You know what I find so annoying? When people dump you, and they won't talk to you about it at all. They just seem to disappear. We're all adults here, at least according to the rules we're suppose to be. If you're not interested in the rp(s) we're doing, or if you don't want to talk to me anymore, just man up, or woman up as the case may be, and tell me. I'm a big girl. Really. I can handle it. I've had partners tell me in the past they had lost interest in the rp. We're still good. Jack Stalker lost interest in a rp we were doing. It's okay. Look. I'm still here. I didn't fall over from the shock and heartbreak. Mr. Quixotic told me he lost interest in a rp we were doing. Life moved on. We still chat every now and then. I'm fine. I don't hold against either one of them. Adam told me rping wasn't as rewarding as it use to be to him. So we didn't finish our rp. I respect that. I'm not mad at him. I can handle it, but when a partner just seems to fade away, no responses from messages, or very few if any, then that's annoying. Tell me if you want me to go away. People are alright with their characters doing some of the most inhuman things to another person's character, being sexual with them, but they can't tell them they're not interested anymore, life has been hectic, or I'm sorry for being slow. You know a couple of sentences to say, "I'm still interested. I'm sorry, but I've been really busy," goes a long way. It lets your partners exactly that, and they don't wonder, "Well damn. Is he/she still interested? Did I do something wrong?" So please, please, PLEASE partners, if you're not interested, if I've done something wrong in the rp, if you want to go in a different direction, if you want me to add something to it that you think I may not know about, or even like for that matter, tell me. I can't read minds. I try to be as open and easy to talk to as I can be. I can't make it any easier, but if you don't reach out to me, I can't do anything. I can't fix what I don't know is broken. CrimsonMaster and I had an issue with our rp. I was taking things in a direction that didn't mesh well. He contacted me about it, and we talked it out. Things are fine and on track again. In fact, I wouldn't mind working with him on another rp. It's something we've talked about a little. If it can't be fixed, then we can at least still be friends. Right Andy? I'm not some unreasonable bitch who will bite your head off. Although, I do rp one. That's another story. The main point is talk to me because otherwise it makes me feel like I'm not important and our rp isn't either. Treat me with respect just like I try to do to you. If you're not interested, if it's not working for you anymore, if you just want to stop, then tell me. Please. That's all I ask.
I do have a new rp that has just started, and last night, early this morning actually, I was in contact with an old partner about continuing a rp we had been working on. Those are both good things, but I won't go into detail about that in this post. This post was about blowing off steam, and I do not want to talk about something so good alongside something like the above.
I have plans with someone in my family today. I'll be around most of the day after that. No work today. Yay. I do enjoy rping here, but....I don't know. I know I'm being petty and immature about it. I should just say, "oh well," and keep going, brush it under the rug, but like I've said before. I don't just have partners here. I have friends. I really do consider my partners friends. Some of you I'm closer to than others. I'll admit that. Just like in real life. I'm closer to others. Doesn't mean you're any less important. Whether you're a current partner or former, I still consider you a friend, and I will listen and talk to you if you want me to. I'm always here for my friends. Have a good day Bluemoon.