skittish_butterfly
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- Joined
- Oct 26, 2012
Each time she'd spoken this morning, Michael had made her wait. Not this time. Katherine had barely even finished laying out her conditions -- couched, she felt, as reasonable requests -- and subtly adding in tiny hints of Carolyn's complicity in Michael's moral and emotional ruin, and Michael was already rising from his chair, in the fancy robe. He seemed to be back in that same mode he'd adopted in the office: pissing-contest Michael. It was like he wanted to stand at his full height over her, to make her feel smaller, to make her doubt herself. Well, Katherine wasn't going to let it work. At least she didn't want it to work.
But looking up at him right in front of her, his strong body covered with the elegant robe while she stood practically naked in nothing but her underwear did feel different, a reminder of his advantages and her disadvantages, the power gap between them. Partly to avoid the powerlessness looking up at him made her feel, Katherine lowered her eyes, looking at the soft, plush material of the robe around his knees.
The sight of his robe opening right in front of her, his muscled thighs coming clearly into naked view, made her gasp a little. If it was bad for him to be dressed while she was mostly disrobed, his nakedness was no solution, just making Katherine feel even more vulnerable. She caught a glimpse of his cock on full display, memories of how he'd forced it into her wherever he pleased without mercy the previous night came flooding back, making his nakedness all the more threatening to her. She tried to look back in his eyes so she wouldn't have to stare at the cock that had all but raped her, but looking up at him was beyond her now too and she turned her head to look out the window, which of course meant she was just staring at the darkened blinds she'd shut. It was the best she could do, though, as her heart pounded and she felt her choice spiraling out of control yet again.
Katherine heard the sound of his chair scraping briefly on the tiles, taking his weight again. She glanced back and he was looking right at her, motioning confidently for her to lie down across his lap. Like she'd agreed to do. "But you're naked... that wasn't..." He just stared at her and pointed. She shook her head back and forth, a vain display of rebellion given her sandaled feet were already slowly shuffling the few feet between them in teeny tiny anxious steps, much more like a petulant child than Katherine dared consider.
Finally, still shaking her head, Katherine was close enough Michael could have reached out with his arm and just forced her down across his lap. She half-expected him too, and flinched as he moved his hand a little, but he just pointed more insistently for her to place herself across his lap. She moaned, hating the feeling in her heart of having to submit to her own punishment, to accept the blame for it. The irony felt bitter in her mouth, but Katherine yearned for the day before, wished she could kick and scream against his vile brutality, rather than this, being expected to meekly go along, sealing her own fate for him.
Katherine continued shaking her head slowly, but less and less as he waited her out, until finally she was still, just standing in front of him with a distressed look on her face. Michael was back in his seat, no longer standing tall over her and she tried to look back in his eyes, tried for a defiant look, but it wasn't working, and she felt despair and pleading creeping into her expression. Her hands clenched in front of her panties, fingers twisting tighter and tighter as the realization sank in that she'd made her choice and he wasn't going to let her out of it.
His cock was right there in his lap, more or less where he was pointing, and even without looking directly at it Katherine could tell how distasteful it was going to be to lie down there. The effect that looking at Katherine's body and feeling so much power over her was having on him was obvious and growing, and she didn't want to feel that against her. But after letting her choose her own doom, what other choice was she giving her? None.
She took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a second, trying to steel herself to just get it over with, to show him it wouldn't bother her. Maybe it worked a little, it was hard to say, but when she opened her eyes and looked back at his lap she didn't feel any better. Nevertheless, she took a couple steps over to his side, watching his face and seeing that was indeed what he wanted. She made a little groan and a grimace, like he was making her put a worm on a fishhook, and then bent herself at the waist, her hands supporting herself by touching his other thigh as she settled herself down.
Her face lowered over the edge of his lap and finally she felt his cock twitching against her sternum. Katherine realized she wasn't in the right position and didn't want to wait for him to chastise her, like she was too stupid to even get spanked properly. She scootched with her sandals against the floor, using his hard cock against her body as a disgusting sort of landmark, until she felt it pressed against the little bit of bare skin between her belly button and her panties. He was getting so hard and Katherine hated that he was enjoying this so much.
She was staring at the floor now, and she put her hands down on the tiles so she wouldn't feel like her head was going to slide down and bump it. Her hair dangled downward, only a little damp now, some of it in her eyes. She lifted one hand to try to brush it aside but it was useless as the dark locks kept slipping down again, making her blink and shake her head a little from time to time.
