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First Day of College, First Day of Freedom, I Think (CLOSED)

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Oliver fidgeted a bit and shook his head at her first question. "I-I guess I'm kind of ok with what he is." he mumbled "I mean, it's a little awkward and scary, I wish he told me a little sooner...not after..." he trailed off and took a slow breath and looked away from the woman "not after I was r-raped by Max. But I suppose the timing can't really be helped by now." he said and pulled his legs up to his chest. "it's not any of that...not really, that bothers me...its about..." he fidgeted again "It's about what happened with Max." he said, the name sounded sour in his mouth, like he needed to go wash it out. "W-when I was with him...I didn't really like it at first, I mean, I was being raped, you aren't supposed to like it..." he trailed off "but...near the end I...I" he trailed off again, starting to tear up again.
 
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she nodded and studied him as he talked, looking surprised. “you know, I've talked to a great many rape victims.” she admitted softly. “and many of them, more than you'd ever expect actually enjoyed the rape in some way or another.” she admitted. “in all honesty, Cassius himself even admitted to enjoying what Max did to him, he even begged for more. But he was so ashamed of that, that after he admitted it he instantly hated me for telling me.” she admitted smiling at him. “humans are just as basic and natural as animals are when it comes to sexual interactions. You responded, because that is what your body was designed to do. That doesn't make it any less humiliating and degrading for the person, and it certainly doesn't make it right or make you wrong.” she promised smiling at him. “Cassius will understand, you don;t have to tell him, you don't ever have to speak of it again, but Cassius will do everything he can to make you feel better, and you can come and talk to me anytime of the day or night, your not alone in this Oliver and you shouldn't feel that you are.” she promised smiling at him again.
 
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Oliver looked up and then confused at her "You know...you're not very good at the whole confidentiality thing are you?" he asked, shaking his head. He got up and nodded a thanks to her. "I suppose with that it won't really matter if I told him or not, you probably will" he frowned and left the room heading back to his dorm room. He sighed when he got there, she had made him feel a little better, even if she made him stop trusting her. He was hoping that what she had said was true, that there were some people that did respond to rape that way, just because of the instinct to. He still wasn't so sure about it, but even if there was just one other person out there, just one, it would make him feel a little bit better.

He moved to lay down on his bed, looking up at the ceiling, hands behind his head. He had a lot of thinking to do, which usually constituted a run, but he was kind of scared to go running. After Max had told him that Oliver was his now...he was scared to see if Max intended to keep that and come get him or something. At least now he knew that running didn't really work, and he was pretty sure any fighting classes wouldn't really help, Max had been far to strong for him. Oliver had to admit, he had no idea if even a gun would work. Cassius hadn't said they were werewolves...he had just said wolves, well, and shape-shifters, but did that mean that a gun would work on them. Cassius seemed to think so, so Oliver had to guess the same thing.
 
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she chuckled a little. “Cassius told me it was alright to tell you, when he called me to let me know you where going to call.” she informed him. “i only told you what Cassius said was alright to tell you.” she promised him. “nothing you said in this room will leave from my lips unless you give me permission Oliver, that I promise you.” she promised smiling at him again watching him leave shaking her head a little. Cassius was not in the room when Oliver got there, but he arrived fifteen minutes later and pulled out a gun from the back of his pants, setting it firmly in Oliver's hand before he stepped back and pointed at his chest. “shoot here.” he ordered. “don't bother aiming, you just shoot at the chest and plug as many bullets into him as you can.” he informed his lover...well, hopeful lover. “even if he somehow manages to survive that, he won't be getting up on his own.” he promised watching Oliver with worried eyes. “i'm sorry Oliver...” he muttered looking away, shame written on his face. “i should have told you...when I first started developing real feelings for you...but.. I was...scared.” he admitted softly. “i've always been a bit of a coward and when it comes to you... I can't really... work my head around anything but how good you smell, and how pretty you are when you smile.” he admitted smiling wistfully. “I...i hope that I can help you in some way... any way.” he admitted softly
 
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Oliver looked stunned when he was handed the gun and told to shoot at Cassius's chest. He set the gun aside and stood up from his bed walking over to Cassius "Promise me you'll never come in here again and tell me to shoot you and I'll forgive you for scaring the shit out of me for the past week." he said shaking his head "Honestly...the entire wolf thing doesn't bother me crazy much. I mean it does, but I figure after a little while I'll get over it. Just give me a little time to get used to the idea that the guy I've been sleeping with and kind of falling in love with is actually a wolf." he placed his hand on Cassius's chest before looking down again. "A-And let me g-get over..." he trailed off and fidgeted, he was just as scared to tell Cassius, but he felt like he had the right to know. "get over h-having been..." he took a deep breath and closed his eyes "having been raped and kind of liking it." he finally said and moved his hand away from Cassius.
 
