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- Jan 8, 2020
When she'd flinched, Tobias had tried to do the right thing, he'd pulled back and given her space to recover from whatever internal struggles were threatening to overwhelm the poor girl. He was going through some himself, mainly worrying if he'd pushed her too far. He'd obviously overwhelmed and it was true that he should have known better but he was also thinking that maybe he shouldn't have pushed on her fears. Riley put up a brave front, and she challenged anybody that wanted to get close to her, suspicious of men and rightfully so, and even if she'd asked him to do it he felt he'd probably done too much in pressing on that fear. What he'd wanted was to get her reaction to it out of her so that she could learn to control it, and she'd done wonderfully...but he'd definitely gotten carried away. More than just grabbing her ass and kissing her, he'd felt his own arousal peak and continued when she'd not taking it badly.
He looked at her rocking, holding herself on the sofa beside him and he'd left her like that until she'd finally spoken again, and he'd done all he could after that. Mostly, just smiling back as she'd lifted her head to look at him. He opened his mouth to speak but she continued, and that gave him pause. She liked it? The news itself didn't surprise him, he was practiced enough that he knew when a woman was enjoying his touch but to hear her say it, that was...huge. She'd looked down from his eyes and he could see the blush on her cheeks, it was cute, and she also admitted it was scary. He could work with that, he could work with scary...because after her admission, he was feeling something himself now...he was feeling hope. There was possibility here, it was impossible to deny to himself that he'd come to have feelings for Riley, he wasn't entirely sure what all of them where yet since this protectiveness he was feeling was entirely new to him but he knew a large part of that was the physical attraction he had for her too. She seemed calmer now at least, so he smiled at her and nodded.
"I know, it's scary, it's probably quite new to you too, huh?" He was keeping his words soft. "I...liked it too. Obviously you realized that...I should have been more careful, I should have remembered not to overwhelm you like that, but I got carried away, I could feel you against me, and I could taste you when I kissed you, and...I kind of got lost in you. There's no excuse for it, I'd never push myself onto you like that but I definitely wanted more, and I wanted you to want me so I...I'm sorry, Riley." He nodded when she asked for Bumbles back and he stood to go retrieve the bear while he processed what she'd said alongside that request. He didn't have to be a genius to figure out that it meant she was feeling a little possessive over him, she didn't want him bringing other women back. It was something that would be hard to promise to her in the long term unless something happened between them, he didn't want to wait forever, but...
"I won't be taking any partners for a short while anyway, Riley, I have my hands full dealing with my father and my business, and now you...so don't worry about that okay? I'm not going to...ah...smell...like anybody else any time soon." He chuckled softly as he pressed Bumbles into her arms and sat down beside her again. This time he reached over for her far shoulder, putting his arm around her and he sat very close. "It's really not worth thinking about...though I'm a little curious what I smell like...it's not bad, is it?" He laughed, trying to lighten the mood a little and he leaned in, pressing his lips to her head. "I'm sorry your head hurts. Come here, rest against me." He changed his position so that he was facing her but still on the sofa, his shoulder against the back cushion and his head near the headrest. Legs parted, he patted his inner thigh. "Come here, we can rest like this, I'll hold you, you will sleep, I will sleep, it will be comfortable, and don't worry, you won't feel anything." He smiled warmly.
He looked at her rocking, holding herself on the sofa beside him and he'd left her like that until she'd finally spoken again, and he'd done all he could after that. Mostly, just smiling back as she'd lifted her head to look at him. He opened his mouth to speak but she continued, and that gave him pause. She liked it? The news itself didn't surprise him, he was practiced enough that he knew when a woman was enjoying his touch but to hear her say it, that was...huge. She'd looked down from his eyes and he could see the blush on her cheeks, it was cute, and she also admitted it was scary. He could work with that, he could work with scary...because after her admission, he was feeling something himself now...he was feeling hope. There was possibility here, it was impossible to deny to himself that he'd come to have feelings for Riley, he wasn't entirely sure what all of them where yet since this protectiveness he was feeling was entirely new to him but he knew a large part of that was the physical attraction he had for her too. She seemed calmer now at least, so he smiled at her and nodded.
"I know, it's scary, it's probably quite new to you too, huh?" He was keeping his words soft. "I...liked it too. Obviously you realized that...I should have been more careful, I should have remembered not to overwhelm you like that, but I got carried away, I could feel you against me, and I could taste you when I kissed you, and...I kind of got lost in you. There's no excuse for it, I'd never push myself onto you like that but I definitely wanted more, and I wanted you to want me so I...I'm sorry, Riley." He nodded when she asked for Bumbles back and he stood to go retrieve the bear while he processed what she'd said alongside that request. He didn't have to be a genius to figure out that it meant she was feeling a little possessive over him, she didn't want him bringing other women back. It was something that would be hard to promise to her in the long term unless something happened between them, he didn't want to wait forever, but...
"I won't be taking any partners for a short while anyway, Riley, I have my hands full dealing with my father and my business, and now you...so don't worry about that okay? I'm not going to...ah...smell...like anybody else any time soon." He chuckled softly as he pressed Bumbles into her arms and sat down beside her again. This time he reached over for her far shoulder, putting his arm around her and he sat very close. "It's really not worth thinking about...though I'm a little curious what I smell like...it's not bad, is it?" He laughed, trying to lighten the mood a little and he leaned in, pressing his lips to her head. "I'm sorry your head hurts. Come here, rest against me." He changed his position so that he was facing her but still on the sofa, his shoulder against the back cushion and his head near the headrest. Legs parted, he patted his inner thigh. "Come here, we can rest like this, I'll hold you, you will sleep, I will sleep, it will be comfortable, and don't worry, you won't feel anything." He smiled warmly.