He was talking to her -- or at her -- as he put one big hand right in the middle of her back, between her shoulder blades, like he wanted to make sure she didn't get up until he was done. The things she'd implied about his relationship with Carolyn seemed to have hit the mark as he just had to come back at her about that. Even as his hand settled on her panties, making her squirm a little in his lap until she realized that was just making him harder, she felt a little smile on her lips. She'd gotten to him.
The more he denied there as any pedestal he'd placed Carolyn on, no fetish he felt for her, the more she knew in her heart he must be complaining too much for it not to be true. But Katherine's head turned almost automatically, trying to look back at him with the revelation the woman was a lesbian, that Michael held no romantic hopes with her. That thought ricocheted through a thicket of related thoughts in her head, wondering if she'd miscalculated on how Michael saw the woman, wondering who then Michael cared about at all, if there even was a woman in his life whose love he coveted.
Of course trying to look in his eyes by twisting from her awkward face down position, to see how this thought played across his face, left Katherine feeling even more hyperaware of her position, and of course rubbed her body even more against his cock. She settled back down, trying to imagine his face as she listened to his voice. Family. Michael spoke of Carolyn like she represented family to him, and suddenly even with his unyielding body holding her up in his lap, Katherine felt her world shifting under her. Family. His words sunk deeper and everything about how she saw what was going on changed.
Even before he explicitly compared their two situations she felt it clearly, her body suddenly tense under his hands. Carolyn filled a hole in his life, a hole Katherine understood all too well as he was clearly aware. Katherine had no one like that in her life, relied on no one but herself, her parents existing to be pleased and proud, not nurturing or supportive. But she'd convinced herself she didn't need any more than that. Katherine was made of tougher stuff. Hearing Michael talk about Carolyn, and talk about her own relationship with her dad, made old wounds feel fresh again, his spanking hurting before it had even begun.
His hand was moving against her panties, stroking her and squeezing, teasing rather than punishing, or maybe he was just taking idle pleasure in the results of all her swimming and jogging. But it didn't distract him from making Katherine feel miserable in her heart, miserable for having misjudged his relationship with Carolyn and attacking the one person who filled the void in Michael's life Katherine herself couldn't face in her own. She'd imagined having a sister, many times, an older sister, someone she could talk to, someone who would care about the tough times an ambitious girl went through. Someone to lean on. So when Michael asked her to consider what it would feel like to have someone talk about her own imaginary sister the way Katherine had talked about Carolyn, Katherine made a soft noise, going even more limp across his lap as the heat of her defiance and anger in his lap transformed into embarrassment and shame.
Why was it that everytime she opened her mouth around Michael, only trouble seemed to result? Michael strangely paused his lecture to let her know she was free to ask more about Carolyn any time she wanted, and Katherine could only think she would be safer to just join a convent and take a vow of silence rather than risk talking about the woman again.
But that thought was cut off by a sharp crack that she heard and felt at the same moment. It was like he'd just kept talking and the next word out of his mouth was the sound of his hand spanking her bottom. He'd given her no chance to prepare, to steel herself, and the sting of it hurt all the deeper for coming at the moment she felt most vulnerable, now feeling guilty rather than proud for what she'd said to him. Too later her body tensed and her shoulders tried to rise up against the pressure of his hand holding her down across his lap.
She made a high pitched sound that gave away not just the sting on her bottom but the pain in her heart as well, and Katherine immediately bit her lip, trying to swallow the sound back down, to not let him hear it. She closed her eyes and tried to breath, to let the heat out in a slow measured breath that ended up sounding ragged and distressed despite her effort at self-control.
Even with the gentle way Michael's hand paused across her panties, Katherine remained tense, every muscle in her body suddenly intensely aware he might strike again at any moment without warning. His demand she thank him for each swat, however many he chose to deliver, though, finally deflated her to the point there was no air left in her lungs to complain with. He talked about her panties like being allowed to wear them was some huge favor he was granting her and she didn't even peep in protest. The fact he was talking over her like she was a misbehaving child rather than a college student, and he the caring parent feeling responsible for fixing her behavior just made her face down position across his lap made Katherine's sense of shame and regret flare that much more brightly with the extra humiliation tossed on the fire too. At least he was trying to restrain his rampant sexual impulses so he wouldn't be raping her at the same time.
