Not-Sam reached out and cupped her cheek, and Jackie couldn't help but flinch. Ancestors, gods, spirits...she had gone along with the rituals, the traditions, if nothing else to keep alive out of sheer cussedness what white settlers had tried so hard to destroy. But had she
believed in them? Not particularly. Maybe back when the world was young and magic flowed more freely, but even as a child she had always counted them for what they were: bedtime stories. Fables to make children behave and teach lessons about foolishness or wickedness. White Painted Woman was just a fable to explain puberty; certainly
something spoke to them all during their Sunrise Ceremonies, but obviously it had been exhaustion and dehydration....hadn't it?
Even so, she knew before White Painted Woman said it that it wasn't Sam. Without realizing it, she leaned her cheek into her palm as she might have her mother's at the end of a long, exhausting day. Her stomach churned and she just wanted to be held by this Mother of all. Jackie squeezed back gently when they clasped hands and nodded.
"I don't know how to do that," she admitted when Changing Woman told her that her wounds were magical and would need care. "I'm not my mother. I'm not a healer." Her throat clenched with unshed tears, feeling useless in the knowledge that Sam would be in agony when she came back to herself.
"Jacqueline." Doc spoke softly, and when Jackie looked she saw her and Alice's palms were already wrapped with handkerchiefs while Doc held the delicate silver-handled stiletto out to her.
It felt like someone else reaching for the knife. Jackie watched her skeletal hand as it reached out for the knife in the moonlight. Fully exposed to the light, Anne Marie was still beautiful as corpses go, but still a corpse. Flesh rotted from her face, and her silk dress was in tatters as though she had been buried in it six months ago, the fabric floating serenely on some un-felt wind of the Other World; polish chipped on what had, in the dark, been perfectly manicured nails and her long fingers appeared less graceful without flesh attached. Some indiscernible expression crossed her skull as a large, heavy
ring clattered along the proximal phalanx of her left ring finger and for a moment it looked as though she might let it drop off the bone and into the dust...but clenched her fist at the last moment as Jackie took the knife from her.
"I...I need her blood too." Jackie spoke softly and took Sam's hand gently, cutting it and pressing the gold into her palm before tossing the coin carelessly into the chest. She took a deep breath. No. She
tried to take a deep breath. Her sternum still rose and fell as if she still had lungs, but no air moved through her body. She winced slightly as she cut her own palm and stepped into the shaft of moonlight, clenching her fist around the final coin as she stood over the box. "Done by blood, by blood undone," she murmured solemnly, reciting the old spell from her daddy's bedtime stories.
"Jacqueline..." Anne Marie said again, though now she was no longer in the moonlight her queer expression was easier to read as she stared somewhere around Jackie's midsection.
But whatever her concern, it would wait. The final coin dropped among its brethren and they felt their lungs fill with air, their hearts began to beat once more, blood coursed through her veins. Jackie had a
massive headache.
"Sam!" She turned to her lover, rushing to her side to catch her as White Painted Woman returned to wherever she had come from.