I sleep fitfully, not hearing Kat as she leaves the room, packs up her things, and leaves the condo, using the button-lock to lock the door behind her.
My dreams are spotty, flashes of Kat and her breasts, strings attached to my wrists and ankles, being surrounded by something, something soft and warm and heavy.
And then I'm awake, blinking sleepily in my bed, seeing streams of mid-morning sunlight shining in through the slits in the window blinds. I lie there for a while, thinking about yesterday.
What happened yesterday. It was supposed to be a simple day out...some shopping...some dinner...but...
I get out of bed, not quite noticing how my feet barely brush the carpet below. The throb in my ankle has returned, and I hobble to the bathroom to get some aspirin and start the shower. I swallow the two pills, and then sit on the edge of the tub, thankful for the extendable shower head.
But nothing is ever simple with Kat, is it? She draws attention to herself and to me, feeding off the looks and stares of others. It's like she enjoys making me feel awkward, pushing my buttons, making me feel...small...
I rinse off the soap and shampoo, rubbing my eyes a bit as some of it runs into them. Once I'm completely clean, I turn off the spray and grab my towel, drying myself off.
And then there's how other women act around her...it's like they're emboldened by her presence...they feel free to make comments, to tease me, to flirt with me.
Hobbling back into my room, I pull on some underwear, a pair of gym shorts, and a comfortable undershirt. I hop-step into the living room and stop short.
And then what happened here, last night? God, I can still see the imprint of my body in the couch, where Kat straddled me, where she used her tits to...and the bras...how did she know about my bra fetish. How embarrassing, to have one tied to my head, one shoved in my face, one wrapped around my dick, then to be forced to come into one...it was hot, so fucking hot, but she uses that...she controls me with it...
I grab my phone from the coffee table, trodding slowly through the room, thinking of what to do next.
Why am I still even entertaining a relationship with her...because of her body...I mean...it's incredible...and imagine what sex with her would be like...but come on! She's not relationship material, so immature, so needy, so controlling, holding herself over me, mothering me, treating me like a child! And what if she turns the corner, becomes the frightening Kat from several months ago? She might fucking kill me!
I swipe open my phone, opening the texting app, ready to let her know it's over. I step into the spare bedroom, sitting on the bed, thinking of what to say to her.
That settles it, right? I need to end this before it gets out of control. Maybe just, "Hey Kat, last night worried me, and I think I need some time to figure this out about us. No, that sounds weak, I need to be decisive, I need-
A familiar smell hits me like a punch to the face. I turn, looking around the room, where I spot a tan, skin-colored clump of fabric. Moving closer, I see that it's Kat's bra, her old one from yesterday. I pick it up and realize it smells like Kat's perfume. I set my phone down, the text forgotten.
Huh...she must have left it here when she went to change into her other bras...that's...I...hmmmm...
I wander out of the spare bedroom with the bra, gentle running the satiny fabric between my fingertips...