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Mr Master said:
Vivid Fizz said:
Interpreting every positive gesture as pity, whether it is or isn't, isn't doing you any favors, either.

I don't pity people. But you want to call it that, that's your right.
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I don't see it as positive. I see it as what it looks like to me. Pity. And just because you say I am interpreting every positive gesture as pity doesn't mean it waves a magic wand and make it not appear that way to me.
 
Vivid Fizz said:
Mr Master said:
Vivid Fizz said:
Interpreting every positive gesture as pity, whether it is or isn't, isn't doing you any favors, either.

I don't pity people. But you want to call it that, that's your right.
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I don't see it as positive. I see it as what it looks like to me. Pity. And just because you say I am interpreting every positive gesture as pity doesn't mean it waves a magic wand and make it not appear that way to me.
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To be honest with you, Vivi, I saw this as MM being himself, nice and caring.
It wasn't pity to me, It was him lifting up your spirits and telling you he doesn't view you the way you proclaim all of blue moon does.

I, for one, luff you and such.
So there you go, has nothing to do with pity.
 
Fact: haves short memorie, so i forget random stuff easily
Fact: blames my brain to only use 20% of the brain, when a normal person uses 30%​
 
Fact: I slammed my leg into my snake, Izzy's, glass tank when I woke up, forgetting I put him in with my girl to clean it and left it in the middle of the floor.
Fact: I knelt down on the tile floor at work and felt a sharp pain. There is now a dent/fracture on my leg.
Fact: It looks gnarly and hurts like a mother fucker.
Fact: It puts me in too much pain to sleep...
 
Vivid Fizz said:
Fact: Everyone 'loves' me. Until something better comes along.
Fact: Mr. Master is nice.
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Thank you for calling me nice. I'm not sure how true it is in all cases (we'll see if you still think so by the time this post is done), but I appreciate the thought.

Fact: If you really believe that people can't express affection about you unless they pity you or you're a stopgap measure of some sort, then that speaks less to what you really are and more to your self-image/self-worth issues. Which makes me sad when I think about it, but nobody ever "fixed" anybody else, especially over the Internet, so I have to let you deal with such things on your own time, if you ever do. I hope you do, because...

Fact: You're a friend of mine (see below).

Fact: That belief about pity/stopgap, though, goes pretty far to explain how you completely miss how well-liked and well-received you are around here.

Fact: I don't apportion friendships. I have no finite limit on people I like and think of as friends. There's no real ranking that you can be passed over by. Therefore, there's no "something better" for you to be ignored for (competition for attention is not a valid measure of worth; it's attention, not affection -- different scales). You're a friend of mine, in my eyes. So I care about you, as much as any of us care about each other in this Internet text format (which can be surprisingly much, depending). And the only thing I pity is that you're unable to see or believe that you're worthy of such, from me or others.

Fact: I'm going to keep being nice to you as I see fit. Complimentary, flirtatious, all that noise, as I am so moved. Because I like you and I think you're worth being playful with; as stated, you are a friend of mine. And you can interpret that as pity if you want; nothing I can do to stop that. All I can control is my intent. So I'm telling you up front and directly: you'll get no pity from me. I'm pitiless. You ought to bear that in mind next time you think I'm just trying to salvage your feelings or some nonsense like that. I may be just playful, I may be just friendly, but I'm not being inauthentic.

Fact: This whole post has been unaccustomedly serious, and I am not liking how that's making me feel this early in the day. So back to the lunacy and freakishness. That's much preferred.
 
Fact: Woke up to go to Facebook and saw about four people getting into relationships. It was... odd. o-o
 
Info: Failed her second chem exam.
Info: This is also the second chem exam she has failed.
Info: A girl stopped me to ask if I was okay because I was upset to tears.
Info: I didn't do the worst in the class but it doesn't make me feel any better.
Info: I really don't like crying- especially in public and on the phone with my mother.​
 
Yeah... I just wish Spring was in the air around me more MM. -3-;

-Hugs Hav lots- Everything will be okay Hav. I failed about three of my exams last semester in Chem I and I was able to pass. I'm sure that everything will be alright. <3
 
Thanks, you two.

And yeah, my quiz average should be about a 90 or 85 (perhaps an 80) at this point so that counts as an exam grade. And I have two more exams. so not everything is hopeless.​
 
Fact: constantly searching for something he will never find
Fact: Wanting something he knows he can't have
Fact: Is thinking WAY to much for just waking up -.-
 
Fact: Had the shittiest morning in the History of shitty mornings.
Fact: Woke up to discover we ran out of bacon.
Fact: I was late 30 minutes to my lecture.
Fact: My rib is killing me in pain, AGAIN!

BUT!
-Huggles Hahvy-
You'll be alright hun, I took psychology last year, failed it and retaking it this year.
Some shit is just plain hard, I can never do science, so the fact that you have a good score is genius to me.

Lacey:
-Pulls and carries around everywhere till your leg is better-
Be careful dumdum D:
 
Vivid Fizz said:
Fact: Everyone 'loves' me. Until something better comes along.
Fact: Mr. Master is nice.
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Despite what Mr Mr said, which I agree with, I can still say I understand you. As a friend, I never let any of mine down even when I was younger. I'm a very loyal person and I wanted to be there for my friends. Whenever they needed something, I'd cancel my plans (when I could) to assist them, listen to them, cheer them up. Unfortunately, all those friends has found interest elsewhere, and although we're still in contact, we're far from being good or best friends now. None of them seem to have anything to say against me, it's just that they found better friends out there, a group of people with which they feel they fit better, or something like that. Because they chose to spend their usual social time with other people, I feel slightly rejected. I feel like I wasn't enough/good enough for them to appreciate me and want to spend time with me as they used to. Most of the girls seem to have rejected me because I don't go out to clubs, I don't dress according to fashion, I don't listen to most music that plays on the radio, etc. They seem to have all wanted to fit in and put away all that stuff that kept them from being "a normal girl", me included. They used to be very original, creative, unique persons but they preferred being socially accepted. I'm not saying it only has to do with that, but it's a part of the reason that I despise. Although I don't go out to clubs, I haven't been invited to any other activity. Although I know most of the people in every gangs that my friends have chosen, I wasn't introduced to them properly. I feel like I'm a shame for these people and they don't want to have me around too much. All of them have been friends with me at a specific time in their life where they seemed slightly lonelier, and at some point they reformed bonds with other friends and I was left out.

So Vivid *patpats* I understand, I think. *hugs* It has been like that for me with boyfriends and friends in the past, and I find it sad that most people I know have tried to "grow up" by renouncing to a big part of themselves which was maybe too eccentric for the old, serious and professional world. I'm not one for "growing up"; there are truths I've been holding onto and learned when I was a child and still find it truer than anything else I've been told about the same subjects.

The only solution is to love yourself, your ideas and vision, even though you might be completely alone and even if no one would agree with you. It's painful at first, but sometimes you will realize that you're not completely alone. And although they chose others over you, know that the few friends you have are probably better (and real) friends than the ones that have left you. They've just made you a favor by leaving by themselves :p The real good friends are the one that don't want to let you go. The ones that choose YOU instead of every and any one else. The rest are not worth it :p I'm sure you'll find people that will realize that you're truly valuable and unique, but it takes time and those kind of friends are rare. Keep an eye out, I think I've spotted one earlier ^^
 
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