𝕋𝕖𝕟𝕫𝕒𝕚'𝕤 𝕋𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕋𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕤 ✨

[Tenzai]

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To whoever comes across this thread! Hello and welcome to my little corner of BMR! My name is Tenzai, the writer with too much free time. ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ᴛᴇʟᴏᴍᴇʀᴇꜱ | ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴛᴏᴋᴇɴ 0:00ㅇ──────── 5:07 ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺​ ┏━━━━━━━━━━━━━┓​ About Me ​ ┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━┛​ ⋗ I'm a married, story-driven writer in his late twenties with a penchant for seeing my flawed characters fight for their happy endings through shitty circumstances. ⋗ I typically write multi-paragraph responses that could expand into novella territory depending on my inspiration at the moment! ⋗ Though my usual average is between 500-1000 words, I aim to match the effort given by my writing partner! So if you're feeling particularly inspired one day and you express your creativity or you have an interesting subplot in mind that sounds fun to mess with- Expect to see more from me as well! ⋗ My response rate may vary depending on the amount of free time I have. On average, I can post multiple times a week. Once a week at minimum. If something happens where I struggle to post, I'll be sure to let you know! ⋗ That being said, I don't want you to feel pressured to post any more than you can! We're both here to have a good time. I'm also ghost friendly too! While it might be nice to get a dm should anything occur, life happens whether we like it or not and at the end of the day, this is our hobby. Least we could do is aim to have a great time building a memorable story together!​ ⋗ I usually write multiple main characters in my stories. While I don't require nor expect you to do the same; But if you do- I'm totally welcome to it! Expect to see my main characters interacting with side characters, NPCs, and even each other throughout our story! Why deny us the opportunity to have a living world, right? ⋗ I love writing stories involving romance! From slow-burn to instantaneous passion, whether it be between enemies, rivals, strangers, friends, or lovers; I'd dare say that I love it so much that I need it in some capacity for any story I write. If lust is a fire, the chemistry that builds from meaningful love and longing is the fuel that makes it burn! ⋗ I might not have a specific plot/smut ratio but I do have a preference for plot over smut. To me, the plot is the meat of the story and the sex is its spice~ ⋗ I'm pretty flexible on plot ideas. Say you'd like to add an additional layer on top of a story; whether that be another character, plotline, or location; Be my guest! I love it when my partners get creative! ⋗ I'm very open to OOC. In fact, I even welcome it! If you have any preferences you'd like to include after the story starts or if you don't feel comfortable with something, please let me know. I'd like to build a place where you could feel comfortable with sharing your thoughts and ideas openly! Maybe even dork out over our characters and their little wins too! We don't need to be best friends, but an open line of communication would be nice! Though if we're in it for the long term, I'd like to be your friend as well if I could help it!

｡･: ♩ ♪ ♩ ♬ ♬ ♩♪♩ ♩ ♪ ♩ ♬ ♬ ♩ :･｡ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ɢᴏ ʙᴇʏᴏɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀʀᴛʜᴇꜱᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜᴇꜱ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ʙᴇɴᴅꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʀᴀᴘꜱ ʙᴇɴᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴜꜱ ｡･: ♩ ♪ ♩ ♬ ♬ ♩♪♩ ♩ ♪ ♩ ♬ ♬ ♩ :･｡ ┏━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┓ RP Location: PMs Style: 3rd Person Time Zone: PST Status: Closed Word Count: 500-3000+ ┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┛​ ｡･: ♩ ♪ ♩ ♬ ♬ ♩♪♩ ♩ ♪ ♩ ♬ ♬ ♩ :･｡​ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏʟʟᴀᴘꜱᴇ ɪɴᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ​ ｡･: ♩ ♪ ♩ ♬ ♬ ♩♪♩ ♩ ♪ ♩ ♬ ♬ ♩ :･｡​

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Preferences & Limits
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/// PREFERENCES ☑ /// LIMITS ☒

• Here's a list of what I found that make me really excited to write. More will be added when things come to mind!
  
  • OOC! After spending months on this site, I've learned that a great OOC can turn a good story into an amazing one!
  • Unordinary characters dealing with mundane conflicts. Why can't an angel bitch about paying taxes? Can't a demon complain about their commute? I find this story element both entertaining and potentially meaningful! It bridges the gap between vastly different characters if they both deal with the same ordinary day-to-day issues.
  • Use of images to set scenes. Some say a picture is worth a thousand words. I'm among one of them! It definitely helps boost creativity and it stimulates the imagination!
  • Inclusion of music. Some of my favorite roleplay moments were the result of a perfect soundtrack to establish the mood. After getting a taste of what it's like, I can't imagine not taking advantage of the added medium for creativity!
  • Humor. Sometimes, my characters might verbalize a joke to lighten up a dark situation or soften a mood. Other times, they might say something unintentionally funny while angry or drunk. Expect to see some of this from me!
  • Snark. On the other end of the spectrum, my characters might not always have a particularly fond opinion of yours or each other. They might bitch about each other often or just complain about their general situation. I love writing characters that can be rude on the surface.
  • Intimacy: I think what I find most interesting to write isn't the action scenes, the spicy sex, nor the angst that surround failures and bad decisions. It's about what happens during their downtime. I love indulging in the aftercare and the calm in between scenes.
  • Anime and Drawing FCs. While a good description is fine enough, pictures in combination with descriptions are perfect! Also, I like being able to see how you envision your characters looking. I'll do the same as well!
• While my kinks usually are plot and character specific (hence why I don't include them here), my limitations are universal and non-negotiable. If there's anything that's not on this list that you have concerns about, please ask, I won't bite. Worst I will do is say no thank you.
  
  • Gore, snuff, physical abuse, death, and mutilation
  • Zoophilia
  • Vore
  • Scat
  • Inflation
  • Blood-related incest
  • Underage characters
  There are also a couple of non-kink related limits I have as well.
  
  • Use of IRL face claims.
  • Rushing posts.

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||| Reborn as a Level 1 Goddess ||| We Who Exist Beyond the Infinite Abyss ||| Her Guardian Demon ||| Thanks for taking the time to read through my thread!

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  ℝ𝕖𝕓𝕠𝕣𝕟 𝕒𝕤 𝕒 𝕃𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝟙 𝔾𝕠𝕕𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕤
  "Ever wonder what its like being a goddess? It fucking sucks when no one knows your name."
  
  

  𝕀𝕤𝕖𝕜𝕒𝕚'𝕕 𝔾𝕠𝕕𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕩 𝔾𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕄𝕚𝕤𝕗𝕚𝕥𝕤​

  Medieval/Modern Fantasy | Isekai | Slice of Life
  
  YC is a woman who reincarnated into her favorite MMO, not as a player but as a goddess.​
  However, her new life was not what she expected. She is an unknown goddess, lacking a following to derive power from, as well as wealth, status, and fame that usually accompany other deities like her. So instead, she chooses to embrace this new life, starting a guild of her own. Eventually it attracts MMO misfit players, starting with a level 1 paladin who can't deal damage in a game where damage is everything, and eventually: a ranger with a vision impairment, a mage that allocated his stats poorly (into strength/constitution instead of intelligence), and a healer with a phobia of blood. Leads to unordinary, ordinary adventures where every little victory is celebrated.
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  𝕎𝕖 𝕎𝕙𝕠 𝔼𝕩𝕚𝕤𝕥 𝔹𝕖𝕪𝕠𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕀𝕟𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕚𝕥𝕖 𝔸𝕓𝕪𝕤𝕤
  "So what now? Who are we? Who should we be?"
  
