Sometimes May
Super-Earth
- Joined
- Jan 4, 2012
Waking up and the first thing she'd see was him wasn't exactly the perfect kind of morning. She exhaled when he left. She turned to see the food, but ignored it. Eating was the least of her concern. She pulled the covers back up, not wanting to get out of bed. It was nothing like her. She was normally pro-active during the day, getting things done, and setting things up. But what was the point now? She was being completely used by a stranger and she was supposed to be okay with this. It unsettled her. She finally kicked off the covers and got herself up. Her inner self not okay with just laying here and accepting death. It was a balancing act.
She looked back at the breakfast. Nope. Still didn't have an appitite. She let her loose curls fall over her shoulders as she went to the closet to think over what she wanted to wear. All of a sudden, she thought nothing looked good on her. She tried a couple of skirts, a couple of tops, even a couple of dresses. Nothing really made her feel pretty, and that was something that she wasn't used to. It hit a little bit with her, but she needed to find a way out of this funk. She couldn't live like this, she wouldn't let herself last long if this was how she would feel every morning.
Natalie was good about holding her composure when she was even looking. Breaking down infront of a mirror was nonsense to her. She walked out into the room dressed in a jean skirt with a white tank top, and laid down on the bed, completely emotionally drained.
She looked back at the breakfast. Nope. Still didn't have an appitite. She let her loose curls fall over her shoulders as she went to the closet to think over what she wanted to wear. All of a sudden, she thought nothing looked good on her. She tried a couple of skirts, a couple of tops, even a couple of dresses. Nothing really made her feel pretty, and that was something that she wasn't used to. It hit a little bit with her, but she needed to find a way out of this funk. She couldn't live like this, she wouldn't let herself last long if this was how she would feel every morning.
Natalie was good about holding her composure when she was even looking. Breaking down infront of a mirror was nonsense to her. She walked out into the room dressed in a jean skirt with a white tank top, and laid down on the bed, completely emotionally drained.