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Senka felt his hug when they were out of danger. However she did not expect the kiss she also received. She was shocked as she froze as his lips met hers. She felt him pulled away and she watched him look away. She looked at him and then looked away her self. "Don't worry about it" she said quietly and continued to move forward.

She was very much overwhelmed about all this. The lover of her life had just died a week ago and now she had Vlad kissing her. She didn't know what the hell to do. She continued to walk, before she gasped and felt the ground, holding her stomach. "Damm it!" she cursed.
 
He ran up beside her. "Please, let me support you, Senka." he said softly. "I'm sorry for what I did, but you might be seriously hurt..."
 
Senka nodded and said "Stupid German Dog" she cursed. She put her arm around his shoulder, pulling her self up.
 
He carried her the whole way to the new site, setting her down on a bench only to let the doctor tend to her. He walked away, head hung in shame at his lack of control.
 
Senka looked down as he carried her. She was afraid of what she might see if she looked at him. Once they arrived, he left her with the doctor. She removed her shirt to see the nasty looking purple bruise. She winced when he touched touched it. He gave her some medication that would stop inflammation and some pain killers. She was also made to stay in bed until her wounds healed.

When she was left alone, she pulled out the ring from her shirt and looked at it. She was so confused. She still loved Dmitri even if he was gone. It would take her awhile to get over the grief. And now, Vladamir was in the picture. Now that was a spanner in the works wasn't it.

She looked down and then looked at the roof again and closed her eyes. Why were things so complicated.
 
"Dimitri would have wanted you to be happy." Boris said. "I knew the man for ten years. That's what he always told me... He loved you most when you smiled. I realize it's fast, but... he was not the man who would wish you to grieve for months. He knows you loved him, and he is happy with that."
 
Senka opened her eyes an looked at Boris and said " Boris, you can not just expect me to get over this in a heart beat" she said to him in a quite voice." I'll still love him even while his gone untill I forget about him and move on" she said looking down at the ring.
 
"Yes, well, at least tell the poor fool that he has done you no harm other than confuse you." he said. "I am deeply worried about the both of you, Senka. If you both close off your hearts to one another.... it will be very sad."
 
Senka looked at him and said "I would tell him if the doctors would let me go, but I'm stuck here, so if he wants to talk, he's going to have to come to me...and...anyway..how then hell do you knoe what happened" she said puzzled.
 
Senka looked at boris and sighed and looked down and said "After he got me out, he hugged me which was fine, but i didn;t expect him to kiss me..." she said.
 
"Vladimir is a physical fellow. He is not good with words. He was glad, very glad, that you were mostly unhurt. When you reacted as I suspect you did... I imagine he felt very... shut out."
 
Senka looked at him and said "How did you expect me to react" she asked him, just being curious.
 
"You probably either pushed him away or froze in surprise. I imagine he then apologized and carried you back, silently. You are not at fault here, Senka, but really, neither is he. Nobody is to 'blame'."
 
"Well." he said.
"That boy feels very strongly no matter what he feels." he said, ambling away.
 
"Please, take care of that boy for me. This might be the last time you see this mailman." he said, vanishing into the woods to go back.
 
((What woods, she's in the doctors building))

She nodded and watched him walk out the door. She sighed a little to her self and looked up at the roof wondering what she should do.
 
((He walked out the door and into the woods.))

Vlad walked in, starting and stopping his words. He was so ashamed, he didn't know what to say.
 
((ahh))

Senka looked at him as he walked in. He couldn't seem to get out what he wanted to say so she started them off. "Vladamir...you didn't hurt me...the most damage you did was confuse me" she said looking at him
 
He nodded silently. For a while, he just seemed to be silent.
"I am sorry... for being selfish. I'll stop... trying to... to be romantic with you."
 
Senka looked at him as he spoke. She looked down for a moment before she said "I still want to be your friend...I carn't give you what you want right now...I...I still love him...but...I know I have to move on...he would have want me to be happy" she said softly.
 
"Then... I'll be waiting patiently." he said softly. "Until then, until you make the move or tell me... we are comrades, nothing more."
 
Senka looked at him and nodded. She seemed to move a little but winced little and curse. "Stupid german dog"
she muttered.
 
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