  ℝ𝕚𝕧𝕒𝕝 𝕩 ℝ𝕚𝕧𝕒𝕝 & 𝔾𝕣𝕠𝕦𝕡 𝕠𝕗 𝕊𝕦𝕣𝕧𝕚𝕧𝕠𝕣𝕤
  Sci-Fi/Modern Post-Apocalyptic Fantasy | Rivals | Romance
  
  YC was once known as a hero following a war in heaven.​
  Over a century ago, a war erupted between heaven and hell. It was a stalemate that plunged the world in eternal darkness and perpetual snow; An apocalypse known as the Infinite Abyss. Monsters that resulted from dark spells and hideous experiments roam the dark lands and water, terrorizing whichever survivors still remained. Storms from past climate changing rituals and weapons ravage the ground, making it difficult for life to thrive. YC was one of the faces of that war, wandering the world by her lonesome until she finds a group of survivors including angels, demons, and humans led by her biggest rival. Leads to a story where both sides learn and understand each other, bonding over shared goals and conflicts in the world beyond the war.
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  ℍ𝕖𝕣 𝔾𝕦𝕒𝕣𝕕𝕚𝕒𝕟 𝔻𝕖𝕞𝕠𝕟
  "To think, those idiots would leave me with someone like you."
  
  𝔽𝕒𝕝𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝔸𝕔𝕔𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕩 𝔼𝕩-𝔾𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕃𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 & 𝔾𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕗 ℂ𝕠𝕟𝕧𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕤 𝕊𝕖𝕖𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒 𝔹𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕃𝕚𝕗𝕖
  Sci-Fi/Modern Fantasy | Slice of Life | Romance
  
  YC was accused of a crime she did not commit, leading into her enrollment into the Guardian Angel Program.​
  The Guardian Angel program was meant as a form of rehabilitation for criminals to reduce their sentence through acts of service to the community and to the government. While these things could vary from bounty hunting, partaking in battle, and stopping violent crimes, it also could include safer/kinder activities like tutoring children in a library or serving in a soup kitchen. Naturally these people are untrusted by most, leading to a stigma held by others. However, by working together, these convicts and YC end up becoming an odd family. While they may be scary in appearance and at times volatile, in time YC learns how big their hearts could be and end up making them change for the better in the process. Perhaps she learns to take comfort in them, growing confident alongside them as well.
• Don't forget to be kind to yourself.
  

  

  
  Every little star has a reason to shine. ​

 

[Tenzai]

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To whoever comes across this thread! Hello and welcome to my little corner of BMR! My name is Tenzai, the writer who indulges in forging passion and love through fire. ✦•···············································································································•✦•···············································································································•✦ ┏━━━━━━┓ About Me ┗━━━━━━┛​ ⋗ I'm a married, story-driven writer in his late twenties with a penchant for seeing my flawed characters fight for their happy endings through shitty circumstances. ⋗ I typically write multi-paragraph responses that could expand into novella territory depending on my inspiration at the moment! ⋗ Though my usual average is between 900-1.5k words, I aim to match the effort given by my writing partner! So if you're feeling particularly inspired one day and you express your creativity or you have an interesting subplot in mind that sounds fun to mess with- Expect to see more from me as well! ⋗ My response rate may vary depending on the amount of free time I have. On average, I can post multiple times a week. Once a week at minimum. If something happens where I struggle to post, I'll be sure to let you know! ⋗ That being said, I don't want you to feel pressured to post any more than you can! We're both here to have a good time. I'm also ghost friendly too! While it might be nice to get a dm should anything occur, life happens whether we like it or not and at the end of the day, this is our hobby. Least we could do is aim to have a great time building a memorable story together!​ ⋗ I usually write multiple main characters in my stories. While I don't require nor expect you to do the same; But if you do- I'm totally welcome to it! Expect to see my main characters interacting with side characters, NPCs, and even each other throughout our story! Why deny us the opportunity to have a living world, right? ⋗ I love writing stories involving romance! From slow-burn to instantaneous passion, whether it be between enemies, rivals, strangers, friends, or lovers; I'd dare say that I love it so much that I need it in some capacity for any story I write. If lust is a fire, the chemistry that builds from meaningful love and longing is the fuel that makes it burn! ⋗ I might not have a specific plot/smut ratio but I do have a preference for plot over smut. To me, the plot is the meat of the story and the sex is its spice~ ⋗ I'm pretty flexible on plot ideas. Say you'd like to add an additional layer on top of a story; whether that be another character, plotline, or location; Be my guest! I love it when my partners get creative! ⋗ I'm very open to OOC. In fact, I even welcome it! If you have any preferences you'd like to include after the story starts or if you don't feel comfortable with something, please let me know. I'd like to build a place where you could feel comfortable with sharing your thoughts and ideas openly! Maybe even dork out over our characters and their little wins too! We don't need to be best friends, but an open line of communication would be nice! Though if we're in it for the long term, I'd like to be your friend as well if I could help it!

ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ꜱᴛ. ᴄʜʀᴏᴍᴀ | ᴛʏʟᴇʀ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴏʀ 0:00ㅇ──────── 3:17 ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺ ✦•·····························•✦•·····························•✦ ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ? ᴄᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ꜰɪʀᴇ? ✦•·····························•✦•·····························•✦ ┏━━━━━━━━━━━━━┓ RP Location: PMs & Threads Style: 3rd Person Time Zone: PST Status: Closed Word Count: 500-3000+ ┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━┛​ ✦•·····························•✦•·····························•✦ ᴅᴏ ɪ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴏʀ ᴅᴏ ɪ ɢʀᴀᴄᴇꜰᴜʟʟʏ ʙᴏᴡ ᴏᴜᴛ? ✦•·····························•✦•·····························•✦

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Preferences & Limits
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/// PREFERENCES ☑ /// LIMITS ☒

• Here's a list of what I found that make me really excited to write. More will be added when things come to mind!
  
  • OOC! After spending months on this site, I've learned that a great OOC can turn a good story into an amazing one!
  • Unordinary characters dealing with mundane conflicts. Why can't an angel bitch about paying taxes? Can't a demon complain about their commute? I find this story element both entertaining and potentially meaningful! It bridges the gap between vastly different characters if they both deal with the same ordinary day-to-day issues.
  • Use of images/gifs to set scenes. Some say a picture is worth a thousand words. I'm among one of them! It definitely helps boost creativity and it stimulates the imagination!
  • Inclusion of music. Some of my favorite roleplay moments were the result of a perfect soundtrack to establish the mood. After getting a taste of what it's like, I can't imagine not taking advantage of the added medium for creativity!
  • Humor. Sometimes, my characters might verbalize a joke to lighten up a dark situation or soften a mood. Other times, they might say something unintentionally funny while angry or drunk. Expect to see some of this from me!
  • Snark. On the other end of the spectrum, my characters might not always have a particularly fond opinion of yours or each other. They might bitch about each other often or just complain about their general situation. I love writing characters that can be rude on the surface.
  • Intimacy/Affection: I think what I find most interesting to write isn't the action scenes, the spicy sex, nor the angst that surround failures and bad decisions. It's about what happens during their downtime. I love indulging in the aftercare and the calm in between scenes.
  • Anime and Drawing FCs. While a good description is fine enough, pictures in combination with descriptions are perfect! Also, I like being able to see how you envision your characters looking. I'll do the same as well!
  • Exotic Species: Something I can't help myself but enjoy is writing up a character that isn't so ordinary dealing with others that aren't so either. Whether they may be a main character or a side, just the idea that there's a chance a human could be roommates with their resident part-time sleep paralysis demon always brings a grin to my face.
• While my kinks usually are plot and character specific (hence why I don't include them here), my limitations are universal and non-negotiable. If there's anything that's not on this list that you have concerns about, please ask, I won't bite. Worst I will do is say no thank you.
  
