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RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline frowned as she said softly,"I can't be Chewbacca because I can't do the noise," as she looked at Thomas all sad.

Sharon was looking at the two, seemed they have a lot in common besides their crazines, she thought.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas chuckled, "don't be special, it's called an MP3 player of implanted voice box, but you sont' want to be anyway."

Looking at her he said "20 pounds of fur in a hot barely air conditioned ball room, surrounded by hot sweaty people making small talk and pretending to have fun and dance, sounds like hell, for trick or treating or something Chewbacca would be fine."
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

"I rather know how to do it myself. That way I could truly be a Chewbacca," as she laughed softly. She pursed her lips as she said mostly to herself,"...who should I be?" She tapped her index finger on her chin as she thought.

Sharon said,"I'm gonna go as Princess Leia," as she nodded eagerly.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas was doing a rough drawing. Smirking he said, "Let's go to the local leather shop we can get some of the cool costume stuff from the holy wood movie prop guys and I have a friend who can make me a real well sort of real lightsaber, it will be awesome."
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline nodded smirking as she said,"Thomas has connections...who would've thought." Sharon rolled her eyes at Coraline linking her arm to Thomas' dragging him out of the house and Coraline soon followed but instead she skipped happily out of the house. Then she stopped as she said,"Um...guys aren't we forgetting something?"

Sharon turned around to Coraline with a slighty annoyed expression on her face. Then Coraline shrugged,"Not my mother, why should I care ...her own daughter even forgets about her," as she mumbled while walking past them.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas blinked, "I wasn't' expecting to be outside and of course I have contacts out because I' poor doesn't mean I don't have hobbies, before I wanted to buy all sorts of cool stuff, but I was to broke now the moon i the limit, comic, movie props, hell I have money to burn."

He looked at them "Where is ya'lls mother by the way she was gone when I woke up."
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

"Outdoor sex is kinky," Sharon said with a suggestive wink. Not to long after she said that Coraline.said,"Oh my god. I think I'm gonna throw up," as she had her hand over her mouth as she pretended to gag. That's when the mother came with grocery bags abundant she looked at all three of them suspiciously as she walked past saying,"You guys didn't need to have a welcome home party for me, I just went to the grocery store."

Then she walked into the house heading straight for the kitchen while Coraline mumbled,"Speak of the fuckin devil," then soon after she said,"Oooh food!" As she went back into the house to see what she had bought.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas rolled his eyes smacking Coraline on the ass as he said, "Same rule for Sharon as for your mother, and I like spanking women so keep that in mind."

Walking into the kitchen he said "Oh, that's a good idea I think Coraline maybe has an alien symbiote in her now, see I ate at the ranch and hated spending money for food when I was poor so odds are the milk was so rotten it wasn't even funny."

Blinking he said "Unless you bought convenience store milk the first night you were here."

He added, "Oh yeah and I made a rule anyone who argues or insults someone in the houes gets a spanking, you and me are included, although I may have you spank Sharon since I can see her abusing the rule."
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline shook her head as she said,"Nope it was still good," she opened the fridge grabbing the milk and showing him the expiration date which was not expired....yet. Then she glared at him with a 'Don't fucking touch me again' look. Then she raised an eyebrow at him as she said,"So your gonna nit pick everything I say. You do know you'll be abusing your power, right?"

Then a grin spread on her face as she said,"What I can punch Sharon?," as she twisted the rule to fit what she wanted. Then she said mostly to herself,"Maybe this rule isn't so bad if I get to hit Sharon." While their Mom worked to put the food away, dusting her pants off as she said,"What are we going to eat for dinner?" Considering Sharon and her mother couldn't cook so they looked to Coraline and Thomas. That caused Coraline to shake her head as she said,"I'm not cooking for you guys, maybe myself but you guys. Nope."
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas rolled his eyes, "No, I was taking to your mother not you Coraline and I spank you because you act like a baby so you get spanked."

