LadyAthene
Supernova
- Joined
- May 12, 2015
- Location
- West Coast, USA
Yuna inwardly sighed.
I know, I know. Look. That's exactly why I hid in the Tops and didn't tell anyone, okay? I knew I fucked up. I didn't expect forgiveness from anyone; you, my men, your guys, no one. And because I pulled through all the bullshit and torture? I have to live with my fuck up every damn day. You don't need to remind me nor send me on a guilt trip. I do that enough as it is.
Yuna had been damn close to adding an insult at the end of her snippy comment, but at least managed tto stop herself from going through with that. No sense in doing or saying something else she'd truly regret.
... Though that temptation was quickly getting more and more difficult to keep control of.
.... If you're just gonna keep a fucking grudge or whatnot, then don't come back. I seriously don't need anymore shaming or whatever the fuck. But if you're just gonna go on and on and on about that one day? Then stay the fuck away. Yes, it was a major mistake; I'm not gonna deny that. BUT IT WAS THE ONLY ONE TOO, YOU ASSHOLE! Aside from that, I have NEVER turned my back on your or your men. NEVER! I DON'T NEED THIS SHIT! GO! GET OUT! Do whatever the fuck you're gonna ...
Yuna jerked her shoulder away, helping cut the link off.
Last time you'll get a detailed, honest response about where I go to then. Fuckface. I didn't have to tell you about me going ot warn Fayth - but I did. Out of common courtesy and respect. If you're not gonna return that, fine. I can do that too.
And when she was damn sure he was out of sight, she flipped off her door frame, where he had been last.
... Music wasn't doing shit. Even after ten minutes, that much became painfully clear. Yuna growled, jerking the earbuds out and shutting her device off. Damn well nearly throwing it onto the ground, even. She was frustrated - not just emotionally, either. Sexually. But with Rose sealed .... well .... there weren't really many other options.
Even though it was really tempting to finally cave in and go to Hajime ... she opted against it.
Why? You heard him say it; I'm being far too hopeful. Why would he want me back?
She couldn't give herself an answer on the 'why' part. All Yuna could hear was in case Hotsuma did ever change his mind ... it'd be more rewarding to earnestly say she'd never willingly had sex with anyone. Given her close calls with Tokumo, it was a fair assumption he'd be able to discern the difference between forced situations - if they ever arrived - and consensual ones.
There was also the simple fact trying to go to Hajime would ultimately be no better than her forcing and-slash-or manipulating him. Not to her right-hand man. Yuna wouldn't sink that low with anyone, really, but it'd be much worse to do so to the same person who'd given her the most loyalty. Even held the fort while she'd hidden in the Tops - and all without her, or much of anyone, asking him to do so.
A frustrated sigh passed Yuna's lips as she stood up and went into her bedroom, leaving the Warden's Office in the process. With the options being so low, she resorted to the only one available and that Yuna would be alright resorting to; masturbation. Not before covering herself first, though, in order to make her movements under the sheets less noticeable.
Were they certain his nickname was the Fiend and not Phantom?
Because almost no leads had been found on Hotsuma's whereabouts in .... a while. Since he overtook the Facility, in fact.
"We should have made a move while he was in the hospital," he bitterly murmured, sighing as he sa on his Wheeler, parked in an alley and watching hopefully - borderline expectantly - for any other vehicles to drive by.
For some reason, Rex had been an idiot and simply talked to the Fiend. Briefly, too. Why he didn't take him away in cuffs was behind Renzo's understanding.
In all honesty, he knew he shouldn't be here. And with it getting later in the day, common sense insisted Mihara should just leave and go home.
Not yet. He continued repeating his stubborn mantra over and over.
He couldn't stay hidden ... not forever.
With his lack of presence near the Fortune Cup having been confirmed by visual records earlier, it narrowed down the chances of Hotsuma being in the Tops. Hence why Mihara was frantically waiting in the Satellite, despite not residing here.
.... A few more hours. There. That was a fair enough compromise, he decided. If by two to three more hours there was still no sign of the Fiend, he'd - reluctantly, but still - leave.