  • Gore, snuff, physical abuse, death, and mutilation
  • Zoophilia
  • Vore
  • Scat
  • Inflation
  • Blood-related incest
  • Underage characters
  • Self-Inserts
  There are also a couple of non-kink related limits I have as well.
  
  • Use of IRL face claims.
  • Rushing posts.

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||| Shattered Bonds (closed) ||| The Enemy of Thy Enemy (closed) ||| My Kidnapping Savior! ||| Happily Stuck with You ||| My Shadowy Best Friend and Guardian Angel ||| Thanks for taking the time to read through my thread!

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  "You took our family away. I won't stand for any less than your ruin."
  
  Isekai'd Mother x Isekai'd Father
  Medieval/Modern/Sci-Fi | Isekai | Fantasy
  
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  ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀꜱᴋᴇᴅ ꜰᴏʀ, ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴏᴡɴ
  ꜰɪʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴜɴʀɪꜱᴇ, ᴀꜱʜᴇꜱ ʀᴀɪɴɪɴ' ᴅᴏᴡɴ
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  ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ ɪꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴏᴡɴ | ᴍɪᴋᴇ ꜱʜɪɴᴏᴅᴀ & ᴇᴍɪʟʏ ᴀʀᴍꜱᴛʀᴏɴɢ
  ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺
  
  YC is the adoptive mother of an NPC child who lost their original parents in the middle of a PVP war. They get captured and their village is brought to ruin.​
  Isekai'd into a fantasy world on the brink of an apocalyptic war against a hellish foe, the players that were reincarnated and forced to adapt to their new life had worked together to bring peace to their world's resident inhabitants. In the peace that followed, the guilds they formed built up massive kingdoms and empires, leading to many becoming characters of mythos and legend. However, after a while, many of them became bored, leading to a new rise of ambition to shift the idle state of world affairs. They concocted schemes against each other, leading to all out wars between player factions.
  
  Our characters on the other hand had sought a simple life in the peace that was won over years before, retiring to a quiet village and adopting a child orphaned as a result of one of these wars. However, despite of their retirement, the ambitions of others leads to their child getting captured as a prisoner of war during a raid on their village. As a result, they're forced to take up their weapons and spells, donning old equipment to find their child and return back to the life they once lived through any means necessary; Even if they must bring down the player kingdoms themselves.
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  "I never thought I'd say this, but I was wrong about you."
  
  Protagonist x Antagonist
  Medieval/Modern/Sci-Fi | Rivals | Fantasy
  
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  ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴀɪɴ ɢᴀᴛʜᴇʀꜱ?
  ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱᴛɪʟʟ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ᴍᴀᴛᴛᴇʀꜱ?
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  ᴇᴜᴄʟɪᴅ | ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴛᴏᴋᴇɴ
  ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺
  
  In their final battle, a hero and a villain find an enemy that supersedes what each could handle alone. Instead of fighting to the end, they choose to work together. ​
  At the climax of a war, our characters meet each other for their final battle. Once childhood friends, they were dictated as mortal enemies by their people. Wounded in the midst of chaos, they fight evenly matched bringing each other down to their knees before a new foe comes to take advantage of their weakness. Realizing who they true foe is, instead of aiding their enemy in bringing down their biggest rival, they choose to make a deal: To work together and reunite to bring down their new foe despite their differences.
  
  Eventually managing to escape, the two find out that they are not as unalike as they once so believed, building chemistry and trust again over where they thought they would disagree. With time, instead of seeing each other as monsters, they treat each other as the friends. Brought together again by a shared hate for another, they become something more.
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  "Wow, your fucking parents are terrible. Want lunch?"
  
  Kindhearted Kidnapper Turned Hero/Guardian x Princess Seeking Affection
  Medieval/Modern/Sci-Fi | Romance | Fantasy
  
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  ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛ ᴍᴇ. ɪ'ʟʟ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ
  ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ꜱᴀᴠᴇ
  ꜱᴏ ꜱɪɢɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴀᴡᴀʏ, ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛꜱ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ʟɪᴘꜱ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴄᴀʙᴇʀɴᴇᴛ
  ɪ'ᴍ ᴏᴋᴀʏ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ'ᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱʟᴀᴠᴇ
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  ɪ'ᴍ ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜱʟᴀᴠᴇ | ᴋᴇɴ ᴀꜱʜᴄᴏʀᴘ
  ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺
  
  A kind prince kidnaps a princess from her castle to use as a hostage only to find out that her parents never loved her. Instead of letting her go, he gives her a home.​
  To stop a war that endangers his family, a kind prince kidnaps a princess from her home to use for negotiations for peace. However, he finds that her family never cared about her in the first place. Foregoing his expectations, she sees her kidnapping as her rescue, thanking him profusely for the compassion she received, even if just for the moment. Seeing her reactions to having food and a regular place to sleep, instead of freeing her and returning her back to the family that couldn't treat her right, the prince chooses to give her a life she deserves by making his home a place where she could belong to the dismay of both his and her noble family. Though, while they might form opinions of his relationship with her lacking the class of a noble, the prince cares little. Even if her family offers peace after being publicly embarrassed for their poor treatment of their daughter, he refuses to give her up.
  
  
  Because ever since she became a part of his home, she had become irreplaceable.​
• "Taxes?! Who in the nine hells could fathom such torment?! "
  

  

  
  "Dear, can you help your husband out before I incinerate/smite the postman in front of our dog?"
  
  Reverse-Isekai'd/Reincarnated Demon Lord/Lady x Reverse-Isekai'd/Reincarnated God/Goddess
  Modern/Sci-Fi | Romance | Fantasy
  
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  ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ'ꜱ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ
  ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ
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  ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ | ʙʀᴜɴᴏ ᴍᴀᴊᴏʀ
  ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺
  
  A demon casts a spell to send himself/herself into a new world. Their rival follows.
  Both are ill prepared and eventually act as a low-mid income couple to deter suspicion only to become a real one later on.​
  In their final battle, right as the god/dess was ready to strike the fatal blow, the demon/demoness opens a portal into a new world to escape their fate. Throwing themselves in, the two are met with a sight unlike any other. Tall buildings decorate the sky where dragons and stars once roamed. People in odd suits see the two as mediocre cosplayers of some niche anime. While they still hold their powers and their bodies, the world is so strange that it takes them away from their battle, eventually leading to the both of them seeking safety and comfort in their familiarity of one another as they try to adapt to this new world.
  
  While learning the language and the behaviors of the new world, they slowly become accustomed to each other's presence, acting like a couple to avoid arousing suspicion to who they once were. Their differences become meaningless when everyone else acts and behaves so differently. Their similarities becomes all the more apparent by being in such proximity. Eventually, their fake love becomes real love and they grow attached to each other, finding that this new life beats their past. However, others from their past start coming through other portals attempting to bring them back to their war. Believing that their lord/lady has been brainwashed, they seek to sabotage the little home and family they built up together.
• 
  

  

  
  "Sorry to bother your sleep and all, but what's your steam password?"
  