Smirking he said, "And I'm rich I can order food, apparently we have some big glah thing to get ready for"
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline scoffed rolling her eyes at Thomas as her arms went across her chest,"Fuck you Thomas," she said glaring at him. Then their mother visibly cringed when he said he was rich causing her to also frown deeply. Coraline scooted to Thomas nudging him with her elbow as she stared at her mother's face,"Pouring salt on fresh wounds, tsk tsk," she whispered to him.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas shrugged, "Well it's weird ok, maybe it was a bit of a dick move, but I get to spend the next six months living put every wish, every want, everything I have ever wanted to do, sorry if I like that."
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline sighed,"So you wanna die a dickhead, hmm." She smirked swaying on her feet in amusement, as she chuckled softly looking at him through her eyelashes before she turned to their mother. Then she sighed nonchalantly while looking at the woman who was staring at her wide-eyed.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas shrugged, "Pretty sure I'm going to hell after all I did have sex with two sisters before marrying either of the, which was totally worth it by the way, but yeah, if I'm going to be kicked out of the restaurant, may as well grab all the toppings for my sundae on the way out."

He added, "And it seems like she'd be over it, if I'm dying of throat cancer I can leave each of you a billion and still give most to charity."
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

"Well, I'll probably see you there buddy of mine," Coraline said patting him on the back for support then she continued,"this slut too, will most likely be joining us." She said moving her heads toward Sharon. She turned to her to see Sharon giving her a 'POed' look then she shrugged, not really caring. It looked like she wanted to do something but didn't want to get spanked again so Coraline pushed her buttons saying,"Poor Sharon doesn't want to piss of her pimp." She grinned like a madwoman as she said this not holding back on what she thought whatsoever.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas looked at their mother, "or Coraline could push the rules, I'd suggest an hour long spanking full force, just bend her over your lap, yank her pants down and get to it."

Thomas man handled the dark haired woman. Not leaving until the mother was going to town and working out her frustration Thomas smirked at Sharon "since you were good you get a reward" He handed the girl a candy.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline rolled her eyes as she said,"You do know this is called abuse." As her mother looked slightly confused on his spanking policy not sure if he was being serious or not. Once Sharon got her candy, she grinned like the Ceshire cat. Sharon had always seeked approval from others mainly because her father never paid much attention to her, making her slowly grow to hate her green-eyed beauty half-sister who hogged her father.

Coraline felt if she stayed in this house any longer she'd end up pulling her hair out from being around these psychotic people, with all of their mental problems, all the time. So, she searched her bag before her mother came to her calling her best guy friend who coincidentally was her friend with benefits. He was one of three guys she slept with including Thomas, she still had no idea why she didn't leave before and it was freaking her out.Once he told her he would be coming for her after she gave him the address she plopped herself on the couch. She looked up to see her mother who was looking at her strange so she said,"Are you actually gonna try and spank me?"
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas glared, tired of the hesitation he grabbed her over his lap, and began smacking her ass HARD. Looking at Coraline's mother he said "You need to learn to deal with them both of them have issues we get you have issues with Coraline and we get WHY you have issues with Coraline, she's your husband's biggest mistake to you, she's the personification of the woman he betrayed you with, I get it but she's not her mother eventually you have to see that and accept that or you'll end up alone."

Thomas had spoken loudly so both of them would hear him over the ass beating. He continued as he said, "Coraline, you need to understand that as well, she's not a bitch to you because of you, she does love you on some level my mother pimped me out at the age of six, so she could afford crack now, that is hate, being a bit of a bitch to you, honestly from her perspective I get it."

Smacking her ass he said, "Imagine if you loved someone head over heel loved someone had truted had faith in them, as if that were a key foundation to your life, birds flew fish swimmed, and someone else loved you totally and completely in every way, and then suddenly they didn't suddenly they were puling away but you didn't know why did you know your step mother nearly killed herself when she found out he hated herself that much she attempted to O.D. on pain medication because she was that hurt."

Looking at the two he said, "I wish you two could magically get over your issues, but you won't but I'll be damned again before I just let it drop your both good people with issues and hopefully a bit of country attitude will hep you get over your issues and at least START the healing."

Thoma suddenly shoved Coraline at her mother coughing HARD. Blood splashed out against the floor. Heavy wracking coughs. Blood puddling on the floor, Deep wracking cough. After nearly a minute he was done and realized he'd passed the paddle to Coraline's mother A question on his face could she be a mother, or was she going to be the spoiled bitch who had a step daughter.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline was pissed off her face a deep red and if you looked close enough you could probably even see the smoke coming out of her ears. She scowled at him,"You don't know everything! You only know what father has told you. Did you know why I moved in with him? Yes, cause my real mother died but she didn't just die she committed suicide." Then she turned her attention to her step-mother a disgusted look on her face as she said,"Cause this bitch had to hold a grudge against my mother. That's right she knew her husband cheated, found our address, which was easy seeing as she was fucking rich. Then sent these horrid letters almost every fucking day to my mother. So my mom killed herself she couldn't handle the guilt this woman put her though." Her eyes slightly tearing as her voice strained from keeping the tears in.

