"No, I get it. I'm just afraid. When Ally and I broke up, it was mutual, but it broke my heart, I felt like I was going to break in two. Even though we both agreed that we were utterly incompatible outside of the bedroom, I still know deep down it was my fault. I was only in it for the sex, I never asked her how her day went, I never cooked her dinner, I never offered to treat her like she deserved, I just treated her like a piece of meat. Then you, Sean, you deserve her more than I do, you deserve much more than any of us could ever give, you are so selfless." Chamar kissed his chest, "I love you."