  Lonely Roommate x Her Friendly Sleep Paralysis Demon
  Modern/Sci-Fi | Romance | Fantasy
  
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  ɪᴛ'ꜱ ʙᴇᴇɴ ꜰᴀʀ ᴛᴏᴏ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ
  ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʀᴇᴄᴛɪꜰʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ
  ɴᴏ, ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴠᴏᴏᴅᴏᴏ ᴅᴏʟʟꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰɪɢᴜʀɪɴᴇꜱ
  ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ʜᴀᴜɴᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ꜱᴄʀᴇᴇɴ
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  ʜᴀᴜɴᴛ ᴍᴇ | ꜱᴀᴍꜱᴀ
  ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺
  
  A lonely girl moves into a house rumored to be haunted because its cheap. She finds out that the rumors are true, but the ghost is different than expected.​
  Moving out of a house as a result of a recent breakup, YC is left to fend for herself. Without much to work with, she chooses to look into a house listed as cheap as a result of a recent death. Rumored to be haunted, most people have avoided purchasing the house for themselves despite the tough housing market. Left with no other option, YC moves in, only to find that the rumors were true, but not as how other people expected. The ghost indoors isn't hostile, but in fact shares a lot in common with YC. Dying from a home robbery gone wrong, the regrets MC had before dying was strong enough to keep him bound to the premises. However, while he might have been depressed before, finding company so similar to him causes him to start looking forward to tomorrow. Undead hi-jinks ensue when he starts possessing different objects to remain by her side throughout the day.
• Don't forget to be kind to yourself.
  

  

  
  Every little star has a reason to shine. ​

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Writing Samples
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If you're curious as to how I write, here's a few active threads where you could find my work!

ᴀ ᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪᴅɴɪɢʜᴛ ʀɪᴅᴇʀ
(Sci-Fi Fantasy)

𝔽𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕋𝕠 𝔽𝕚𝕟𝕚𝕤𝕙
(Modern Fantasy)

━ ◦ ✤ 𝕱𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔰 & 𝕾𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔰 ✤ ◦ ━
(Modern Fantasy)

𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕤: 𝔸 𝕊𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕕 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖
(Isekai Fantasy)​

 

[Tenzai]

𝕋𝕖𝕟𝕫𝕒𝕚'𝕤 ℝ𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕋𝕙𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕
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𝕋𝕖𝕟𝕫𝕒𝕚'𝕤 𝕋𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕋𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕤


𝔸𝕟 𝔼𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕄𝕚𝕕𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 ℂ𝕒𝕗𝕖
Jan 4, 2024
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

━ ◦ ✤ 𝕱𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔰 & 𝕾𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔰 ✤ ◦ ━
Aug 31, 2024
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⋅─────────⊱༺ ♰ ༻⊰─────────⋅

𝔽𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕋𝕠 𝔽𝕚𝕟𝕚𝕤𝕙
Jun 3, 2024
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◯ ── ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʙᴇʏᴏɴᴅ ᴏʙʟɪᴠɪᴏɴ ── ☾
Feb 1, 2025
──✩₊⁺⋆◯ꔫ☾⋆⁺₊✧──

──✩₊⁺⋆◯ꔫ☾⋆⁺₊✧──​

 

[Tenzai]

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​

The hours in a day are but speckles on an hourglass.

Tenzai's Logs of a Curious Mind, Journal Entry #1
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ᴅᴇ ɪɴꜱᴏᴍɴɪɪꜱ / ᴏɴ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍꜱ | ᴡᴜᴛʜᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴡᴀᴠᴇꜱ ᴏꜱᴛ
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─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

One of the hardest parts of making amazing friends is knowing that there are only so many hours to give in a day.​

2024 has been an amazing year for me! In fact, it's been one of the most impactful ones of my life! I got to meet some wonderful people through a hobby that became a passion, even one who managed to get me into therapy after being able to envision a whole universe of characters and stories with them! To think, all it took was me seeing their request thread pop up three times before my brain took it as a sign to reach out. Now? I can't imagine engaging in roleplaying as a whole the same way without all I've learned writing with them, incorporating songs, creating comfy ooc, using gifs and images, adding depth and writing multiple characters, and a whole slew of other things! What started as another method of passing time through writing had turned into making memories breathing life into a world that only we know. Not only that, but I was also able to share that same energy with other writing partners and even people in real life as well! Its crazy how meeting the right person could shift your life's trajectory. Feels like something that only occurs in fiction- But... Its real!

Though with therapy and finding new people that could bring out the best in me, it did bring up some changes in me that others noted well. The more I grew, the more I wanted to explore myself more; To build more memories with the people I care about in whatever I thought was interesting. It led me to getting back into programming and video editing for fun again; Both things I left behind because I thought no one would appreciate them. Also led to me becoming a dungeon master who impressed multiple many friends and strangers alike! Hell, I've even started a storytelling thread to continue a story while my writing partner was in grad school! But, with me indulging in all that truly interested me, I found myself lacking time and energy, painfully realizing that there's only so much time in a day that I could use to spend with the people that make me smile. Only so much time I could engage with the skills I want to "get good" with. I think, it was this realization that made me realize that time is a valuable resource. Its something too precious to waste. It also made me realize just how much I cared about people if I spent that limited time with them, whether that be writing or chatting. With that being said,

The friends and memories that come with every great story, both written and irl, are priceless.
If one of those friends are reading this, you know who you are, this means you're appreciated and valued. Don't forget that, okay?

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

So what now?
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​

Who knows? I do plan on releasing videos again, giving it my best shot after finding success twice, yet failing to push through as a result of IRL circumstances. Whether it goes well or not? I don't think I really care if it fails. Just being able to see what comes out of it is reason enough! Maybe I might make some new friends along the way or make some current friends smile with it too!

But in roleplaying? I think I've found contentment. Does it suck a little that things are beginning to slow with some of my favorites? Admittedly a little, but none of it seems to have affected the comfiness I have in OOC with people who transcended writing partners and became true friends. It also means I have more time to pursue new creative pursuits while I wait for them to get back to a place where they're more free to write again so it isn't like I'm wasting time waiting around either! ^^ Gotta give them something to look forward to that doesn't just involve roleplaying, no?

Maybe I might toss up another MxF or FxF thread now that I'm comfortable with writing women or maybe I'll reach out to the one writer on this site who I've been waiting to open their RT up after SO LONG. GAHHH. Grumble, grumble. Dont mind me kicking my past self in the ass for not reaching out for the short time they were looking. Some writers here are absolutely amazing. Swear.

Anywho, I think that's enough for now. Maybe I might make more of these journal updates or maybe not. Whatever future Tenzai feels, its up to him. Oh yeah, and before I forget; To whoever reads this, whether that be someone I know, a new face, or a future me:

Don't forget to be kind to yourself and to be patient with your heart.

Every little star has a reason to shine. ​

 

[Tenzai]

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
Cogito Ergo Sum.

Tenzai's Logs of a Curious Mind, Journal Entry #2
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ᴍɪꜱꜱɪɴɢ ʟɪᴍʙꜱ (ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ'ꜱ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴄʜᴜʀᴄʜ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ) | ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴛᴏᴋᴇɴ
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─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​

Do you ever get the feeling that things are changing incredibly fast? That's how I feel looking back on all that occurred over the last three-four weeks. The older I get, the more time feels like it flies by me, but I don't think there's anything particularly wrong with that. Whatever issues I'm going through at the moment fly by pretty damn fast and whatever goals I set my mind to feel a lot more in reach. A week doesn't sound like too long anymore. Hells, not even a month or a year. In all honesty, every time I blink, its another Wednesday or well... Tuesday in this case. Though, there is a feeling I can't shake off: The feeling that with every day that passes, I leave another piece of a past me behind.

