Silvanus felt something was missing, but he wasn't sure what. He wasn't really asleep, but he wasn't quite awake either. However, the more he tried to figure out what was missing, the closer the elf was driven to wakefulness.
There had been a warm, pleasant pressure against his chest. That was what was missing. His arm reached out to find the warmth and draw it close again, but there was nothing. There wasn't just nothing, there was a void where something... someone had been. Allie was missing.
Suddenly, Silvanus was very awake. He opened his eyes, and confirmed that Allie was not beside him. Was it all a dream? the elf wondered. No... There's never been a dream so real... so wonderful...
It had been the most incredible night of Red's young life. Allie and he had given their virginity to each other. What have I done? Silvanus thought in shock as he sat up. I always promised myself that sex would be more important than a diversion shared by friends. I would only make love with one I loved... Then, the elf remembered the three words he had spoken to Allie as they shared his bed. "I love you," he whispered. "Oh, what have I done?"
Silvanus got out of bed. He quickly grabbed some clothes, not paying his usual attention to his appearance. He pulled on a pair of comfortably broken in jeans and threw on a robin's egg shirt. What have I done to Allie? How could I have told her I love her? The elf felt so confused. Was it just the passion of the moment that made me say that? Silvanus became very angry with himself. Allie is my babysitter. I had no right... Oh, what have I done?
Sil was suddenly very worried by the fact that Allie wasn't there. He rushed out of his room with elven speed and silence, the fluttering of his open shirt the only sound. He hurried downstairs, fearing that Allie was gone. Silvanus felt it would serve him right if she was.
When he got downstairs and saw Allie sitting in one of the chairs in the main room, Silvanus felt a warm wave of elation and relief, as well as a small tightness in his chest. He began to smile, but then reality crashed in again, and the elf came to a sudden stop. All of the worry was back, together with an awkwardness that hadn't been there before. Sil took a couple of calming breaths. Then he spoke.
"Good-" His voice seemed both rough and squeaky to the elf. Sil cleared his throat. "Good morning, Allie," he said. He noticed that she was dressed in one of the bathing robes, and he knew she was nude underneath. Images of her beautiful body rushed to fill Red's thoughts. It would be so easy for her to get naked again... if she wanted. Sil's cock twitched, and he blushed, but not as strongly as before. Silvanus found himself wanting to have sex with Allie again, which was completely out of the question. He had been wrong to take Allie to bed. But she wanted to, didn't she? Silvanus struggled to not think of Allie as the beautiful, sexy, young woman she was. "Can I... would you like for me to fix you some... some breakfast?" Silvanus asked. Yes, cooking! Think about cooking! he thought desperately.