<Cryo-stasis>
Shapes whirled in front of him, seeming to throb and pull synchronized to his heartbeat. He felt ear-shattering music in his ears despite the silence. He
knew it was silent. Why did he hear this... this noise? Every time the shapes threatened to combine into something worth looking at, his heart pounded again and the shapes would once again pull away and apart before repeating the process. Was this hell? Did he die? Did he finally come to pay for a life lived in sin? Oliver had never been god-fearing, but now, in this moment, it felt like something else was there. Something otherworldly and perhaps even deified. His attention to the shapes lapsed for a moment as he looked for 'God', but found only an empty void, black and hollow, like the space he'd dreamed of since he was a kid.
Since he was a kid? He didn't remember. Did he dream of that as a kid...? Or was this just.. his mind playing tricks again?
The shapes coalesced again, this time combining rapidly, until the face of a woman with dark brown hair, brown eyes in the shape of an almond, and strong eyebrows. "Aylin?" he mumbled, though no sound came out, "Aylin!" The woman did not respond. A sharp bright light consumed the darkness of the void, followed by mechanical hissing, the shallow, harsh beeping of a heartbeat monitor, and a cacophony of warnings flashing on a screen somewhere. "Ay-," Oliver attempted, but caught himself when this time, sound
did come out of his throat. He was not there anymore. He was back. Back where exactly? He didn't recall. Panic began to set in for a moment, his breathing rapidly becoming faster and faster. In an attempt to restrain himself, he pushed his hand forwards against the glass of the cryo-pod, pushing himself backwards into the uncomfortable 'bed' he'd been sleeping in. His breathing slowed down and he regained control, his vision became clearer, and he realized where he was.
In a physical sense at least. This was some sort of medical facility, he judged, looking through the glass. But it wasn't
medical medical. It was some sort of...
He didn't know what it was. With a resigned sigh he surrendered himself to the machine, finally lowering his hand from the glass and allowing himself to simply lay there. The machine whirred excitedly until it stopped. Somewhere, something popped up on a screen, the machine briefly whirred again, and then the servo's in the hinges of the glass cover began to move and slowly but surely release him from the clutches of this apparatus.
For a second, Aylin's face moved through his mind again. Like that movie... Ghost in the.. Ghost in the Machine? But he wasn't a machine. Why couldn't he stop thinking of her? She wasn't here. She was back home. Intrusive thoughts filled his mind.
Focus on the mission, Davies, he thought to himself, though he had no real control over that thought,
the mission is more important. Lives are at stake. Complete the mission and return home. She'll be waiting.
Despite the lack of control, the thoughts seemed to steel his resolve. Aylin vanished from his thoughts, if only momentarily, and he pushed himself off of the cryo-pod. A singular glance around revealed that he was not the first to awake. He wasn't sure why, but the thought that he wasn't the first instilled a slight sense of anxiety in him. What if they were up and awake, messing with things? Why did he care though...? What if they
did mess with the systems, altered the course, or sabotaged the mission?
Then the mission would be at risk. Compliance is about more than yourself, Davies.
Right. Compliance is about more than yourself. He glanced down at his uniform, and instinctively straightened it out, making himself not only presentable but
authoritative. He thought so at least. He briefly looked at his ID card, hanging from his breast pocket, and held it up and reversed it so that he could actually read it. Oliver Davies, captain,
United System Science Coalition.
Escaping humanhood. Together. Was that the mission? Escaping humanhood? He didn't recall. Was he even told? All he knew was that the mission was the priority, and that compliancy was the only way to achieve the goals. Then he could go home. To Aylin.
He let the ID card fall out of his hand and with a confident stride — practiced and 'fake', not natural, though only the most perceptive of people would notice this — walked out of the cryo-bay, leaving behind those poor souls still in their slumber. The ship would wake them up soon enough. It always did. And if it didn't, then it was because the mission demanded it.
<Medbay>
Captain Davies' movements led through the hallways somewhat untrained, as if he was looking for something instinctively, something that wasn't there anymore. It felt... strange. He knew that as a captain, he would be in charge of the ship. And he'd issue commands to the ship. But the ship didn't feel right. He couldn't quite place it in his mind, and when he opened the door he
knew would lead to the bridge, so he could take command and begin issuing his orders, he instead found himself in the medbay.
For a brief moment, he had the look of a deer caught in headlights as he saw the three figures inside. This wasn't the bridge, and if it was, they weren't
meant to be here. But in a matter of a second, he'd regained his footing and stepped forwards into the medbay with that same confident stride that was oh-so practiced. "Captain on deck," he said instinctively. But why was he the one saying it? Wouldn't one of the crew members alert the others to the fact that he was there? Was that even necessary? He coughed into his fist as if to draw attention away from that fact. "I see we've all made it here, Je-" he said, scanning his mind for the names belonging to the faces.
Jennie? That's not Jennie. Who is Jennie? His eyes moved from one, to the next, and to the next suspiciously, as if he felt like these three people didn't belong here.
But they did. That was the crew,
his crew. It was evident from the fact that.. that they were helping one of the others with a wound. Yes, that must've meant they were part of the crew. "I..." he stammered, confused by the situation unfolding in front of him, and confused by the fact that it confused him. His eyes moved from the wound to the clean sheets, now covered in blood. "The nurses should clean that up," he stated, matter of factly, appearing to be entirely mentally absent from the fact that the woman was injured. He coughed into his fist again, this time slightly louder. He knew what his role was, but he didn't know what to do with it. He felt like bellowing orders, but this did not seem like the right time. Everything he
felt like doing felt like the wrong thing to do.
Instead, he turned to all of them, and asked the only thing on his mind. "What is the status of our mission? Are we on course?" There was, of course, no way for them to know, and realistically they had more important things on their mind given the bleeding crewmember in front of them. But asking for a sit-rep just... felt right. Under his breath, he sighed a soft breath of relief as the pressure seemed to wash off of him. Yes, the mission.