"And this is why I am apologizing. As stated I am speaking as a mother who recently lost her child within the last few months. And it is still something fresh in my mind. I often act.... irrationally when it comes to expecting mothers. Because of part of me is.... I guess jealous in a way, and then there is that deeper part of me that finds it unfair. Like recently I watched an expectant mother and she was indulging in alcohol, even before she was pregnant she was an alcoholic. I found it unfair that somebody so irresponsible like that was able to keep her child but I...... I lost mine. And I did everything I could to keep myself healthy, and did everything I could to make sure that my baby stayed healthy." Caera was speaking after a moment in time.