"I came back from school I was right in front of the house when I heard the gunshot.," then her facial expression changed from being pained and angered to completely emotionless as she looked at them. She felt the need to smack their heads together her hands clutching into fists in her mind but in real life stayed at her side as she stayed still.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas looked at her, "Yes, I'm aware, and it sucks, but tell me what would you have done Coraline, since your perfect tell me what you would have done if you found out someone you moved was cheating on you."

Thoma yanked her close as he said "Your not pissed off at your step Mom for it, your pissed at yourself because you hate your mother for it, you hate that she was that weak that fucking pathetic that she couldn't handle some fucking letter that she was so fucking pathetic that she gave up."

Thomas pulled Coraline into a hug. He hugged her almost to the point of hurting as he said in her ears "That's why your strong, why you don't' get attached, because Coraline refuses to be like her other refuses to fall for that trap refuse to become that dependent that in love with someone it's why you slept with me and cried after wards because you let yourself be weak and I didn't hold you after wards but now you know why I didn't, why I don't say I love you because in six month I'll be dead I don't' want to hurt you like that don't' want to make you suffer through my death."

Thomas pulled away and looked Coraline in the eyes, his blue eyes so full of emotion he wasn't lying as he said "But Coraline, I've lived that life trusting no one, depending on no one, keeping everyone at arm's length it will drive you to suicide faster then anything else you need people people to help you people to be their for you, and you want that."

Hugging Coraline again he said "I'm not sing you to forget your mother I'm not asking you to forget how and why she died that's easy I took crack, cocaine, heroins they made me forget but at the end of the day, forgetting doesn't' solve and issue you have to FORGIVE, because at the end of the day Coraline, the ghosts of the past, have to stay where their buried, otherwise they consume you."
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline said through gritted teeth,"I won't fall in love with a cheater ever again," she stated cause she had opened up in one point in her life. Only to have him cheat on her with her own sister, it sickened her to the point where she actually started cutting herself. Didn't help that she found the letters few months later.

"I don't blame my mother she was just a fool to actually fall in love. But I've learned from her mistakes and mine and I've become a stronger person for it," she said looking in his eyes although, she knew his words held truth in them.

She felt her breathe get caught in her throat as he held her tight, all she wanted to do was rip his arms off of her. Physical contact was not her favorite thing in the world especially hugging. "I'm not in love with anybody!," as she tried pushing him away filling trapped. Trapped in this house, this situation, trapped in his arms. Her walls were beginning to crumble the locks on the chest of her emotions unlocking until their was one lock left. Either she could reach for the hand Thomas was offering or jump off the cliff. She chose the easier route, jumping off the mental cliff.

"I wouldn't cry over your death. Your nothing to me and I hate you," she said malice dripping her words and no regret in her eyes. Her face was emotionless but the way she talked. It was different than her usual self or her mask. As he finished what he said she said pushing him away roughly,"I don't know what you want from me! Whatever I do is wrong ...I just don't know why I'm here," she said the last 2 sentences to herself.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas pulled her into a kiss, it was quick, and fast, and just a touch of the lips as he said looking her in the eyes, "Live, that's what I want, what your here for, is to LIVE!"

Looking at her he hugged her again almost painfully tight, "I'd one to tell you it's easy that it's perfect the one day you'll blink and everything you've ever wanted will be their and everything will be perfect but that's a lie."

He took Coraline's hand, putting it on a scar that stood out on the bend of his elbow he said into Coraline's ear "This was the first place my mother injected me with her drugs, she was tired fo my screaming, so she injected me with a mi of heron and cocaine sheer dumb luck was al tht kept me from dying in the cradle that day, this."

He put Coraline's hand on his stomach, she'd feel the jagged scar "I was so desperate for food when I was 13 I tried stealing from a homeless guy, he chased me and drew a knife, tried to stab me it was a 2 day old sub sandwich."

Looking at her eyes he said, "Life isn't easy, life isn't fair, life sucks and then you die, and any happiness you get you have to carve from the hate, and anger the word has."

