skittish_butterfly
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- Oct 26, 2012
Katherine had scarcely taken a full sip when the platform shook a bit under her knees. There was a light thud behind her, like Michael's knee going down, and then there was a sharp upward slap between her legs, right on the panties she'd just carefully readjusted. The feel of it was clear, telling her immediately it was Michael's hand. Katherine jerked in shock, yelping in surprise and instinctive discomfort at the blow, and water spilled over onto her arms and hands from the bowl.
Michael's hand appeared from behind her, right in front of her eyes, and she couldn't help flinching. But he pushed it down, firm against the far raised edge of the bowl, forcing it back to the floor and making the water slosh against the edge and splash her nose. He had her attention, and her contempt, as he started chastising her yet again. But telling her to drink from the bowl like a dog, not deserving the dignity of a well-behaved lady? She thought she was being a well-behaved lady! At least in what she imagined to be his eyes -- wasn't she down on all fours like he wanted? Wasn't she wearing the lewd costume he wanted? The collar? Hadn't she just kept her legs spread and accepted his disgusting touching until she'd... well, wasn't that enough for him? Wasn't it enough she was even here with him?
But he was telling her she didn't deserve any dignity at all, that he expected her to drink from the bowl like a dog, no hands, just lips and tongue and face all wet. She started to crane and twist her neck so she could glare back over her shoulder at him. She had no intention of...
As if he could hear what she was thinking, he cut off that thought and slapped her again, right there, proving he did it on purpose, not that she'd doubted his cruelty for a second. It hurt and she arched her back and then lowered her head as she gasped from the blow, her hair suddenly dangling over her arms and into the bowl of water. But she didn't pay attention to her hair. Her every thought was wrapped around Michael's kneeling presence behind her and his ability to hurt her. Slap me once, shame on you. Slap me twice, shame on me. But please don't slap me a third time. Not there. She was still aching from her body's response to what he'd done to her for the crowd's amusement, still so soft and sensitive there and scarcely ready to be touched, let alone slapped. Twice.
Katherine held still, her head hung low resting on her crossed forearms right in front of the doggy dish, eyes closed as she tried to will herself to ignore how it hurt, not to let it affect her. But it was impossible. She couldn't control the shocking flow of anxiety coursing through her as he kept talking, helpless but to listen and worry what might make him hit her again like that.
The highly logical part of her brain should have wondered if he could really tell if she was lying, but he'd managed to pretty thoroughly disengage that part of her. Maybe it was the revealing outfit, or the stroking between her legs, or just the steady diet of little bits of pain and degradation he kept feeding her, but uncharacteristically for Katherine, she was finding Michael's words triggering more feelings than thoughts, more worries than strategies. Like she was stuck in a purely reactive and defensive mind-set and unable to get herself out of it.
It felt to her in that moment like he had so much power over her that the possibility he could actually tell when she was lying felt somehow reasonable -- a riding crop, on stage, beaten raw? She trembled and moaned and believed him, still aching between her legs from the echo of his hand's slaps. He could make it so much worse. And he didn't even need to be right, he just had to *think* she was lying and he would punish her. Katherine shuddered and pressed her face even harder down into her arms, as if she could somehow shield her eyes from facing her predicament.
What truth was so important?
Orgasm. It was like his sick variation of the male performance anxiety question, essentially asking, "how was I?" The revulsion for him in her heart made her want to tear him down, to tell him he was the worst, that it wasn't even an orgasm, that she'd faked it and that all her boyfriends had made her cum much harder and for real, too. She wanted to lie to him.
But as she knelt beneath him, trembling and worried he'd drag her on stage so the next smack would be with a riding crop, she couldn't lie to him. It was psychologically and biologically and physically impossible for her. Fear and loss of control were too overwhelming, everything in how she was dressed and the position he had her in making it all but impossible for her to chance his displeasure again. She shook her head, her hair swishing at her shoulders and swirling in the bowl of water. "No." She muttered it resentfully, but truthfully, thankful the microphone was put away for now. No boyfriend. Not even her own fingers. Never. It didn't mean a thing, but it was true.
He followed it up, more orders so crude they could only be from Michael. Permission for an orgasm? He thought she should beg him to cum? What a self-important little prick. Even alone in her dorm room? That... that was her time. This was, he was demanding too much. She opened her mouth, her head rising slightly from her arms with indignation, and she almost told him it wouldn't matter because there wasn't a chance in hell she would ever orgasm around him ever again. But the words "when I am deep inside of you tonight" finally registered, triggering feelings not thoughts. Katherine shuddered involuntarily as an image, an imagined sensation rushed through her. She shut her mouth and put her head back down, and she just nodded weakly. She wanted to say she'd never orgasm around him again, but she knew it wasn't true, and she didn't like it one bit.
He was finally silent, as if maybe her apparent agreement was enough to make him happy. Of course there was no way he could ever know if she orgasmed in the privacy of her own room. But it still humiliated her to have to feel so compelled and constrained that she would even agree to such a thing, regardless of her actual intentions. But the thought of the punishment, it was too much. Then her heart flashed on the punishment, on the water bowl, her worry rapidly heating up. Was this just a momentary awkward silence, Michael just too satisfied and happy to bother lecturing her more after she agreed about asking permission? Or was it a cruel, judging silence, preparing to punish her as she left her water bowl untouched?
