Aurora shook her head, "when I was in the room alone with those women, they were not looking to help me, they were looking to turn me into them. At one point they begged me not to disappoint them." she looked down tear in her eyes. "I am going to disappoint them, but more importantly I am going to disappoint you, because although for this a wonderful thing for you, being an alpha and all, I am not sure I want the weight of a whole world I know nothing about on my shoulders"