- Joined
- Jul 9, 2024
Location: MedBay
Interaction: Everyone
Raya looked at Esther with a slight tilt of her head as the doctor handed her two cups, one filled with water, and the other filled with a variety of pills she didn't recognize… When Esther looked away for a moment, Raya used the opportunity to shuffle her way further down the bed, giving her just enough distance to watch the rest of the crew as the medicine went out… She was going to take it, something about Esther was warm, caring… At least when the doctor's eyes were directed at Raya… and when the doctor did look back she smiled up at her and nodded her head... "I will… I just need a minute." It wasn't a lie, she genuinely was going to take her medication, but it was all too overwhelming, the mass of people huddled in the room, the hard, buzzing lighting overhead… The lack of her jacket… or any personal items… There were too many… things, to ignore… too many little annoyances, too many lost memories… Then the others started taking their medication.
The Quartermaster, Vincent… The one she had briefly talked to before the others had come crashing in had moved away from her, lining up with the others… She watched as his chest tightened… the way his uniform stretched around his tensing muscles… He was anxious, like her… Probably from the stress of waking from cryo-sleep and then meeting so many new people… But then he took the pills. She watched the Quartermaster's shoulders drop, and his chest relaxed… that slight anxiety seemed to drain from him as he lined up obediently… Then the others followed, some of them… Maybe all of them… She wanted to join them, to fit in… To keep the attention off her but she still felt dizzy, it wasn't the hit to her head, this was something else… She realized that now, but stayed silent, hoping she'd be excused... and she was left there, sitting on the edge of the gurney with her legs idly swinging back and forth as she stared down at the cups, one filled with water, and the other colorful pills… The rest of the world seemed to fall away as Celeste started reading out names, she was back in that ocean, the one from cryosleep, that darkness, the pressure weighing down on her shoulders, her back… Her skull
The Medbay had fallen away from her, she hadn't seen it happen… it just… had… Her hair seemed to float around her as she continued to stare at the pills, No bed, No Crew, No harsh, fluorescents buzzing in her ear... there was no cup now… there were just pills scattered in the palm of her hand.
They all had different textures, rough, smooth… Shiny… But none that felt familiar, she poked at them with her other hand, where had the water gone? floated off into the rest of the ocean, of course... she searched for that subtle texture that only one's finger could detect, and they returned nothing… These pills were completely new to her, manufactured for the crew… For her. Only for her. Why was this so hard…? Just take them. Take them and go to work. She raised her eyes for a few lingering moments, staring into the void of her ocean. Take them… Go to work… Map the stars… She had taken pills for ten years, this wasn't any different… Right?
Her mind was jumping between issues now, misfiring as Celeste continued to list the names of the crew out, she was a faint echo coming from the surface of the water above her…
No windows… No hum of reactors… Engines… FTL drives… A doctor who could remember her name but nothing else. An engineer who decided to clean up Raya's blood with her sleeves… A psych doctor who seemed to have no interest in her patients..
The Medbay was back. Celeste was standing over her. Raya's eyes were still fixed on the pills in her palm, she had dropped the water cup at some point and a small puddle had soaked into the bedsheets beside her… She raised her eyes to meet Celeste.
The navigator glanced around, turning her head to eye the rest of the crew lined up, all presumably staring at her at this point, which only made her heart race faster before she looked to the doors of the Medbay… She thought about running, about finding the navigator's room and smashing the control panel before doing something she'd regret if she didn't follow through… Celeste would be able to see it in Raya's eyes, a primal fear. There was something wrong.
A jacket? Was that really the most important thing Raya was worried about, her heart rate was spiking into the hundreds, beads of cold sweat were forming on her neck, and blood was drying in matted clumps of her hair… and she wanted a jacket…
She repeated the words in that same hushed whisper, but this time… An authoritative tone was sinking into her voice, whether her memories of being an officer were true or not, she was certainly starting to sound like one when she spoke next, now loud enough for the rest of the crew to listen in.
Raya huffed as her rant came to a stop before she looked back to the pills in her hands… "I'll take these.. because I think I'm the one who's suffering from Cryo-sickness… Clearly… the rest of you are all lined up… but I want my jacket… and I want to know, who took it…"
Interaction: Everyone

Raya looked at Esther with a slight tilt of her head as the doctor handed her two cups, one filled with water, and the other filled with a variety of pills she didn't recognize… When Esther looked away for a moment, Raya used the opportunity to shuffle her way further down the bed, giving her just enough distance to watch the rest of the crew as the medicine went out… She was going to take it, something about Esther was warm, caring… At least when the doctor's eyes were directed at Raya… and when the doctor did look back she smiled up at her and nodded her head... "I will… I just need a minute." It wasn't a lie, she genuinely was going to take her medication, but it was all too overwhelming, the mass of people huddled in the room, the hard, buzzing lighting overhead… The lack of her jacket… or any personal items… There were too many… things, to ignore… too many little annoyances, too many lost memories… Then the others started taking their medication.
