Xanaphia
Biblically Accurate Bitch
- Joined
- Sep 28, 2013
“So that’s why I am alive,” Mara murmured, “To be breeding stock for a sith lord…” The bitterness in her tone wasn’t just because of what her father revealed, however. She still wasn’t sure she was ready to face him either. She’d thought he could be the father that Sidious never was, but he’d lied to her too. He hadn’t told her he was her father, and he hadn’t told her that her mother was still alive. And now, she wasn’t sure if she were more tired of the lies or the truth.
“Your purpose lies beyond any plans the Emperor my have had for you. You create your purpose.” Padme offered her a smirk, “And there is no reason you have to play into his plans.”
The comment might have been more endearing if Mara hadn’t decided she didn’t like Padme, given all the lies and secrets she’d helped to keep hidden. “No, you think I should go along with my mother’s plans. Plans that have her doing the Emperor’s bidding in the off chance he lets down his guard long enough for her to kill him.”
“I think you need to follow your own path, and do what you think is right. Not what the emperor or even your mother think is right for you.”
Dammit. Why, on top of everything else, did Padme have to be a good mom? She made it rather difficult to despise her. She was as infuriating as her father, in that regard. Which made her realize she was going to have to talk with him now, whether she was ready or not.
Padme must have sensed that realization, and tugged on Luke’s shoulder, “We should let them talk alone.”
Mara wanted to argue, wanted to keep Luke close, but she didn’t have the energy anymore to argue. So she squeezed his hand once, and watched him leave.
“Okay, I am willing to believe you didn’t know Vader was my mother in disguise when we met. But you figured out, didn’t you? You knew before she killed you, right? Is that why you stopped fighting?”
The tears came, and there was nothing left in her to hold them back. “You could have told me on Coruscant. You must have had some idea what was going to happen.” She clenched her fist again, gritting her teeth the nerve spasmed.
“I don’t know what to do. So far I’ve tried to make you proud of me, tried to honor your wishes. I just… I don’t know if I can anymore.” She relaxed her fist and sighed. “You told me she needs me, but I can’t follow her path.” As desperately as she wanted a living mother over a memory, she didn’t know if she could ever forgive her.
“Your purpose lies beyond any plans the Emperor my have had for you. You create your purpose.” Padme offered her a smirk, “And there is no reason you have to play into his plans.”
The comment might have been more endearing if Mara hadn’t decided she didn’t like Padme, given all the lies and secrets she’d helped to keep hidden. “No, you think I should go along with my mother’s plans. Plans that have her doing the Emperor’s bidding in the off chance he lets down his guard long enough for her to kill him.”
“I think you need to follow your own path, and do what you think is right. Not what the emperor or even your mother think is right for you.”
Dammit. Why, on top of everything else, did Padme have to be a good mom? She made it rather difficult to despise her. She was as infuriating as her father, in that regard. Which made her realize she was going to have to talk with him now, whether she was ready or not.
Padme must have sensed that realization, and tugged on Luke’s shoulder, “We should let them talk alone.”
Mara wanted to argue, wanted to keep Luke close, but she didn’t have the energy anymore to argue. So she squeezed his hand once, and watched him leave.
“Okay, I am willing to believe you didn’t know Vader was my mother in disguise when we met. But you figured out, didn’t you? You knew before she killed you, right? Is that why you stopped fighting?”
The tears came, and there was nothing left in her to hold them back. “You could have told me on Coruscant. You must have had some idea what was going to happen.” She clenched her fist again, gritting her teeth the nerve spasmed.
“I don’t know what to do. So far I’ve tried to make you proud of me, tried to honor your wishes. I just… I don’t know if I can anymore.” She relaxed her fist and sighed. “You told me she needs me, but I can’t follow her path.” As desperately as she wanted a living mother over a memory, she didn’t know if she could ever forgive her.