Madam Mim
One Big Modern Mess
- Joined
- May 30, 2013
Althea followed, staying respectfully a step behind the king. She wanted to cry at the way he spoke to her, not out of anger at how he treated her but out of remorse. The rules at Highchester had often been simply "because I said so" and had no foundations in reason. She had delighted in pushing boundaries and breaking rules as a child. But now as a young woman of nineteen she recognized that she had gone too far.
The princess's eyebrows rose in surprise at the king's question. "What? No!" Her eyes widened and she covered her mouth as her voice echoed unexpectedly against the stone. "No, Sire," she began again in a much softer voice. "I admit there've been times I've wished...but no. Too much depends on me living, at least until my father's lust for conflict dies." She lowered her eyes, thinking of all the times she'd lain awake at night, naked next to Edward, seriously considering taking his knife while he slept and slitting his throat...and her own. Many times it was only the thought of leaving Jacques and Tess and Apollo behind that had stopped her.
"Sire...you can trust me," she asserted quietly after a long pause. "It was foolish curiosity and nothing more. I realize I crossed a boundary I shouldn't have; it won't happen again. I swear it."
The princess's eyebrows rose in surprise at the king's question. "What? No!" Her eyes widened and she covered her mouth as her voice echoed unexpectedly against the stone. "No, Sire," she began again in a much softer voice. "I admit there've been times I've wished...but no. Too much depends on me living, at least until my father's lust for conflict dies." She lowered her eyes, thinking of all the times she'd lain awake at night, naked next to Edward, seriously considering taking his knife while he slept and slitting his throat...and her own. Many times it was only the thought of leaving Jacques and Tess and Apollo behind that had stopped her.
"Sire...you can trust me," she asserted quietly after a long pause. "It was foolish curiosity and nothing more. I realize I crossed a boundary I shouldn't have; it won't happen again. I swear it."