DarkDreamer9110
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- Feb 22, 2013
Cassie had smiled as Ellie responded so quickly once the pause was in effect. And Adrienne just a second behind. Wrapped up in that loving embrace, the two other girls showering her with reassurances, Cassie smiled. Ellie kissing her was expected. But Adrienne doing the same when she had the chance was a surprise, though perhaps it shouldn't have been. Lightly breaking the kiss with Adrienne a moment later, Cassie nodded, taking a few breaths. "Thanks. Both of you." She said.
A moment later, she nodded, sighing. "I ... First of all, I know neither of you meant any of that stuff. Not really. I know it's a game. I know in my heart you were just doing it because I asked. But I ... I guess I couldn't take it as well as I thought. This time. Maybe because I never had to grow a thick skin about it. I just ... I just need a minute."
She took one of each of their hands in one of hers, squeezing softly. "I didn't want to. I didn't want to ... To have to ... Use the safe word. I know you two were having fun with each other. I was, too. It just ... It was harder than I expected to take it. I ... I'm sorry." Her eyes were starting to water, her voice starting to choke up. Soft sobs started in her throat. "It hurt ... I just ... It hit harder than ... Than I thought it w-w-wo-would. Being told I ... Didn't deserve to even ... Participate, that I w-wasn't worthy ..."
Words failed her completely as she pulled Adrienne and Ellie into another hug, tears starting to flow as she sobbed. About thirty seconds later, she fought back the tears and sobs. "I ... Fuck, I'm sorry. This wasn't ... I didn't want it to go this way."
She buried her head in their shoulders, forcing herself to take slow, deep breaths, calming herself down.
"Maybe ... Maybe that roleplay was a bad idea. I mean, I want to try again. Another time, maybe. Right now, maybe I just watch and we don't add any roleplay to it. This wasn't just supposed to be about me. It was supposed to be about Ellie getting some pussy."
A moment later, she nodded, sighing. "I ... First of all, I know neither of you meant any of that stuff. Not really. I know it's a game. I know in my heart you were just doing it because I asked. But I ... I guess I couldn't take it as well as I thought. This time. Maybe because I never had to grow a thick skin about it. I just ... I just need a minute."
She took one of each of their hands in one of hers, squeezing softly. "I didn't want to. I didn't want to ... To have to ... Use the safe word. I know you two were having fun with each other. I was, too. It just ... It was harder than I expected to take it. I ... I'm sorry." Her eyes were starting to water, her voice starting to choke up. Soft sobs started in her throat. "It hurt ... I just ... It hit harder than ... Than I thought it w-w-wo-would. Being told I ... Didn't deserve to even ... Participate, that I w-wasn't worthy ..."
Words failed her completely as she pulled Adrienne and Ellie into another hug, tears starting to flow as she sobbed. About thirty seconds later, she fought back the tears and sobs. "I ... Fuck, I'm sorry. This wasn't ... I didn't want it to go this way."
She buried her head in their shoulders, forcing herself to take slow, deep breaths, calming herself down.
"Maybe ... Maybe that roleplay was a bad idea. I mean, I want to try again. Another time, maybe. Right now, maybe I just watch and we don't add any roleplay to it. This wasn't just supposed to be about me. It was supposed to be about Ellie getting some pussy."