Memories feel just that little more distant and the people that I once felt super close to are changing as the days go on too. Not that its a bad thing specifically, life comes with changes and I love seeing the people I once spent so much time with chase their dreams. Its just, sometimes I don't feel real in my own body the more I chase my own dreams. A part of me feels like I have become the person I aspired to be for others and that's fucking awesome, but another part of me fears that that the person in my reflection is someone I recognize less and less, and that scares me. Sometimes, I ask myself whether I'm the same Tenzai that came into 2024, or whether the me I see in the mirror is someone different entirely. Regardless of whatever the answer is, I just hope that whatever Tenzai comes ahead of me is someone I could be proud about. I want to be the source of happy memories, somebody that people could come to for safety. If there's any resolution I want to keep, I want it to be that one.

I know my life's going to change a lot more this year too and there's no knowing how far I'll go. I'll be returning to looking for work somewhere this year and I have some places lined up already that I need to think about. Hope that goes well! Also, my therapy is going to end sometime in Summer, and while it sucks to know that there's an end to such a good thing, I'm... Not scared of saying goodbye for the first time. I feel like my therapist has done a wonderful job in helping bring the side of me my lucky writing partners and my friends love out.

I guess, after thinking about it all now and putting my thoughts into words, the main thing that I wondered this month is whether this me, the one writing and making all these beautiful stories happen, the one typing this all out right now and going through all of these changes, is the real me or a beautiful mask. Then again, the fact that I'm able to be like this for this long is starting to make me believe that the person I am now is truly who I want to be.

I think, therefore I am; I want to believe that I could be made hope incarnate, for myself and for others.
For now, I think I'm content. I've found amazing people here and in real life. People I won't trade for anything else.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

So what now?
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​

I do my best with what's to come. In the end, I feel like that's the main thing that matters. I've made one video so far and I plan on making more, just for myself if it doesn't go anywhere. I do plan on getting back on track with my weightlifting too. Since my parents are getting old and my wife isn't the strongest, I want to be able to help them all out when they need me most. Nothing beats the feeling of making your loved ones smile, even when its hard to smile yourself sometimes.

Roleplaying wise? I think I might focus on writing beautiful stories, going above and beyond to create something memorable with the partners that built me a home on this site. While I've been exploring different settings and different dynamics between characters, I think, overall, my favorite type of story to write is a story of healing and transformation, creating homes out of ruins and beauty out of scars. Giving characters second chances from what they believe was rock bottom has been a consistent theme that I can't seem to get enough of, and a part of that feels like its my own little version of therapy. Believing in these fictional dorks has made me believe a lot more in myself, especially when my writing partners are just as invested in these stories like I am! That feeling is priceless, I swear!

Anyways, I think that's more than enough for this entry. January has had its ups and downs, but its been a warm month for me in terms of passion and enjoyment. As always, to whoever reads this, whether that be someone I know, a new face, or a future me:

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
Don't forget to be kind to yourself and to be patient with your heart.

Every little star has a reason to shine.
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​

 

[Tenzai]

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
To live is to learn. A good life is a never-ending journey of discovery made possible through passion.

Tenzai's Logs of a Curious Mind, Journal Entry #3
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ɴᴏ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪꜰꜱ | ʟʏɴ (ᴘᴇʀꜱᴏɴᴀ 5 ᴏꜱᴛ)
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─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​

Now Tenzai, what the fuck have you been smoking? To whoever is reading this, whether its the me of the future, someone who I'm currently writing with, or just some interested onlooker, hello! This is my monthly donation of text to this journal, a scheduled etching of my history on this website as well as a checkpoint in my life. Recently, I've learned... Or well, I've understood better about what it means to be truly alive: That is, to never stop learning. Passion is a river that cuts through the monotony of living, especially during tough times. Try as I might to diverge my path greatly, I find it hard to really force myself to change if its unwanted; So instead of becoming someone I'm not, I chose to become the best version of me, taking steps every day to further what sets my heart ablaze.

I've heard a quote recently that touched my heart: Light yourself on fire with passion and people will come from miles to watch you burn. Somehow, its been ringing pretty true. In my chase to become better at what I love doing, I've met many wonderful people, each who astound me in their own ways, all of them also having a lesson to teach. For every writing partner I've had the luck of really creating something special with, I could say many lovely lessons I've learned from writing with them, whether that comes with aesthetics, writing in general, or even being a better person. I've learned to become hungry and confident in my ability to write and create. I've gained value as a person outside of roleplaying as well. Its a wonder how I never felt like this before, but now I feel like its really something special and meaningful to me, akin to a life's calling so to speak, and I hope I could keep on improving incrementally everyday, experimenting with more whether it comes to plots and settings or just being able to better share that imagination through written word and storytelling.

The people who have helped me discover myself had made me develop exponentially, bringing out that golden character that I aspire to be for myself, and even now, I hope I find even more growth. To know that every week or month, I'll be just that little bit better than I was the last had given a feeling of hope that few other vices could ever attempt to compete with. Though, in that journey of self-discovery, I find myself understanding that there are some things my heart is not really in. Video-making itself had been a fun past time at times, but without the mentors to help me grow or the collaborative attention that my other passions have, I find myself feeling unfulfilled by it. I haven't really felt able to grow as a video editor, despite my improvements when it came to image editing, so for now, I guess that means I'll be putting the video work on hiatus until another burst of inspiration beckons more out of me. I just don't want to invest myself heavily into something, only for it to lead to disappointment without proper planning and work around it. I don't want to be burnt out of a potential passion because I lack the social and mental infrastructure to maintain it.

With that being said, I'm aware of how potent my passions could be. I've been asked recently what would I do should I face anxiety, and in response to that question, I mentioned that when I start feeling like the world is becoming overwhelming, I pickup a keyboard and lock-in to a world of fiction, only returning to address my problem once I feel myself properly emotionally isolated from it to make clear-minded decisions versus emotionally charged ones. I've also noticed its power when it came to work too. Due to my part time work being based off of the completion of a task, I reduced it from taking an hour to taking ten minutes just for the sake of returning home quicker to return back to creating memories for the people I enjoy spending time with. Its the little things like that, like feeling the need to drive home safely in order to have more time to do what you love, that remind me of just how lucky I am to have found something I genuinely enjoy doing and I hope it could keep leading me further into this golden age of myself. I might not be perfect, hell... I'm still far from it even in my own passions, but being able to see the enthusiasm of those I speak to about it had made me feel content. I'm a founder of meaningful memories and I hope to be the source of many more. Its a simple life goal but a goal I pursue wholeheartedly.

And sometimes it feels like a simple goal with clear steps is a treasure unlike any other.

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───

So what now?
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​

I've been thinking about doing pixel art again for the sake of creating bringing the worlds that come to mind into greater clarity for others to see. We'll see how it goes and if it works, its wonderful, but if it doesn't, its no big deal. I've also been doing image editing, slapping text and doing minor edits to give manga panels and adjacent images something memorable to return to in the hopes that I could make a gallery of meaningful events across all my RPs. There is still a few more banners I need to make for other things, but for now, I think I'm doing well more than enough. With some of my writing partners returning back to the regular busywork of their lives, whether that be vacations, grad school, or general work, I might reach out to one more RP thread, but we'll see. As much as I enjoy writing, I do want to spare some time for a lot of other passions after all!

 

[Tenzai]

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
Transitions.

Tenzai's Logs of a Curious Mind, Journal Entry #4
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ꜰᴀʟʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ | ꜱʟᴇᴇᴘ ᴛᴏᴋᴇɴ
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─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​

Wow! To think I've been writing in this journal once a month for the past four. To have gone from trying out new things to see what stuck to making more things that I was proud of, even now, after over a year of working on my stories, I still find myself changing because of it. Writing has become easy and music is beginning to get there, but at the same time, I do miss what I used to have with some of my most special writing partners. Going from writing a single sci-fi story to creating a universe that multiple people partake in yet having so much more to give, I can't help but feel lucky enough to have found my happiness through the creation of memories with people I genuinely think are really cool.

