Malicious Lullaby
Pulsar
- Joined
- Jan 9, 2009
- Location
- On my knees, in between his legs.
This hadn’t happened in years. Four to be exact, ever since she moved out. She escaped the ill-fated inbreeding and somehow thought she would be free of it all, even in this world where she was loyal to Gideon and his band of miscreants; very dangerous people. For some reason she believed that if she did what they wanted, kept the ice in tact and exuded her new fearless and confident streak, nothing would happen.
After a year, she was proved wrong. The slap was one indication. It was harsh, made her entire face hurt as pain shot from her cheek all over, keeping her head wrenched in one direction. Before her hand could even come up, she was pushed back and turned, forced to bend over the hood of this fine car and the very force of it made her forehead hit it, causing her a little imbalance. From the slap to this brute force, it took her a long moment to recover. So much so that by the time she did, her shirt was roughly pulled from her pale body.
And then the flashback came to the front of her brain of when her cousin did this to her. Not exactly like this but it started with ripping her favorite blouse from her body, leaving her defenseless of impending terror. It made Heidi struggle, caught between reality and her memories. Her hands climbed up on the hood and she tried to climb up, trying to get away. Her breathing came faster and the chink in her armor was not a full on shatter. There was actual fear registered on her face. She didn’t like to think of herself as someone who was all talk and no action. But right now, she might as well be. If he raped her and killed her, it would be the worst way to go.
No, she would have preferred he ripped her clothes off, skipped the rape and just run her over with his car. It’d be quicker, more gruesome, there would be nothing of her left and it would fill her bucket list to completion.
After a year, she was proved wrong. The slap was one indication. It was harsh, made her entire face hurt as pain shot from her cheek all over, keeping her head wrenched in one direction. Before her hand could even come up, she was pushed back and turned, forced to bend over the hood of this fine car and the very force of it made her forehead hit it, causing her a little imbalance. From the slap to this brute force, it took her a long moment to recover. So much so that by the time she did, her shirt was roughly pulled from her pale body.
And then the flashback came to the front of her brain of when her cousin did this to her. Not exactly like this but it started with ripping her favorite blouse from her body, leaving her defenseless of impending terror. It made Heidi struggle, caught between reality and her memories. Her hands climbed up on the hood and she tried to climb up, trying to get away. Her breathing came faster and the chink in her armor was not a full on shatter. There was actual fear registered on her face. She didn’t like to think of herself as someone who was all talk and no action. But right now, she might as well be. If he raped her and killed her, it would be the worst way to go.
No, she would have preferred he ripped her clothes off, skipped the rape and just run her over with his car. It’d be quicker, more gruesome, there would be nothing of her left and it would fill her bucket list to completion.