Katherine lay still across his lap, simmering silently and trying very hard to ignore the sting on her bottom under where his hand stroked her. Just keep quiet, don't say anything to get into trouble, she thought to herself. Just take it and get it over with, was her plan, and her brow furrowed with concentration, focusing on being stoic even though her heart felt like she wanted to sob as she thought about her own dad, and what she'd said about the woman who was family to Michael. She hated his guts, but she had standards for her own behavior, feeling like she really had gone too far, even considering it was just Michael.
As she lay, breathing quietly and waiting for the next smack of his hand and the wait stretched on, she started to imagine how his eyes must see her, wondering if a little of the red mark from his hand was showing on her bare skin where the first swat had crossed the hem of her panties, and if that was what was making his cock press even harder against her belly. She waited longer, staring at the floor, just waiting and feeling his words sink even deeper into her brain.
Finally she remembered the bit about the thank you, realized he'd already hit her once. Was she forgetting, she did, she forgot to thank him, forgot the first one counted to him, even though it had come before the instruction. He was probably going to hold that against her too. Katherine's resolve to hide her misery and frustration fell aside as she faced the need to thank him, and moaned just a little as her eyes closed and she took the breath she needed for the odious task. "Th--"
She didn't get the whole word out and the next slap cracked across her bottom. She yelped, exactly like she'd been trying so hard not to, but focused on the the thank you she hated so much she'd forgotten to concentrate on being quiet. Her head flew back, hair tossed back out of her eyes briefly only to settle back as her tense arch against his palm in her back subsided and he head drooped toward the floor again. She breathed shallowly, trying to gather her thoughts and ignore the painful sensation on her bottom. But she couldn't just be quiet, she had to thank him. Katherine hated Michael, hated him for all the many ways he seemed to enjoy making her life an ordeal.
She spoke straight into the floor, her voice quiet. "Thank you." It echoed right back in her face and her eyes closed, not wanting to face having to thank him for punishing her. Especially since she already felt so bad in her heart for having struck a low blow that was beneath her high moral standards. She'd just been trying to pop his balloon a little, but instead just stuck a pin in a painful sore spot she felt all too clearly herself. Maybe this one spanking, this one time, maybe she did deserve it. Maybe it was for the best, to help her think before she said stuff like that, to ask and check before lashing out blindly, no matter how mad he made her. She braced herself for the next blow, a reluctant sense of acceptance relaxing her over his lap ever so slightly.
But looking up at him right in front of her, his strong body covered with the elegant robe while she stood practically naked in nothing but her underwear did feel different, a reminder of his advantages and her disadvantages, the power gap between them. Partly to avoid the powerlessness looking up at him made her feel, Katherine lowered her eyes, looking at the soft, plush material of the robe around his knees.
The sight of his robe opening right in front of her, his muscled thighs coming clearly into naked view, made her gasp a little. If it was bad for him to be dressed while she was mostly disrobed, his nakedness was no solution, just making Katherine feel even more vulnerable. She caught a glimpse of his cock on full display, memories of how he'd forced it into her wherever he pleased without mercy the previous night came flooding back, making his nakedness all the more threatening to her. She tried to look back in his eyes so she wouldn't have to stare at the cock that had all but raped her, but looking up at him was beyond her now too and she turned her head to look out the window, which of course meant she was just staring at the darkened blinds she'd shut. It was the best she could do, though, as her heart pounded and she felt her choice spiraling out of control yet again.
Katherine heard the sound of his chair scraping briefly on the tiles, taking his weight again. She glanced back and he was looking right at her, motioning confidently for her to lie down across his lap. Like she'd agreed to do. "But you're naked... that wasn't..." He just stared at her and pointed. She shook her head back and forth, a vain display of rebellion given her sandaled feet were already slowly shuffling the few feet between them in teeny tiny anxious steps, much more like a petulant child than Katherine dared consider.
Finally, still shaking her head, Katherine was close enough Michael could have reached out with his arm and just forced her down across his lap. She half-expected him too, and flinched as he moved his hand a little, but he just pointed more insistently for her to place herself across his lap. She moaned, hating the feeling in her heart of having to submit to her own punishment, to accept the blame for it. The irony felt bitter in her mouth, but Katherine yearned for the day before, wished she could kick and scream against his vile brutality, rather than this, being expected to meekly go along, sealing her own fate for him.