Still, there's so much more to grow and there's still so much more life to live. Am I still afraid of the future? Definitely. But am I excited to see what tomorrow has to offer? Absolutely. Waking up early has been a joy ever since I got involved in making music and in my group RP too. To have a regular group of people to shoot the shit with while creating alongside was something I never knew I would've enjoyed so much until now. I've been in other groups before, but they typically didn't pan out the way I expected. Even if its still too soon to think of whether this one would last beyond the others, I don't plan on taking it for granted. Whether it lasts for a few months or years, I'm going to enjoy it all the way; Maybe even use it for inspiration to create my own one day!

But other than music and catering to my passions, what have I been doing? I think the best words for it is, I've been clawing out of the dent I've dug for myself since a child; Therapy and the right people had helped me unburden myself from the weight of my own insecurities, so much so that I started genuinely feeling true value for myself. Mental health is a journey, not a destination. Of course, despite whatever help I get from friends, family, and my therapist alike, I still go through storms like everyone else. However, these storms don't seem to last as long as I recall, nor are they as harsh on my mind and creativity as they used to be and I think its the people I write with and the people I love that really have helped with taking the power of my anxiety and depression away. To know that my writing has allowed me a chance to write with damn near anyone I took a genuine interest in was truly empowering and I hope I could keep finding more ways to improve beyond what I'm familiar with even now!

So what's next? What is eventually to come for the digital construct, Tenzai? Honestly, I don't know and I think its completely fine if I don't. Life has been an abundant series of mystery and discovery. Would I change drastically in the next month or would I remain the same, I don't have the answers, yet I feel as though as long as I give time to prioritize my own growth and give myself the time to, I'll get closer to being what would make me proud with time. But for now? We do our best with every opportunity that we're given, whether that be writing and creating, or just improving as a person. Anywho, I think that's a good enough update for now. Its getting late and my mind is sleepy after a long night DMing for a party I've had for over a year already, and I hope to keep giving them more to look forward to in the years thereafter.

 

[Tenzai]

ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ᴜɴᴜꜱᴜᴀʟ ᴅᴇᴍᴏɴᴛ - 'ꜱᴜɢᴀʀ'

0:00 ——————— 2:00
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𝓐𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓜𝓮XX 𝓟𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓷𝓮𝓻 & 𝓢𝓽𝓸𝓻𝔂 𝓟𝓻𝓮𝓯𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓮𝓼XX 𝓟𝓵𝓸𝓽𝓼 & 𝓟𝓪𝓲𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼XX 𝓚𝓲𝓷𝓴𝓼 & 𝓛𝓲𝓶𝓲𝓽𝓼X

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  RP Location: PMs & Threads
  Style: 3rd Person
  Time Zone: PST
  Status: Selectively Looking
  Word Count: 500-3000+
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  To whoever comes across this thread to take a peek; Hi, hello, and welcome to my little corner of BMR! My name is Tenzai, the aesthetic loving digital construct who's dabbling in making memories through fiction!
  
  I'm a married, story-driven writer in his late twenties with a penchant for seeing my flawed characters fight for their happy endings through shitty circumstances!
  
  
  ────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──────────​
  
  Now what would you come to expect from writing a story with me?
  
  ✦ Writing Length - I typically write multi-paragraph responses that could expand into novella territory depending on how inspired I feel with writing in the moment!
  
  ✦ My average is usually between 900 to 1.5k words, but I aim to match the length of my writing partner.​
  
  ✦ Posting Frequency - My response rate may vary depending on the amount of free time I have at the moment, but at minimum, I could post once a week.
  
  ✦ On average however, I could post multiple times, but should something occur where I need to ask for patience or I can't write at the same lengths as usual, I'll be sure to let you know.​
  
  ✦ Ghosting Policy - Don't feel too pressured to post anymore than you can. Just because I respond back fast doesn't mean I require you to do the same! We're both here to have a good time, and should life happen where the story isn't sustainable, don't worry about it! Just means I have more time to spend elsewhere too! Life always comes first and at the end of the day, this is a hobby. Least we could do is aim to have a great time building something special together with the limited time we have!
  
  ✦ Multiple Characters - I usually shotgun blast my writing partners with a starting cast featuring multiple main characters! So, expect to see my mains interacting with each other, side characters, and NPCs throughout the story! Whatever actions that happen to one character would have a ripple effect across other characters and their environment too!
  
  ✦ Plot & Smut Ratio - I don't have a particular ratio in mind, but I do have a strong preference for story over smut. To me, the plot is the meat of the story and the sex is the spice that gives a relationship a special kick!
  
  ✦ Flexibility - I'm extremely flexible on plot ideas. Say you feel like you want to add an additional layer on top of a story, character, location, or arc, be my guest! I love it when my writing partners get creative, even while the story is ongoing! Don't think the worldbuilding would end only at the plotting step!
  
  ✦ OOC - I'm very open to OOC. In fact, I even welcome it! If you have any preferences you'd like to include after the story starts or if you don't feel comfortable with something, please let me know. I'd like to build a place where you could feel comfortable with sharing your thoughts and ideas openly! Maybe even dork out over our characters and their little wins too! We don't need to be best friends, but an open line of communication would be nice! Though if we're in it for the long term, I'd like to be your friend as well if I could help it!
  
  ✦ Faceclaims - I prefer drawn-images only. Real-life pictures of people are kind of a no-go for me, simply because I don't like the idea of using real people for characters, especially in an ERP setting.
  
  ✦ Creativity - Something I love doing for my writing partners is experimenting with new ideas, whether that be in character or post structure. Experimenting was a huge part of my growth in writing and IRL, so you might see me trying out new things here and there to see whether it lands!
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  Story Preferences​
  
  ✦ Preferred Settings - My favorite settings to write in is high fantasy mixed with sci-fi, but I also enjoy blending it with modern, isekai/otome, cyberpunk, and post-apocalyptic too! Medieval/historical for me is a bit of a tougher sell, but I'm willing to listen if the premise is interesting enough!
  
  ✦ Preferred Tempo - As for the intensity/tempo of the roleplay; A good blend of uptime (action/drama scenes) and downtime (quiet moments for character growth and bonding) is more than enough for me! Too much of one or the other can be a little bland, but I'll be sure to let you know if I'd like to time skip/fast forward a certain scene should I feel like its dragging a little long!
  
  ✦ Preferred Length - I usually prefer long-term, story driven plots where growth and character development happens over arcs. For me, its the hardest fought stories that bring about the happiest endings! Whether that be internal demons like trauma or anxiety, or an enemy that prevents them from living the life they always wanted to, I aim to explore a character's development through and through! Triply so if its with other characters in a cast too!
  
  ✦ Fandoms or Originals? - Apologies for all my fandom lovers out there, but I only do original plots and settings! Inspirations are always welcome should an idea or premise from an already established stories sound interesting to bring in, but I struggle to write in worlds that aren't our own.
  
  
  Partner/Character Preferences​
  *Disclaimer. Don't take this as a must have checklist. Its really just what I've found with my favorite writing partners who made me so passionate as a writer!
  
  ✦ Great OOC! - Above everything else, I find myself looking the most forward to writing stories with writing partners that I have wonderful OOC with! After spending over a year on this site, I learned that great OOC could turn a good story into a great one, and a great story into an iconic one!
  