The Quartermaster, Vincent… The one she had briefly talked to before the others had come crashing in had moved away from her, lining up with the others… She watched as his chest tightened… the way his uniform stretched around his tensing muscles… He was anxious, like her… Probably from the stress of waking from cryo-sleep and then meeting so many new people… But then he took the pills. She watched the Quartermaster's shoulders drop, and his chest relaxed… that slight anxiety seemed to drain from him as he lined up obediently… Then the others followed, some of them… Maybe all of them… She wanted to join them, to fit in… To keep the attention off her but she still felt dizzy, it wasn't the hit to her head, this was something else… She realized that now, but stayed silent, hoping she'd be excused... and she was left there, sitting on the edge of the gurney with her legs idly swinging back and forth as she stared down at the cups, one filled with water, and the other colorful pills… The rest of the world seemed to fall away as Celeste started reading out names, she was back in that ocean, the one from cryosleep, that darkness, the pressure weighing down on her shoulders, her back… Her skull
It wasn't just a feeling.

The Medbay had fallen away from her, she hadn't seen it happen… it just… had… Her hair seemed to float around her as she continued to stare at the pills, No bed, No Crew, No harsh, fluorescents buzzing in her ear... there was no cup now… there were just pills scattered in the palm of her hand.
Red
Blue
Green
White
Black
Blue
Green
White
Black
They all had different textures, rough, smooth… Shiny… But none that felt familiar, she poked at them with her other hand, where had the water gone? floated off into the rest of the ocean, of course... she searched for that subtle texture that only one's finger could detect, and they returned nothing… These pills were completely new to her, manufactured for the crew… For her. Only for her. Why was this so hard…? Just take them. Take them and go to work. She raised her eyes for a few lingering moments, staring into the void of her ocean. Take them… Go to work… Map the stars… She had taken pills for ten years, this wasn't any different… Right?
Where was her jacket? Where was her speaker…? Where were any of her personal possessions from her last assignment…
Her mind was jumping between issues now, misfiring as Celeste continued to list the names of the crew out, she was a faint echo coming from the surface of the water above her…
No windows… No hum of reactors… Engines… FTL drives… A doctor who could remember her name but nothing else. An engineer who decided to clean up Raya's blood with her sleeves… A psych doctor who seemed to have no interest in her patients..
"You're disoriented."
The Medbay was back. Celeste was standing over her. Raya's eyes were still fixed on the pills in her palm, she had dropped the water cup at some point and a small puddle had soaked into the bedsheets beside her… She raised her eyes to meet Celeste.
"...What?"
Raya's voice was a hushed whisper, barely loud enough for Celeste to hear, let alone the rest of the crew.
"Tell me what feels wrong,"
Raya's voice was a hushed whisper, barely loud enough for Celeste to hear, let alone the rest of the crew.
"Tell me what feels wrong,"
The navigator glanced around, turning her head to eye the rest of the crew lined up, all presumably staring at her at this point, which only made her heart race faster before she looked to the doors of the Medbay… She thought about running, about finding the navigator's room and smashing the control panel before doing something she'd regret if she didn't follow through… Celeste would be able to see it in Raya's eyes, a primal fear. There was something wrong.
"Where's my jacket…? I Fell asleep with a jacket on… Someone took it."
A jacket? Was that really the most important thing Raya was worried about, her heart rate was spiking into the hundreds, beads of cold sweat were forming on her neck, and blood was drying in matted clumps of her hair… and she wanted a jacket…
"I fell asleep with it… Someone… Took it. I heard them… In my sleep. I woke up in this..."
She repeated the words in that same hushed whisper, but this time… An authoritative tone was sinking into her voice, whether her memories of being an officer were true or not, she was certainly starting to sound like one when she spoke next, now loud enough for the rest of the crew to listen in.
"The lights are too bright, the room is too cold… There's no humming of engines, the computer didn't tell me our position when I awoke from Cryo-Sleep, which is standard protocol, don't you think a navigator should know where we are? There was no one to assist with our de-frosting… Our engineer is covered in, what I presume is my blood! And I don't know what that is on her lips but I think it's blood too, MY BLOOD. Esther knows me but doesn't know me. This ship. Has. No. Windows."
Raya huffed as her rant came to a stop before she looked back to the pills in her hands… "I'll take these.. because I think I'm the one who's suffering from Cryo-sickness… Clearly… the rest of you are all lined up… but I want my jacket… and I want to know, who took it…"