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Cassius smiled a little. “i wasn't telling you to shoot ME love.” he promised. “i was showing you where to shoot Max.” he explained stroking the others hair. “and my family is the type of Lupe Garou that prefers to live as humans, so technically I'm a human that can turn into a wolf.” he teased chuckling a little before tensing, nuzzling him gently. “it's ok Oliver.” he muttered softly. “i...i..” he swallowed hard. “i...sort of liked it too.” he admitted softly. “he made me cum, twice...and he made me admit to liking it.” he admitted with a shudder. “i felt so...disgusting, after.” he admitted softly. “so ashamed and humiliated that I didn't want anyone to know.” he admitted softly, still sounding rather ashamed. “he told me..that I belonged to him, and some part of me believed it... but, I don't belong to him, I belong to you.” he promised smiling at Oliver. “and I always will, no matter what anyone says or does.”
 
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Oliver nodded a bit. He pulled away and sat down on his bed, looking at Cassius, he was still having a slightly hard time looking at him directly, but it was getting slightly better. "It worried me though...I mean, you know it already, I'm kind of a slut. I don't usually do the whole single partner thing. Having multiple partners kind of turns me on, at the same time or not, it doesn't really matter to me. A lot of things turn me on...some things that people say shouldn't turn me on." he sighed "I didn't think...I don't think rape is what turned me on..." his words getting quieter and quieter as he spoke, to the point that by the end even he could barely hear himself. He knew what he was thinking about that had turned him on, but to say that in front of Cassius? That was an entirely different matter. He leaned back so that his back was to the wall and he frowned a bit and then he gave a small laugh "Maybe I'm more of a slut than I thought. Though I guess that isn't such a huge deal to you as long as I'm just a slut with you and no one else." he said.
 
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Cassius chuckled a little and smiled a little. “i like that your a slut.” he admitted looking lightly amused. “Oliver there's nothing wrong with you, people say you shouldn't be turned on because their too ashamed to admit they'd like to do the exact same thing. Humans aren't built to have only one lover but they fool themselves into being something their not. Your one of the only people I've ever met who isn't lying to themselves about their true nature.” he smiled a little. “mom was the same way.” he shuddered hard. “i once walked in on them, I was scarred for life. Mom was tied up and dad was screwing her in wolf form. I was like ten.” he snorted a little. “not exactly something I should have told you though.” he decided. “sorry, I guess I'm nervous.. I want to make you feel better and I'm not sure how.” he admitted smiling at the other. “i don't mind if you sleep with others, willing or not, and I love the way your willing to let me do almost anything to you.” he admitted smirking wickedly. “especially the toys, god I love the toys... I also love how STUBBORN you are, how you refuse to let me buy you things, or pay for you to eat. Frustrating but... I love it because it makes the times you do let me care for you even more special.” he admitted chuckling a little. “as long, as your happy, I am too.” he admitted softly. “that's one thing that Wolves are good at, loving, no matter what we will always love the people we care about.”
 
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Oliver chuckled a little bit "Not something I really wanted to know about your parents no, but it's nice to know you don't mind me being a slut." he chuckled and sighed again. "It'll just take time I think. Less now that I know you are, by some miracle, not disgusted by the fact that I like what happened to me and how I felt about it." he said. He looked over to Cassius "I just have one question...it's kind of been nagging at me for a while now. Max was able to say things to me but he was a wolf and as far as I know wolves can't talk...so how do you do that?"
 
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he smiled a little. “how can I be disgusted by you enjoying it when I enjoyed it too?” he asked his head tilted a little. “i'm not proud of it, I hate it... I hate what he did to me and I know you do to.” he admitted softly. “just because we came, doesn't mean it wasn't any less wrong or vile what he did to us.” he promised smiling before pausing. “he talked to you?” he asked his head tilted. “well, it's kind of hard to explain... I'll try and make it as simple as I can.” he decided. “it's... not actual words, that you hear with your ears, it's an illusion, sort of. We think in two ways, there's the normal thoughts, like what everyone has, you know, we complain to ourselves, that sort of stuff. And then we have projecting thoughts, these thoughts go straight into another persons mind and the person hears it because the mind cannot comprehend other voices in our heads.” he explained smiling a little. “kind of cool right? We can't read minds though so don't worry about that, we can only project our voices. Though if I really have to I can reach my father just about anywhere, and being that he's me and my sisters Alpha he can contact us anywhere, we could be in the north pole and him in the south and he could still boss us around.” he admitted with a chuckle.
 