  ✦ Inclusion of Music, Images, and Gifs - Some say that a picture is worth a thousand words, and I'm one of them! It helps with building a quick glimpse as to what someone has in mind with a location/facial expression/event/etc. Music on the other hand is a perfect way of setting the mood! Double points if the lyrics are relevant to the situation on hand too!
  
  ✦ Patience - I've been burnt out of RPs before because I was pushed to write even when I wasn't able to create. Life happens sometimes, and I hope that while I respect your time, given this is a hobby and there are no deadlines, that you can also respect mine too.
  
  ✦ Excitement/Passion - There is nothing like seeing the reaction of my writing partner's when it comes to creating! It genuinely excites me seeing my lines conjure emotions in the hearts of those that write with me! Both giving and being recipient of that energy is one of the joys of roleplaying and I hope its something I could find in others too!
  
  ✦ Effort - Great effort does not go unnoticed! As someone who often messes around with BBCode, image, and video editing, seeing other people experiment/do their best often inspires me to do the same! To those who put effort into standing out in their opening message, whether that be showing a bit of personality or your BBCode prowess, be sure to know that it will be appreciated ^^
  
  ✦ Unordinary Characters in Mundane Conflicts - Why can't an angel bitch about paying taxes? Can't a demon complain about their commute? I find this story element both entertaining and potentially meaningful! It bridges the gap between vastly different characters if they both deal with the same ordinary day-to-day issues.
  
  ✦ Character Humor - Sometimes, my characters might verbalize a joke to lighten up a dark situation or soften a mood. Other times, they might say something unintentionally funny while angry or drunk. Expect to see some of this from me too!
  
  ✦ Characters with a bit of Snark - On the other end of the spectrum, my characters might not always have a particularly fond opinion of yours or each other. They might bitch about each other often or just complain about their general situation. I love writing characters that can be rude on the surface, yet be so caring underneath!
  
  ✦ Character Intimacy - I think what I find most interesting to write isn't the action scenes, the spicy sex, nor the angst that surround failures and bad decisions. It's about what happens during their downtime. I love indulging in the aftercare and the calm in between scenes.
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  Plots
  Trapped in My Favorite World As A Mob​
  YC, a gamer who usually only plays by herself or with her best friend, plays her favorite VR MMORPG game only to end up falling asleep inside and waking up without a way to logout. As she reaches to remove her helmet, she finds none there, though oddly enough, the world feels more real. She could feel the very environment around her a lot more than her helmet would have once simulated.
  
  Interestingly, other players are still out and about, and while asking them for help, they treat her as an NPC or worse, a mob. Upon being slain by players for her first time, she reawakens back where she fell asleep in the first place. Will YC be able to escape her fate, discovering the truth? Would she settle down and make a life of her own? Or would she break before she rediscovers a new life here in the virtual world? That's up to YC to decide.
  
  
  Reincarnated into a Dating Sim?​
  YC, an otome enthusiast and someone who lived a dreadful life in the past, had ended up passing away due to a freak accident only to find out, the Goddess of the Afterlife had accidentally made her life a lot worse than she should've. As compensation to avoid looking bad in front of the other kami, she offers a choice to throw YC into another world where she could relive her existence her way in a show of grace.
  
  This world that she offers is a world far in the future made of the culmination of every dating sim in YC's favorite otome game series. Every beloved character she knew before exists in this very realm, each as real as she is. Would YC be able to find her happy ending in this new life? Or will she succumb to a bad end again?
  
  
  Indebted to You​
  YC is someone who ended up enslaved/grossly indebted to an unkind master that sees them for less than a living being. However, upon serving their debt as a tool, they end up finding someone else who is also serving their contract and they end up getting along. Cue the two girls scheming up a way to earn their freedom while gaining revenge on the certain someone that owns both of them, only to end up finding out that they share a lot more in common than they could ever imagine. Would love blossom from a shared enemy? Or would they become subject to a bad ending due to their inability to see each other above their differences?
  
  
  My Villainess Can't Be This Cute​
  YC is either a betrayed heroine who ends up being forced to fight alongside their villainess, a pawn who ends up adopted by the villainess after losing their home, or a rival that has been captured by their enemy. Whoever they may be, they end up spending time with MC only to find out that, beyond the reputation she amassed while playing the role of villainess, she actually is much kinder/sweeter than who their past allegiances had them believe. Will they be able to find a new life together? Or will their initial distance push them too far beyond romance?
  
  
  
  
  If you do choose to pick one of the plots up above, feel free to choose a setting that you'd like to write it in and we could cook the rest from there!
  
  Pairings​
  Don't see what you like up there? Here are a few pairings I'm more than happy to try out! I could do much more than these of course, but these were what I could come up with off the top of my head! Feel free to come at me with ideas too, should you feel passionate about a certain idea.
  ✦ Assassin x Quarry
  ✦ Android x Engineer
  ✦ Bodyguard x Mistress
  ✦ Demon x Guardian Angel
  ✦ Ghost x Cursed Soul
  ✦ Heroine x Final Boss
  ✦ Knight x Princess
  ✦ Paladin x Spirit Weapon
  ✦ Summoned x Summoner
  ✦ Witch/Warlock x Wizard/Student
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  Kinks
  None of these are absolute needs, but I love them all regardless.
  
  • Aftercare
  • Begging
  • Biting
  • Bondage
  • Choking
  • Clothed Sex
  • Consensual
  • Dubcon
  • Fingering
  • Grinding
  • Handholding
  • Head pats
  • Kissing/Making Out
  • Magic Use For The Sake of Pleasure
  • Messy Orgasms
  • Obsession
  • Oral
  • Overstimulation, both giving and receiving
  • Praise
  • Risk of Getting Caught
  Limits
  These are unnegotiable dealbreakers. If you don't see something here and you're curious about whether your kink is fine with me, please let me know first. The worst I could say is no.
  
  • Blood-related incest
  • Gore, snuff, physical abuse, death, and mutilation
  • Inflation
  • Parasites
  • Scat
  • Underage characters
  • Vore
  • Zoophilia

ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜱᴀᴍᴘʟᴇꜱ

𝔸𝕟 𝔼𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕄𝕚𝕕𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥 ℂ𝕒𝕗𝕖

A sci-fi isekai fantasy PM story where a cafe girl gets reincarnated into a world where her favorite characters exist in a futuristic galaxy featuring exotic, alien, and mythological species.

𝕱𝔞𝔫𝔤𝔰 & 𝕾𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔱𝔰

A modern fantasy story where a vampire detective and a pureblood vampire wage war against the darkness while maintaining their humanity.

ꜱᴇɴᴛᴇɴᴄᴇᴅ ᴀᴘᴏᴄʀʏᴘʜᴀ

A modern fantasy story where a team of convicted sinners are given a second chance to regain their freedom from their past through trials.

ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʙᴇʏᴏɴᴅ ᴏʙʟɪᴠɪᴏɴ

An apocalyptic fantasy story where a pair of vampire ronin help their newly enthralled priestess bring back the light to a dying world.

𝔼𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕟𝕒𝕝 𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕤: 𝔸 𝕊𝕖𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕕 ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖

An isekai fantasy story where a girl gets reincarnated into the universe of her favorite otome game franchise

ᴇᴍʙᴇʀꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ᴅʏɪɴɢ ꜱᴋʏ

A sci-fi fantasy story where a girl is trapped in a tower, only to be "freed" into a world alien from her own.

 

[Tenzai]

Don't mind this. Just wanted to designate a little place on BMR to test out a few things! Specifically, xtables from here!

