf she wouldn't have been able to hear them. She could tell that Ealinn was behind her now as her voice was much closer and clearer than before.
She felt Ealinn get closer as she was now pressing her body against her and her arms wrapped around Himeko's body as she spoke again. "I've always been weak... Had I not been weak... My brother... Dath would still be alive... He wouldn't have been turned into a Death Knight... But I was too weak to save him... To weak to fight back..." She cried out as more tears fell from her eyes. "I forgive you... Both of you... But... I am sorry.... Sorry you had to see me like this..." She replied as she felt Ealinn gently kiss her neck and then felt a slight bit of moisture hit her shoulder, knowing full well it was a tear drop that fell on her shoulder. Himeko couldn't take it anymore, she turned around to face Ealinn and wrapped her arms around her and buried her face in her shoulder as she allowed to let herself fully cry. It was something that had to be done, something she had to get off her chest. Years she had bottled this up, for years she had never allowed herself to cry over this, but now she had to. Now her emotions were getting the best of her and she couldn't help it anymore. She knew now she was allowed to let herself go, even for a little bit, but enough to get all the built up sorrow to just come out. She had cried for a few moments and then started to slowly calm down, it was the first time since the third war since she cried.
After she had calmed down she lifted her head and looked up at Ealinn, tears still stained her eyes but she felt better though non the less. "Thank you... For at least understanding how I feel.. And... For allowing me to cry... Even if I got your shoulder all wet..." She replied as her ears lowered again. Her anger was all gone now and she just wanted to make up with Ealinn and their mistress. "I... I hope I don't break any rules for doing this but..." She paused as she pulled Ealinn closer to her and kissed her deeply. It was her way of saying she forgave her and that she was trying to make up. Pulling away slowly she looked into Ealinn's eyes and then nodded, as if to herself as to what to do next, which was eat. "Lets eat now... Now that I got that out of my system I feel better... I'm just sorry that it had to be like this... I'll do better... I try my best..." She said as she slowly stood up and held her hand out to Ealinn, which she took and then walked back over to the table and they both sat back down. She pulled the plate closer to them both and started eating. There was plenty of the swine there for them to eat which made her happy. "It tastes very good... Much better than anything I've ever had to eat before." She said cheerfully, clearly in a much better mood than before. She didn't want to mope anymore and she wanted to make the best out of this. Her actions before were horrible, but at least she was forgiven and she had forgave her mistress and Ealinn as well. She didn't know what was in store for her today, but would make the best of it regardless.
She felt Ealinn get closer as she was now pressing her body against her and her arms wrapped around Himeko's body as she spoke again. "I've always been weak... Had I not been weak... My brother... Dath would still be alive... He wouldn't have been turned into a Death Knight... But I was too weak to save him... To weak to fight back..." She cried out as more tears fell from her eyes. "I forgive you... Both of you... But... I am sorry.... Sorry you had to see me like this..." She replied as she felt Ealinn gently kiss her neck and then felt a slight bit of moisture hit her shoulder, knowing full well it was a tear drop that fell on her shoulder. Himeko couldn't take it anymore, she turned around to face Ealinn and wrapped her arms around her and buried her face in her shoulder as she allowed to let herself fully cry. It was something that had to be done, something she had to get off her chest. Years she had bottled this up, for years she had never allowed herself to cry over this, but now she had to. Now her emotions were getting the best of her and she couldn't help it anymore. She knew now she was allowed to let herself go, even for a little bit, but enough to get all the built up sorrow to just come out. She had cried for a few moments and then started to slowly calm down, it was the first time since the third war since she cried.
After she had calmed down she lifted her head and looked up at Ealinn, tears still stained her eyes but she felt better though non the less. "Thank you... For at least understanding how I feel.. And... For allowing me to cry... Even if I got your shoulder all wet..." She replied as her ears lowered again. Her anger was all gone now and she just wanted to make up with Ealinn and their mistress. "I... I hope I don't break any rules for doing this but..." She paused as she pulled Ealinn closer to her and kissed her deeply. It was her way of saying she forgave her and that she was trying to make up. Pulling away slowly she looked into Ealinn's eyes and then nodded, as if to herself as to what to do next, which was eat. "Lets eat now... Now that I got that out of my system I feel better... I'm just sorry that it had to be like this... I'll do better... I try my best..." She said as she slowly stood up and held her hand out to Ealinn, which she took and then walked back over to the table and they both sat back down. She pulled the plate closer to them both and started eating. There was plenty of the swine there for them to eat which made her happy. "It tastes very good... Much better than anything I've ever had to eat before." She said cheerfully, clearly in a much better mood than before. She didn't want to mope anymore and she wanted to make the best out of this. Her actions before were horrible, but at least she was forgiven and she had forgave her mistress and Ealinn as well. She didn't know what was in store for her today, but would make the best of it regardless.