Sitting down he said, "But you have to choose Coraline, do you give up, or do you fight, and if you fight long enough, you realize you need help, and everyone in this house their all you've got, at the end of the day your mother, your sister they are the only people in this world who give a damn if you live or die, you may have some friend too, but still what five people MAYBE that care for you and 46 billion who don't give a fuck, Coraline those odds aren't good."

Looking at her he said "But, a strong group a strong family can weather those odd, like a boat in a storm. I'm dying Coraline 6 months to live, I could have grabbed my shit gone to Haiti or on a cruise I could do anything I wanted but I stayed for YOU for your old man because I know how you end up Coraline you end up alone in a two room house no friends no family going out and drinking yourself stupid every night so you can get a few hours of sleep to make the voices stop."

Making sure the woman was looking him in the eyes he said "I'm giving you y last six months, love me or hate me, save me or damn me you WILL learn some things over that time, and by the end of it, you three will love each other."

Hugging her so tight their would be bruises he said "Your here to live itte one never doubt that because at the end of the day, that's all you can do."

He knew Little One was her father's nick name for her It was a sort of secret, because she'd always been so small. It told exactly how much Coraline's father had told the other an about her life.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

She scowled the fresh air she had been breathing gone omce he grabbed her in a tight hug once again after he kissed her. She felt the bile running up hrr throat as she wiped her hands across her lips, she felt sick. Sick of being near him that is, well how she thought herself to feel. Since he wouldn't win this little love fest thing he wanted because she already chose the route she wanted and it had nothing to do with this 'family' of hers or Thomas.

As he made her touch each of his scars she stayed frozen. Sad, very sad but it wasn't gonna change her mind she will stay the next 6 months pretend to forgive them for Thomas' sake. Once he died she's leave but she would still keep them at a difference because she had no next level not for anyone.

When he let go of her she took a deep breathe no longer feeling the need to throw up. She stared back at him her emerald green eyes didn't hold the same glint as before. Her lips in a straight line then she blinked, she didn'.t want to deal with this bullshit. But she was being forced to, she had other plans. She would keep her distance even more, they no longer existed to her, well until Thomas croaked of course. Then she'll go her merry way, home is where the heart is right? Seems that Coraline had to go find hers or fake most emotions. It is indeed the mask we wear that is our burden.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Thomas saw the glint, he knew what she was thinking ad nodded "So your going to play that card huh, "Okay."

Thomas pulled out his gun, ejected five of the rounds onto the floor. Spun the cylinder pointed it as hi head and pulled the trigger. No fire, he spun it again and pulled the trigger. Again and pulled the trigger, looking at her he said "I see your eyes, your trying to cheat to deny any feelings, you do that and I'll kill myself, which means every dime of the money will go to charity which means no 10% in any account for you t get, you wanna try and go heartless bitch well sweetie, I'm the king of heartless you don't' want to pay with me."

Thomas knew Coraline could see the earnestness in his eyes, he'd do it he'd kill him self right here and now another trigger pull another useless click. Fifty fifty odds now. Looking at her he said "You ay try but your no heartless bitch sweety, I've been around alot of heartless bitches, chicks who'd run over a kitten so they could sell the eat to a burcher, and make a glove from the fur to smack hoes around with, paying uncaring bitch with me, you will lose." He went to pull the trigger.
 
RE: In My Eyes [Coraline:)&&ThomasRHellsing]

Coraline visibly flinched when he put the gun to his had her heart beating faster, the gunshot ringing in her ear the one she heard when she was 13. The gunshot that changed her life, for better or worse she didn't know. Then she blinked the sound quickly fading as she spaced out the pounding of her heart reminding her when she had tried to kill herself. She remembered it like it was yesterday, as she slight her wrist with a razor she owned. Her father egged her to do it, well in her eyes he did. Her body immediately fell, he caught her the blood spilling. She watched it puddle onto the floor. It was such a rich red color, it was beautiful. The faint cries of her father yelling to call 911 as her heart beated fasteras she thought I really did it.

That's when she noticed the faster her heart beated the more blood had spilt onto that floor. While she was reminising she had a strange look on her face. Once she came to she blinked twice, realizing the situation in front of her. Her hand went to her mouth the image of her own mother's blood and brains along the walls flashed her mind, she rushed to the restroom. Puking her guts into the toilet holding her hair up.
 
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