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Oliver nodded "Kay. I think I get it. At least that won't be driving me crazy." he said before fidgeting. He wanted to know something else, but wasn't really sure how to go about asking. It seemed like it would be personal or something like that, after all Cassius had said he preferred to stay human. He shook off the wanting to know and nodded again "I suppose that's all I really need to know for now. Unless you can think of anything else that I need to know about you. I don't know, like you are also secretly a tree as well or maybe a secret agent." he chuckled, only teasing Cassius.
 
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he smiled a little. “your lying.” he teased smiling a little. “what else did you want to ask Ol? Your a terrible liar.” he teased smiling a little. “i'm not a tree or a secrete agent but..” he hesitated and then. “well, there is one thing you might want to know.” he admitted smirking a little. “i have this tendency to run naked through the woods howling at the moon.” he teased smirking at the other, teasing him. “oh, and every full moon I run around campus pissing on all the tree's to claim it as my territory.” he snickered a little and then started laughing, too nervous and too worked up not to laugh.
 
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Oliver chuckled, smiling at the other. "It's nothing, I don't need to ask right now, perhaps later." he said shaking his head. "As for the rest of that horrible lie, I don't think I'd mind too much about you running around naked in the woods. Pissing on things claiming as yours...not so keen on that." he chuckling, teasing the other right back.
 
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he chuckled a little and shook his head. “you can ask anything anytime Oliver.” he promised smiling at the other. “what, did you want to fuck me?” he smirked a little more. “besides I think you'd liked it if I pissed on you.” he teased giggling a little gently kissing the others cheek. “or maybe you wanted to see me in a sexy little red dress? I bet i'd be sexy.” he teased laughing a little. “oh! Oh! I know!” he teased grinning. “you wanna braid my hair!” now he was just being ridiculous, trying to make Oliver feel better.
 
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Oliver blushed a bit "N-Not gonna happen! I'm not into that kind of thing. Plus I'm not a top...I like taking it up the ass, quite a bit." he said and shook his head at the options, laughing after a while. "I-" he trailed off before sighing "I wanted to know what you look like. As a wolf I mean." he said, "You don't have to, if you don't want to though, I would guess it's kind of personal." he said and smiled, he was feeling better than he had been, and could look at Cassius much longer than two seconds.
 
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Cassius laughed at Oliver's blush and grinned a little at him before pausing. “you want to see me in my wolf form?” he asked his head tilted a little before smiling. “that will be easy, but are you sure your ready?” he asked standing up and facing the other, hesitating before he shifted, his human form wavering and then vanishing, revealing a massive wolf, even bigger than Max had been, it's fur jet black save for two lily white toe's on it's front left paw and a white tip on it's tail, yellow eyes watching Oliver closely as it sat down and offered him a wolfish grin. “You alright?” he asked his head tilted a little at the other, wagging his tail. “it's been a while since I was in this form, mmm I forgot how good it feels.” he groaned, stretching along the floor, yawning, looking more like a goofy puppy than a full grown wolf.
 
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Oliver nodded "I'll be fine." he said and eyes widened a little bit. "You're huge..." he said, it was all he could think of saying at the moment until he asked if he was alright "Yeah...I mean, you look so much different from him, it's not exactly like I'm seeing the same type of wolf or anything." he said and quickly pulled his hand back when he realized it was moving out to touch the wolf in front of him. "How long, if you don't mind me asking." he said and continued to take in his lover. He was amazed that anyone could do this, and was amazed that he wasn't really freaking out over talking to a wolf, in which he was pretty sure probably would have looked like he was going insane, since he had no idea if other people could hear the projected thoughts or not.
 
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he grinned a little and pressed his nose against Oliver's hand, giving it a lick. “ “it's been about three years, since I tore my ACL.” he admitted rolling onto his back and squirming around, itching a scratch and making strange noises that where almost growls but weren't. “i'm amazed your not freaking out, mom hit my dad in the head with a frying pan when she first saw him change, and that was after she knew what he was.” he admitted, laughing a little as he gave a wide Wolfish grin. “you know, your light enough that I could Carry you if you wanted. Like a horse.” he teased grinning a little as he rolled back onto his belly. “bet you couldn't outrun me now!”
 
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Oliver blinked at the lick, hiding the slight blush that was threatening to form on his cheeks. "I see." he shrugged "I don't know, maybe it's because of Max..." he mumbled and stuck his tongue out at Cassius "I'm not that light!" he said and then wrinkled his nose "Oh yes, that's fair, a human trying to outrun a wolf, right, that's going to happen." he said and shook his head. "I'll still have your records beat, by the end of the month. You can count on that and they'll all be seconds lower than your scores too." he said and smirked "I've got most of your cross country records now. Just working on that last one and I'll have them all." he said and grinned.
 