Katherine closed her eyes tight against the shame, but lifted her head right away, wet strands pulled from the water and sticking to her shoulders as she lowered her face to the bowl, the image of herself in her mind just like the dog he demanded, drinking on elbows and knees from a bowl with her lips and tongue, unable to keep her nose out of the water, her hands not even relevant now.
Michael's hand appeared from behind her, right in front of her eyes, and she couldn't help flinching. But he pushed it down, firm against the far raised edge of the bowl, forcing it back to the floor and making the water slosh against the edge and splash her nose. He had her attention, and her contempt, as he started chastising her yet again. But telling her to drink from the bowl like a dog, not deserving the dignity of a well-behaved lady? She thought she was being a well-behaved lady! At least in what she imagined to be his eyes -- wasn't she down on all fours like he wanted? Wasn't she wearing the lewd costume he wanted? The collar? Hadn't she just kept her legs spread and accepted his disgusting touching until she'd... well, wasn't that enough for him? Wasn't it enough she was even here with him?
But he was telling her she didn't deserve any dignity at all, that he expected her to drink from the bowl like a dog, no hands, just lips and tongue and face all wet. She started to crane and twist her neck so she could glare back over her shoulder at him. She had no intention of...
As if he could hear what she was thinking, he cut off that thought and slapped her again, right there, proving he did it on purpose, not that she'd doubted his cruelty for a second. It hurt and she arched her back and then lowered her head as she gasped from the blow, her hair suddenly dangling over her arms and into the bowl of water. But she didn't pay attention to her hair. Her every thought was wrapped around Michael's kneeling presence behind her and his ability to hurt her. Slap me once, shame on you. Slap me twice, shame on me. But please don't slap me a third time. Not there. She was still aching from her body's response to what he'd done to her for the crowd's amusement, still so soft and sensitive there and scarcely ready to be touched, let alone slapped. Twice.
Katherine held still, her head hung low resting on her crossed forearms right in front of the doggy dish, eyes closed as she tried to will herself to ignore how it hurt, not to let it affect her. But it was impossible. She couldn't control the shocking flow of anxiety coursing through her as he kept talking, helpless but to listen and worry what might make him hit her again like that.
The highly logical part of her brain should have wondered if he could really tell if she was lying, but he'd managed to pretty thoroughly disengage that part of her. Maybe it was the revealing outfit, or the stroking between her legs, or just the steady diet of little bits of pain and degradation he kept feeding her, but uncharacteristically for Katherine, she was finding Michael's words triggering more feelings than thoughts, more worries than strategies. Like she was stuck in a purely reactive and defensive mind-set and unable to get herself out of it.
It felt to her in that moment like he had so much power over her that the possibility he could actually tell when she was lying felt somehow reasonable -- a riding crop, on stage, beaten raw? She trembled and moaned and believed him, still aching between her legs from the echo of his hand's slaps. He could make it so much worse. And he didn't even need to be right, he just had to *think* she was lying and he would punish her. Katherine shuddered and pressed her face even harder down into her arms, as if she could somehow shield her eyes from facing her predicament.
What truth was so important?
Orgasm. It was like his sick variation of the male performance anxiety question, essentially asking, "how was I?" The revulsion for him in her heart made her want to tear him down, to tell him he was the worst, that it wasn't even an orgasm, that she'd faked it and that all her boyfriends had made her cum much harder and for real, too. She wanted to lie to him.
But as she knelt beneath him, trembling and worried he'd drag her on stage so the next smack would be with a riding crop, she couldn't lie to him. It was psychologically and biologically and physically impossible for her. Fear and loss of control were too overwhelming, everything in how she was dressed and the position he had her in making it all but impossible for her to chance his displeasure again. She shook her head, her hair swishing at her shoulders and swirling in the bowl of water. "No." She muttered it resentfully, but truthfully, thankful the microphone was put away for now. No boyfriend. Not even her own fingers. Never. It didn't mean a thing, but it was true.
He followed it up, more orders so crude they could only be from Michael. Permission for an orgasm? He thought she should beg him to cum? What a self-important little prick. Even alone in her dorm room? That... that was her time. This was, he was demanding too much. She opened her mouth, her head rising slightly from her arms with indignation, and she almost told him it wouldn't matter because there wasn't a chance in hell she would ever orgasm around him ever again. But the words "when I am deep inside of you tonight" finally registered, triggering feelings not thoughts. Katherine shuddered involuntarily as an image, an imagined sensation rushed through her. She shut her mouth and put her head back down, and she just nodded weakly. She wanted to say she'd never orgasm around him again, but she knew it wasn't true, and she didn't like it one bit.
He was finally silent, as if maybe her apparent agreement was enough to make him happy. Of course there was no way he could ever know if she orgasmed in the privacy of her own room. But it still humiliated her to have to feel so compelled and constrained that she would even agree to such a thing, regardless of her actual intentions. But the thought of the punishment, it was too much. Then her heart flashed on the punishment, on the water bowl, her worry rapidly heating up. Was this just a momentary awkward silence, Michael just too satisfied and happy to bother lecturing her more after she agreed about asking permission? Or was it a cruel, judging silence, preparing to punish her as she left her water bowl untouched?
Katherine closed her eyes tight against the shame, but lifted her head right away, wet strands pulled from the water and sticking to her shoulders as she lowered her face to the bowl, the image of herself in her mind just like the dog he demanded, drinking on elbows and knees from a bowl with her lips and tongue, unable to keep her nose out of the water, her hands not even relevant now.