Julia/n shifted a few time to get comfortable before reaching into their pocket taking out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.
"I hope you don't mind. It may be a filthy habit but it helps calm me, some," they explained and lit a cigarette.
It was of course also in pats a delay tactic to give them some time to think.
"I'm a boy right, I mean like a real boy and there is this cute girl, not the cheerleader type or anything but more like ... I dunno ... like you perhaps, maybe not as ... well endowed though," she took a few quick nervous drags on the cigarette and avoided meeting Adrienne's eyes.
"And we're like alone somewhere, maybe after a party or at a party, and we're kissing and stuff. We're both virgins so it's a bit awkward at first perhaps, like when she goes down on me she accidentally use her teeth or bend my penis into an uncomfortable angle and like I'm being a total idiot trying to write the alphabet with my tongue when I reciprocate."
They took another drag but still kept avoiding looking directly at Adrienne. Perhaps they were afraid she was already touching herself, perhaps because they wanted to touch themselves already but they kept their hands off their crotch.
"But like when I push inside her it is as if everything just makes sense and we make love for hours non stop in all kinds of different positions, missionary, doggy, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl although I'm not sure I like that one very much. I want to be able to look into her eyes especially when she orgasms, and I want her to look into mine when I do."
Their face was all red from sharing their fantasy, as vanilla as it might be compared to anything they imagined Adrienne might share.
"That's it I guess," they said and reached into their pocket to take out a small metal box with a lid they used to put out the cigarette before putting it back.