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Veras said:
Fact: James already knew this

Mauahaha! *Steals your name* I don't know what I am going to do with this, but by gods I will do something!


Random fact: Im going to the Maple fest today. :D
 
Face, when I am extremely worried or distraught over something, I tend to clean.
Clean, clean, clean, clean, and clean.
Anything and everything, until the point where I am either exhausted or the problem resolves itself in my mind.
At this current moment, I have now been cleaning straight for three plus hours, I am exhausted and sore.
Still the doubts have not gone away.
So, I will keep unclean until a solution is found.
Or until I believe my sins have been washed away - maybe that is what it is.
This sin, my unrelenting doubt, confused happenings, chaotic consciousness and subconsciousness.

At least my mother will love me when she wakes up this morning.
Now, back to cleaning.
 
My house is now completely clean.
When my mother woke up, she walked out of her room, turned around to walk back in, then closed the door.
Only to open it and walk back out, then asking me if she was in her own home.
Now, I have nothing left to clean.
My issues within myself still aren't resolved.
I even took a bubble bath, then a shower, then even went for a long walk.
That led into running - that almost sent me to the hospital because I overdid it and it started to wreak havoc on my heart.
I have NOTHING to do to distract me.
Or put my chaotic mind into focus.
Or stop the conspiracy theories.

One word....
FUCK!!!!
 
Fact: I'm iced in, but I'm thinking about taking a firm shoulder to the storm door to see if I can pop it open.
 
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