Notes to self:
- Xtable seems to be the only thing that needs to be in square brackets. Internal formatting of rows and columns seems to be placed in curly brackets.
- tr refers to column. td refers to row.
- Xtable can accept arguments:

- Xtable alignment can be assigned: xtable=bcenter, bright, bleft
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- td can accept arguments that must be separated via vertical line (|):

- The border width can be changed: td=border:{insert number here between one and ten}
- The border color argument can be given a hex code: border-color:{insert hex code here}
- The border background color argument can be given a hex cod: bcolor:{insert hex code here}
- The table width argument can be given a pixel count. It can also be given a height too. {number of pixels}pxx@ or {number of pixels}x{number of pixels}​

Borders

This is an x-table with a neat border

[xtable=bcenter]{tr}{td=border:5|border-color:#04d9ff|500pxx@}This is a table with a neat border{/td}{/tr}[/xtable]

Boxes

And this is an xtable with a neat box.

[xtable=bcenter]{tr}{td=border:0|bcolor:#CCCCCC|500pxx@} [B][COLOR=rgb(0, 0, 0)]And this is an xtable with a neat box.[/COLOR][/B]{/td}{/tr}[/xtable]

*Note 1. Use a font that has wonderful contrast from the rear color.... And also use a color that isn't bright @-@ My eyes, they burn.
*Note 2. The code is finicky with spaces. Good to know!

Padding (pretty much an xtable within an xtable)

And this should have 200 pixels worth of padding around it. Neat!

[xtable=bcenter]{tr}{td=border:5|border-color:#000000|bcolor:#CCCCCC|700pxx@}[xtable=bcenter]{tr}{td=border:0|500pxx@}[center]And this should have 200 pixels worth of padding around it. Neat![/center]{/td}{/tr}[/xtable]{/td}{/tr}[/xtable]

Now let's combine them all.

ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ʀᴏꜱᴇᴀᴛᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴏxʏꜱᴍ | ᴀᴢᴀʟɪ ↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺ ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───​ "Nullam enim ante, gravida quis velit a, sodales volutpat augue."Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit, sed do eiusmod tempor incididunt ut labore et dolore magna aliqua. Ut enim ad minim veniam, quis nostrud exercitation ullamco laboris nisi ut aliquip ex ea commodo consequat. Duis aute irure dolor in reprehenderit in voluptate velit esse cillum dolore eu fugiat nulla pariatur. Excepteur sint occaecat cupidatat non proident, sunt in culpa qui officia deserunt mollit anim id est laborum. Sed in auctor nibh, non mollis orci. Vivamus a ante vulputate sapien ullamcorper blandit. Integer facilisis nisl enim, eget malesuada lacus porttitor et. Cras luctus ex est, at laoreet ligula aliquet et. Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Nullam placerat efficitur nibh, non facilisis magna aliquam non. Orci varius natoque penatibus et magnis dis parturient montes, nascetur ridiculus mus. Nullam rutrum sed magna in malesuada. "Donec pharetra urna lectus!"​

hex codes: Fortuna - #F7DA64
background - #7f7f7f
text - #000000

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[SIZE=6][COLOR=rgb(0, 0, 0)]ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: [B]ʀᴏꜱᴇᴀᴛᴇ ᴘᴀʀᴏxʏꜱᴍ[/B] | [B]ᴀᴢᴀʟɪ[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
[SIZE=5][URL='https://youtu.be/c7glzsx0DDY?si=9JxesFby6TpxnOw6'][COLOR=rgb(0, 0, 0)]↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺[/COLOR][/URL][/SIZE]
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That's actually pretty sick.​

 

[Tenzai]

...But damn is it bittersweet. | Tenzai's Logs of a Curious Mind
ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛᴇʟʟ | ʟᴜᴋᴇ ᴄʜɪᴀɴɢ - I need you like water, my love.

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Dear Tenzai,

Two weeks. Two weeks was all it took to go from unemployed to being offered a job after an interview at the top of a ten story skyscraper where your past year in roleplaying had made you connect with an interviewer that wrote fiction himself. Its exciting but its very scary to think that in such a short amount of time, so much could change. First week was applying without any idea as to whom would respond. The second week was covered in first and second round interviews, phone screenings, zoom group calls with people far beyond your age, and making casual conversation with people I doubt I would ever have a chance to see again. Next week? I have to choose one of those places I interviewed with to come back to with an ID and a voided check. While my family, friends, and loved ones are excited for me, and to some extent I am too now that it means that I could spoil the people I love, I can't help but feel that this is all very...

Bittersweet.​

The 2k+ and 3k sized posts that I've been known to write in passing will most likely come to an end; Or at the least suffer delays. My ability to keep up with several stories at once would most likely be impacted if not reduced to being able to respond to once or twice a day. For the near future too, it seems like my ability to write side stories or make music would come to a momentary halt as one of the jobs I've been offered had scheduled 56 hours a week for the first month while training (9-7 Mon to Fri, 10-4 Saturday.). But that's just the writing end; I think the thing that I would miss most is being able to see my wife wake up or sharing lunch and breakfast with her, hosting DND regularly on Wednesday nights and joining others on Thursday evenings, or spending time with the family while going through therapy; It feels like a blessing and a curse to fall in love with all I done with my time, but at the same time? Its this love and passion for these things, to write with the people I think are wonderful, to be with the people that make me happy, to create whatever my mind and heart desires that makes me...

Hungry.​

Unlike the last time I worked where I didn't know where I was going or what I was striving for, this time, I know what I want. I want to chase that freedom with open arms, finding a role that could make this life I had before working sustainable and I won't let anything get in the way. Its the pursuit of happiness that itself brings purpose and happiness; The knowledge that what I am sacrificing now in the short term would lead to something meaningful in the long term. I don't need to be rich; I don't need to have clout or some other abstract goal. I just want to write and create, to be with the ones I love while doing so, and to be the best version of myself through it all. I think that'll be enough; A simple goal to achieve, one that's realistic yet all encompassing; One that doesn't require me to be anything that I'm not; One that isn't dictated by anyone else other than myself. This new chapter of my life doesn't have to be an end; Its just another beginning. Besides...

Its better to have known love and lost than to have never known love at all. ​

...But damn is it bittersweet.​

 

[Tenzai]

Nah, fuck that. I choose me. | Tenzai's Logs of a Curious Mind
ɴᴏᴡ ᴘʟᴀʏɪɴɢ: ꜱɪʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇꜰᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴛᴏʀᴍꜱ | ᴅᴍ ᴅᴏᴋᴜʀᴏ

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Dear Tenzai,

Don't settle for any less ever again. The day after tomorrow, I plan on rejecting the company that offered me a job that required me to sacrifice all that I built up outside of it. Recently found out through an odd hunch that the corporation I interviewed for was a devilcorp, aka. direct marketing where I'd be forced to lie for long hours to make a profit off commissions. The long hours, mediocre pay, and the long commute across a toll bridge all combined made me realize that it simply isnt worth it. I've left one terrible job and I'm not planning on ruining all I've accomplished mentally and emotionally with another one. I'll find my way even if it takes time, but I'm not going to forsake my morals and my happiness for money in the short term.

If I have to do gig work in the meantime or take part time work, that's more than enough for me; But 60+ hours of nothing but grunt work that will drain whatever emotional capacity I have isn't the way to go. My happiness lies in the people I love, not in the workplace. My happiness lies in the passion of creation, not in wasted time and opportunity. If it means I need to go back to school again to pursue that happiness, then so be it, but I will not let this place be where I bury my dream, my joy, and my passion.

I'm hungry for growth, not desperate for money.​