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- Jan 25, 2021
For Zara, she found it extremely hard to keep this attitude up. Sure, she wanted to give him a taste of his own medicine, but she wasn’t the type to keep acting callous. As some silence simmered in after her sarcastic words, the guilt began to eat at her. Sighing, she’d turn her head to apologize, but Aodh gripped her shoulder just as she turned to look at him. Their eyes finally met for the first time since last night, but there was something about his expression that caused her heart to throb in concern.
What came next from his mouth was something she didn’t anticipate at all whatsoever. To say he had no recollection of their intimate moments hours before? To call her a child over a serious topic? Zara was well aware that she could’ve acted more mature, but she didn’t think her approach was all that bad. At least she talked to him briefly instead of just disregarding him entirely. It especially hurt her when he said he wouldn’t waste his time with her if she didn’t straighten up.
It grinded her gears to know that he was quick to get discourteous about how she was behaving, instead of asking what’s wrong… but instead he decided to casually talk and ignore the elephant in the room. Zara has never once seen this side of him or was offered any hints that he could get this way over a small outburst. If she acted this mild around him, how would he act if she were more bitter? Aodh could tell that she was taken back by his response, her eyes widening while furrowing her brows in confusion.
Her lips started to part, to clarify what he was misunderstanding, and to remind him of everything that went down hours before. Not even a sliver of sound exited her mouth before he continued with his criticisms, but this time his words literally pierced through her heart like a sharpened arrow, and they were not Cupid's arrows.
…How could he say that the marks he had given her was unsightly?! He was the sole reason for them, yet blamed her as if she done that to herself?! If he forgot about last night, then why wasn’t he even concerned as to how she received them? As each second ticked, his words soaked into her like a sponge, cutting her up more than seconds before.
Oh, she was infuriated to the core, but it didn’t hold a candle to her overwhelming sorrow. As he shut the door behind him, she could feel her eyes burn with hot tears, caressing down her cheeks to dribble down her chin and onto her exposed lap. It felt as if there was a lump in her throat as it tensed up from trying to subdue her tears, but no matter how hard she tried they still skated against her reddened skin. Using the back of her hand, she’d wipe her salty tears away, sniffling sporadically to rid of any sign of her misfortune.
She’d bite the inside of her cheek as she closed her eyes and took in deep breaths to simmer down, not wanting her emotions to get the best of her. Zara would let him know how she felt and make sure he’d feel it too. In that moment, she was uncaring on how he’d react once her plan was commencing. He was about to earn a severe wakeup call, but she’d hold off on her pettiness for now and do as complied.
It didn’t take too long for the rest of the clothes to finish washing and drying, Zara heaving up the laundry basket to march upstairs and put everything away and make her bed. As she mindlessly folded her clothes, she’d continue to think back on his nasty words, causing her to clutch onto the fabric within her grasp severely. Zara would bite her lower lip so harshly in agitation that striations would be left in the inside of her mouth. Once realizing she was getting too invested on the past, she’d sigh out and dress herself after making her bed, wearing her apprentice clothing to meet up with Aodh despite not wanting anything to do with him for right now.
On top of her stand, she’d grip the petite marionette, inspecting it within her palm while the sudden urge to brutally throw it against the wall struck her. Tapping her boot on the ground beneath her, she’d distract herself from the violent thought she had and started to walk out of the home. She wasn’t going to let him phase her and act as if nothing had happened, but she wouldn’t talk much unless prompted to answer anything.
In the distance, her eyes would focus in on Aodh as he toyed around with a vibrant flame, her hands involuntarily clenching at her sides with the marionette in one of them. Letting out one final elongated puff of air, she’d stand several feet away from him before holding up the motionless doll, signifying she brought what he requested. She tried her hardest to not let any significant emotions to surface on her, instead displaying a relaxed expression as if nothing has ever happened.
What came next from his mouth was something she didn’t anticipate at all whatsoever. To say he had no recollection of their intimate moments hours before? To call her a child over a serious topic? Zara was well aware that she could’ve acted more mature, but she didn’t think her approach was all that bad. At least she talked to him briefly instead of just disregarding him entirely. It especially hurt her when he said he wouldn’t waste his time with her if she didn’t straighten up.
It grinded her gears to know that he was quick to get discourteous about how she was behaving, instead of asking what’s wrong… but instead he decided to casually talk and ignore the elephant in the room. Zara has never once seen this side of him or was offered any hints that he could get this way over a small outburst. If she acted this mild around him, how would he act if she were more bitter? Aodh could tell that she was taken back by his response, her eyes widening while furrowing her brows in confusion.
Was it the effects of what he put in his mouth last night that made him this way? Something was altering him. It couldn’t be him doing this on his own.
Her lips started to part, to clarify what he was misunderstanding, and to remind him of everything that went down hours before. Not even a sliver of sound exited her mouth before he continued with his criticisms, but this time his words literally pierced through her heart like a sharpened arrow, and they were not Cupid's arrows.
…How could he say that the marks he had given her was unsightly?! He was the sole reason for them, yet blamed her as if she done that to herself?! If he forgot about last night, then why wasn’t he even concerned as to how she received them? As each second ticked, his words soaked into her like a sponge, cutting her up more than seconds before.
Oh, she was infuriated to the core, but it didn’t hold a candle to her overwhelming sorrow. As he shut the door behind him, she could feel her eyes burn with hot tears, caressing down her cheeks to dribble down her chin and onto her exposed lap. It felt as if there was a lump in her throat as it tensed up from trying to subdue her tears, but no matter how hard she tried they still skated against her reddened skin. Using the back of her hand, she’d wipe her salty tears away, sniffling sporadically to rid of any sign of her misfortune.
She’d bite the inside of her cheek as she closed her eyes and took in deep breaths to simmer down, not wanting her emotions to get the best of her. Zara would let him know how she felt and make sure he’d feel it too. In that moment, she was uncaring on how he’d react once her plan was commencing. He was about to earn a severe wakeup call, but she’d hold off on her pettiness for now and do as complied.
It didn’t take too long for the rest of the clothes to finish washing and drying, Zara heaving up the laundry basket to march upstairs and put everything away and make her bed. As she mindlessly folded her clothes, she’d continue to think back on his nasty words, causing her to clutch onto the fabric within her grasp severely. Zara would bite her lower lip so harshly in agitation that striations would be left in the inside of her mouth. Once realizing she was getting too invested on the past, she’d sigh out and dress herself after making her bed, wearing her apprentice clothing to meet up with Aodh despite not wanting anything to do with him for right now.
On top of her stand, she’d grip the petite marionette, inspecting it within her palm while the sudden urge to brutally throw it against the wall struck her. Tapping her boot on the ground beneath her, she’d distract herself from the violent thought she had and started to walk out of the home. She wasn’t going to let him phase her and act as if nothing had happened, but she wouldn’t talk much unless prompted to answer anything.
No sass. No attitude. Just learning.
Zara had the slightest idea as to why she still ventured out here to be with him. It probably was the guilt she felt when he said he wouldn’t waste his time with her if she continued acting how she did, knowing that he went through all of that trouble to even get her in the first place.
In the distance, her eyes would focus in on Aodh as he toyed around with a vibrant flame, her hands involuntarily clenching at her sides with the marionette in one of them. Letting out one final elongated puff of air, she’d stand several feet away from him before holding up the motionless doll, signifying she brought what he requested. She tried her hardest to not let any significant emotions to surface on her, instead displaying a relaxed expression as if nothing has ever happened.