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he snickered a little and shook his head. “you can't beat me.” he growled playfully. “as soon as my stitches are out I'll prove it to you!...” he paused and in an instant he shimmered and returned to human form as people passed their room, laughing, drunk, clearly returning to their rooms after another binge. “damn, they reek.” he complained putting a hand over his nose as he sat back down on the bed. “and you are too that light, your teeny tiny!” he teased laughing a little. “and I HIGHLY doubt you've beaten my jump records.” he teased smirking a little. “and you can't beat my cross country record if I beat it myself first!” he growled playfully chuckling a little. “you'll have to settle for second place.” he teased chuckling a little. “you know... if you want, I could take you to my place, there's lots of trails, you could run all day on one if you wanted to.” he admitted grinning. “plenty of practice room. Your going to need the practice if your going to beat me.” he teased snickering a little. “plus, since you know my secrete my dads going to want to meet you, make sure you won't tell anyone.” he admitted grimacing. “he's really gonna chew me up for this, I'm supposed to tell him before I tell someone about us... but, well, I think he'll forgive me given the circumstances.”
 
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Oliver rolled his eyes "I'm not planning on ever beating your jump records, I don't jump." he said and shook his head. "I will beat your record no matter how much you try and beat it first. I don't settle for second place when it comes to running." he said and crossed his arms, he knew Cassius was only teasing him but he took his running seriously, at least when he was on the track. He pulled back a little bit when he said that his father would want to meet with him and make sure that he would never tell. "And how is he going to do that? You have my word that I won't tell anyone." he said and blushed bright red when Cassius mentioned that he would tell his father the given circumstances as to why Cassius had told him in the first place.
 
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Cassius snickered a little and kissed the others cheek. “if you can beat my records love, then you deserve to hold the title as best.” he promised grinning a little. “calm down, Father won't do anything to you, he'll just boss you around a little and smell you a lot and when he decides that your trustworthy, which he will because you are, he'll give you a big hug, welcome you to the pack, and offer you to stay for dinner.” he promised chuckling. “and don't worry, I won't tell anyone personal things, I'll just say that Max attacked you in the woods and spoke to you while in wolf form and I had to explain before you went off the deep end. Ok?” he asked smiling at the other. “that way it's Max's fault... which it is.” he admitted nodding. “we don't have to go anytime soon, whenever your ready.” he admitted chuckling a little.
 
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Oliver arched his eyebrow "Smell me? Like a dog?" he asked "er...wolf..how is he going to be doing this?" he asked a little confused "I'm sorry, like I said before, it bothers me a little bit, not a lot, but this is going to take some getting used to." he said and fidgeted. "Honestly, I'd like to get it over with as soon as possible...well, as soon as you tell me what's going to happen exactly. Minus maybe the bossing around stuff, I suppose it's probably different for everyone, or something like that." he asked, fidgeting again. "Plus, I kind of want to see where you lived growing up." he said.
 
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he chuckled a little and shook his head. “here, I'll show you, stand up.” he ordered standing Oliver up and placing him in the middle of the room. “he'll nudge you a bit, check and see how strong you are, not much, just a few nudges.” he explained bumping Oliver a little, enough to make him stumble if he wasn't expecting it, but not shoving the way one might expect. “doing this will show him if your strong willed, or a weakling.” he stated calmly. “but being a runner he shouldn't be able to make you stumble unless he outright shoves you, which he won't do because it's rude.” he teased chuckling. “then he'll just smell you, like this.” he picked up the others hand and took careful sniffs of his wrist. “and then he'll ask you if you'll keep the secrete and you answer honestly and that's that.” he stated calmly chuckling a little. “it's old Wolf behavior patterns that we never really got rid of. It's a part of our lives and it lets all of us know that my Dad is the Alpha, some day I'll do the same thing to my sisters kids lovers.” he admitted chuckling a little. “as the oldest Male I'll be the Alpha someday.” he grinned a little. “so do you want to go in the morning, or go tonight and stay the night?”
 
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Oliver stepped back a bit, but not much, when Cassius nudges him and tilted his head at the sniff. "I suppose I can handle that" he said and nodded "Tonight?" he asked. "If possible, I mean, I don't want to intrude or anything like that." he explained and moved to sit back down on his bed. "Oh, and speaking of which" he moved getting back up and moving close to Cassius "Do not try to take an Alpha tone with me when you do. I won't have it. At least...not if it's outside the bedroom." he smirked a little bit and kissed the corner of Cassius's cheek. "Got that?" he whispered into his ear.
 
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