Katherine continued shaking her head slowly, but less and less as he waited her out, until finally she was still, just standing in front of him with a distressed look on her face. Michael was back in his seat, no longer standing tall over her and she tried to look back in his eyes, tried for a defiant look, but it wasn't working, and she felt despair and pleading creeping into her expression. Her hands clenched in front of her panties, fingers twisting tighter and tighter as the realization sank in that she'd made her choice and he wasn't going to let her out of it.
His cock was right there in his lap, more or less where he was pointing, and even without looking directly at it Katherine could tell how distasteful it was going to be to lie down there. The effect that looking at Katherine's body and feeling so much power over her was having on him was obvious and growing, and she didn't want to feel that against her. But after letting her choose her own doom, what other choice was she giving her? None.
She took a deep breath and closed her eyes for a second, trying to steel herself to just get it over with, to show him it wouldn't bother her. Maybe it worked a little, it was hard to say, but when she opened her eyes and looked back at his lap she didn't feel any better. Nevertheless, she took a couple steps over to his side, watching his face and seeing that was indeed what he wanted. She made a little groan and a grimace, like he was making her put a worm on a fishhook, and then bent herself at the waist, her hands supporting herself by touching his other thigh as she settled herself down.
Her face lowered over the edge of his lap and finally she felt his cock twitching against her sternum. Katherine realized she wasn't in the right position and didn't want to wait for him to chastise her, like she was too stupid to even get spanked properly. She scootched with her sandals against the floor, using his hard cock against her body as a disgusting sort of landmark, until she felt it pressed against the little bit of bare skin between her belly button and her panties. He was getting so hard and Katherine hated that he was enjoying this so much.
She was staring at the floor now, and she put her hands down on the tiles so she wouldn't feel like her head was going to slide down and bump it. Her hair dangled downward, only a little damp now, some of it in her eyes. She lifted one hand to try to brush it aside but it was useless as the dark locks kept slipping down again, making her blink and shake her head a little from time to time.
He was talking to her -- or at her -- as he put one big hand right in the middle of her back, between her shoulder blades, like he wanted to make sure she didn't get up until he was done. The things she'd implied about his relationship with Carolyn seemed to have hit the mark as he just had to come back at her about that. Even as his hand settled on her panties, making her squirm a little in his lap until she realized that was just making him harder, she felt a little smile on her lips. She'd gotten to him.
The more he denied there as any pedestal he'd placed Carolyn on, no fetish he felt for her, the more she knew in her heart he must be complaining too much for it not to be true. But Katherine's head turned almost automatically, trying to look back at him with the revelation the woman was a lesbian, that Michael held no romantic hopes with her. That thought ricocheted through a thicket of related thoughts in her head, wondering if she'd miscalculated on how Michael saw the woman, wondering who then Michael cared about at all, if there even was a woman in his life whose love he coveted.
Of course trying to look in his eyes by twisting from her awkward face down position, to see how this thought played across his face, left Katherine feeling even more hyperaware of her position, and of course rubbed her body even more against his cock. She settled back down, trying to imagine his face as she listened to his voice. Family. Michael spoke of Carolyn like she represented family to him, and suddenly even with his unyielding body holding her up in his lap, Katherine felt her world shifting under her. Family. His words sunk deeper and everything about how she saw what was going on changed.
Even before he explicitly compared their two situations she felt it clearly, her body suddenly tense under his hands. Carolyn filled a hole in his life, a hole Katherine understood all too well as he was clearly aware. Katherine had no one like that in her life, relied on no one but herself, her parents existing to be pleased and proud, not nurturing or supportive. But she'd convinced herself she didn't need any more than that. Katherine was made of tougher stuff. Hearing Michael talk about Carolyn, and talk about her own relationship with her dad, made old wounds feel fresh again, his spanking hurting before it had even begun.
His hand was moving against her panties, stroking her and squeezing, teasing rather than punishing, or maybe he was just taking idle pleasure in the results of all her swimming and jogging. But it didn't distract him from making Katherine feel miserable in her heart, miserable for having misjudged his relationship with Carolyn and attacking the one person who filled the void in Michael's life Katherine herself couldn't face in her own. She'd imagined having a sister, many times, an older sister, someone she could talk to, someone who would care about the tough times an ambitious girl went through. Someone to lean on. So when Michael asked her to consider what it would feel like to have someone talk about her own imaginary sister the way Katherine had talked about Carolyn, Katherine made a soft noise, going even more limp across his lap as the heat of her defiance and anger in his lap transformed into embarrassment and shame.
