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Old ways in a new world II (Wolvenrogue and Nightsorceress)

She shrugged "it me feel as it was suppose to I suppose, it was nice to see them happy but not sure I felt any feelings of love from it."
 
"Be patient, your knew to this. You try it on someone you know. Perhaps my sister."
 
"Well then pic anyone you wish, but try it!" He hugged her, hoping to get a small bit of enthusiasm. He couldnt believe how much she was resisting something that seemed so simple and pleasant to him.
 
Lucca walked her home and held her hand all the way, he wondered where and when she would make her first attempt at showing love. When they got home, he asked her if she would take off her clothes and join him on the bed. Lucca took off his shirt but left his shorts on.
 
Rosalee walked with him back to the house, she bit her lip a moment wondering he planned on more than just sleeping in bed. But she nodded her head as he requested it so even if was afraid something would happen she still complied and took off her clothes and climb into bed.
 
Lucia climbed in beside her Anand began to gently run his fingers over her soft skin His touch was feathery and he took his time carressing every. inch of her form . He played with her nipples for several minutes and when he at least reached her slit he ran is finger up and down it again and again but did not did not penetrate her..Finally he straddled Jr body and began covering her. in soft wet kisses
 
Rosalee tensed right up when he began to touch her. She did not mAke a sound or movement she just let him do as he wanted, as that was what she had come to expect out of life.
 
When she remained stiff and didn't respond to him in a positive way Lucca was disappointed he laid back down the side insightly ask her what is the matter?
 
"Did you even feel that? Did it hurt? What will it take to make you happy, to get a genuine smile? Its not wrong to enjoy life." He got up and sat on the bed. Lucca was frustrated. He wanted to love her, but he simply didn't know what to do.
 
Rosalee got out of bed and got dressed her back turned to him the whole time. "I don't know Lucca I just don't know. Everything you talked to me about and want from me is so unnatural to me, now do you understand when we first meet after the fight with my sister I just wanted to subcome to my injuries,"
 
"I do but I can never accept that as right. Especially now, having seen what harm that whole way of living has done. Do you really want only to please me?" He asked her getting up and walking around the bed and sitting in a chair, lifting her chin, then looking straight in her eyes.
 
Rosalee held tears in her eye trembling so badly until finally she could not bare it anymore she just collapsed her head falling into his lap sobbing. "No no no I don't want to live to just please you, I want there to be more in the world the. Just that. But obeying you and doing what you demand of me or what I think you will demand of me is just as natural to me as breathing and I don't want to think that way I just can't stop. Every touch from you makes me so afraid that I am going to be forced to do something I don't want to do but I can not say no too." She said all this in a rush of years just breaking there right there in front of him
 
Lucca was encouraged by her tears. At least, he thought she was beginning to feel. He pulled her into his arms and just let her cry it out. He lifted her chin and softly said " I would like you to learn to say "no". If you do not want to do something, just say "no" and see how I react. Do not be afraid. You have my permission to do it, in fact, if it helps, I command you to do it. Test me."
 
Rosalee eyes were so puffy from crying as she looked up at him. She listened to his words she bit her lip a moment "then no I do not want to have sex with you before I can figure myself out I do not want to raise children the say way I was raised but I know no other way at the moment" her voice was meek and cracked as she spoke worried what his reaction was going to be "and I want to know you better too" she said quickly
 
He smiled at her and kissed her gently on the forehead and held her close You have just given me the best reason in the world for not having sex. So yes, that is how it will be.. That doesn't mean I won't touch you or want to see you. I would like you to experience loving touch which doesn't lead to sex.
 
Rosalee almost flinched when he went to kiss her. But the. He was smiling and seemed happy about she said she paused a moment. "Can you go slow with touching me I do not want to get over whelmed and think it will lead some where I am not ready"
 
"Yes I will go slow, but you should know that you can always say no if you feel worried. I would like you stretch yourself a little if you can manage it. Please trust me."
 
"Alright I will try to trust you and try to say no of I can get the nerve up to do it that moment" she drew a deep breath still trying to settle herself a bit down as a few tears still fell
 
He wiped her tears off her face with a finger. Taking her hand, he walked her out into the back yard where there was a hammock tied between two trees. He climbed in and then pulled her in after him, tucking her under his arm and snuggling up to her. He rocked the hammock slowly as they looked up at the sky. "Its beautiful out here, don't you think?"
 
Rosalee followed him outside happy they may have come to some sort of understanding. She laid in the hammock with him sighing softly. "Yes it is."
 
He gently rubbed her arm ad then wrapped his arm around her gently cupping her fully clothed breast. It was more or less a hug, even if a very personal one. He gently kissed her cheek. "I love you"
 
She now adjusted herself so her head lay on his chest her arm draped over his stomach. When he said he loved her she bit her lip a moment. " I want to love you, I really do."
 
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