Why was it that everytime she opened her mouth around Michael, only trouble seemed to result? Michael strangely paused his lecture to let her know she was free to ask more about Carolyn any time she wanted, and Katherine could only think she would be safer to just join a convent and take a vow of silence rather than risk talking about the woman again.
But that thought was cut off by a sharp crack that she heard and felt at the same moment. It was like he'd just kept talking and the next word out of his mouth was the sound of his hand spanking her bottom. He'd given her no chance to prepare, to steel herself, and the sting of it hurt all the deeper for coming at the moment she felt most vulnerable, now feeling guilty rather than proud for what she'd said to him. Too later her body tensed and her shoulders tried to rise up against the pressure of his hand holding her down across his lap.
She made a high pitched sound that gave away not just the sting on her bottom but the pain in her heart as well, and Katherine immediately bit her lip, trying to swallow the sound back down, to not let him hear it. She closed her eyes and tried to breath, to let the heat out in a slow measured breath that ended up sounding ragged and distressed despite her effort at self-control.
Even with the gentle way Michael's hand paused across her panties, Katherine remained tense, every muscle in her body suddenly intensely aware he might strike again at any moment without warning. His demand she thank him for each swat, however many he chose to deliver, though, finally deflated her to the point there was no air left in her lungs to complain with. He talked about her panties like being allowed to wear them was some huge favor he was granting her and she didn't even peep in protest. The fact he was talking over her like she was a misbehaving child rather than a college student, and he the caring parent feeling responsible for fixing her behavior just made her face down position across his lap made Katherine's sense of shame and regret flare that much more brightly with the extra humiliation tossed on the fire too. At least he was trying to restrain his rampant sexual impulses so he wouldn't be raping her at the same time.
Katherine lay still across his lap, simmering silently and trying very hard to ignore the sting on her bottom under where his hand stroked her. Just keep quiet, don't say anything to get into trouble, she thought to herself. Just take it and get it over with, was her plan, and her brow furrowed with concentration, focusing on being stoic even though her heart felt like she wanted to sob as she thought about her own dad, and what she'd said about the woman who was family to Michael. She hated his guts, but she had standards for her own behavior, feeling like she really had gone too far, even considering it was just Michael.
As she lay, breathing quietly and waiting for the next smack of his hand and the wait stretched on, she started to imagine how his eyes must see her, wondering if a little of the red mark from his hand was showing on her bare skin where the first swat had crossed the hem of her panties, and if that was what was making his cock press even harder against her belly. She waited longer, staring at the floor, just waiting and feeling his words sink even deeper into her brain.
Finally she remembered the bit about the thank you, realized he'd already hit her once. Was she forgetting, she did, she forgot to thank him, forgot the first one counted to him, even though it had come before the instruction. He was probably going to hold that against her too. Katherine's resolve to hide her misery and frustration fell aside as she faced the need to thank him, and moaned just a little as her eyes closed and she took the breath she needed for the odious task. "Th--"
She didn't get the whole word out and the next slap cracked across her bottom. She yelped, exactly like she'd been trying so hard not to, but focused on the the thank you she hated so much she'd forgotten to concentrate on being quiet. Her head flew back, hair tossed back out of her eyes briefly only to settle back as her tense arch against his palm in her back subsided and he head drooped toward the floor again. She breathed shallowly, trying to gather her thoughts and ignore the painful sensation on her bottom. But she couldn't just be quiet, she had to thank him. Katherine hated Michael, hated him for all the many ways he seemed to enjoy making her life an ordeal.
She spoke straight into the floor, her voice quiet. "Thank you." It echoed right back in her face and her eyes closed, not wanting to face having to thank him for punishing her. Especially since she already felt so bad in her heart for having struck a low blow that was beneath her high moral standards. She'd just been trying to pop his balloon a little, but instead just stuck a pin in a painful sore spot she felt all too clearly herself. Maybe this one spanking, this one time, maybe she did deserve it. Maybe it was for the best, to help her think before she said stuff like that, to ask and check before lashing out blindly, no matter how mad he made her. She braced herself for the next blow, a reluctant sense of acceptance relaxing her over his lap ever so slightly.