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Zapped again, Raphael kind of squealed, jumping back a little. "I was telling the truth!!" Pouting, he gingerly stepped back up to her, trying to ignore how she moved her fingers like she might do it again and nodded. "Fine, I'll stop calling you dummy...buttface." He grinned as he did it, he genuinely didn't like being hurt but he was just trying to be playful with his little sister, nodding as she continued to speak. He had to concede that no, there was nothing wrong with her checking, and he had already started to wash her some more, smiling. "No...I did fight it hard...I still should be, I know how wrong this is, I even feel bad for it...but I do want it, Amelia...that's why I fought so hard. I knew I wanted this...you know I did too." Chuckling, he shook his head as she nipped him...he really didn't think even she could enforce a rule of him not dying but she seemed to think that was reasonable anyway, and her talk of the clones was back again. "I really don't know...I imagine that they have to be alive but I have no real way of knowing...sorry." He had the notion she might want to try and clone her parents, but he really did think the subject had to be alive. They had the memories and mind of the person they were made from...dead things had no minds. Neither did objects. He wrapped his arms around her and squeezed her tight...if that had been what she was thinking, it made him very sad to have to tell her he didn't think it would work.
Her question about his clone made him actually have to think about it. "Jealous...I would be jealous...horny, frustrated...probably not very happy with the real me for taking what could have been fun from him and for giving into you like this...maybe annoyed at you for choosing me..." He smiled softly down at her and held her head to his chest as she cuddled him. He had to admit that being hers, her being his...it felt right. He'd always worried about her, worried that she would never find somebody to love her how she was...but that would never be a problem for her now. He would love her, unconditionally and in ever way she could ever want or desire...he'd love her as her boyfriend, her brother, her lover...her plaything if that was what she insisted on. "I'm not trying to hold things back." He was finding it hard to explain. "I'm just telling you all the things I saw. I really don't like the painful stuff...I'm worried that you do. Umm...the other stuff I don't know. Having my orgasms controlled, being teased...it all sounds frustrating, more entertaining to you than to me, even if the idea of being used for your entertainment and pleasure does excite me, it's all in ways that will frustrate me..." How could he explain that he both did and didn't want some of this stuff? "I love asses...you have the cutest ass I've ever seen...I want to fuck it, I want to take you there...but the idea of being taken there myself just sounds scary and kind of painful so that is out, that and the fucking machine all night thing...I'd be broken by the time you woke." He shook his head, he definitely didn't want any of that, and he couldn't see what pleasure she would get out of it anyway, he had a cock, he would enjoy fucking her ass...she didn't. He began to wash himself. "I turned them off because They are all things that even if I wanted I don't think I could ask for...and I'll say it again, I'm not into being tortured. I really am being as honest as I can though..and honestly...I think I started watching that stuff in the first place because of you...because of how you would just take over me, take what you wanted, when you wanted. Because of your personality...I never thought you were really broken. I never loved you less for who you are...I just based my desires around you...I know that seems weird."
He didn't even think there was anything wrong with him wanting to fuck her roughly, that was just his own desires coming through, ones for something less controlling and more...pleasurable for him. He liked the mental image he had of his sister pinned beneath him as he held her down, of taking out any frustration he had on her, of biting her, nipping her. He finished washing himself much faster than he had with her and as she spoke, he let the shower spray rinse him off, and he slowly lowered himself to his knees. Wrapping his arms around her waist, he kissed her stomach. "Listen, Amelia...all the things I told you...those were just BDSM things I saw. I've never practiced any of it before...I know it turned me on...even the pain part, because they looked like they were being forced. That is the thing that gets me the most...having no choice. I'm telling you now, in case you're worried...I might not want to do some things you do want to do, I might fight you, I might complain...but I'll never ever leave you, and I want you to make me do the things you want...the things you like...no matter the reason you want them. You have my permission, for what it's worth, my blessing and my love, okay? Even if I have to suffer to make you happy, at least you'll be happy...and by extension so will I...probably." he grinned and climbed up to his feet, turning off the shower. "Does that make sense?"
Her question about his clone made him actually have to think about it. "Jealous...I would be jealous...horny, frustrated...probably not very happy with the real me for taking what could have been fun from him and for giving into you like this...maybe annoyed at you for choosing me..." He smiled softly down at her and held her head to his chest as she cuddled him. He had to admit that being hers, her being his...it felt right. He'd always worried about her, worried that she would never find somebody to love her how she was...but that would never be a problem for her now. He would love her, unconditionally and in ever way she could ever want or desire...he'd love her as her boyfriend, her brother, her lover...her plaything if that was what she insisted on. "I'm not trying to hold things back." He was finding it hard to explain. "I'm just telling you all the things I saw. I really don't like the painful stuff...I'm worried that you do. Umm...the other stuff I don't know. Having my orgasms controlled, being teased...it all sounds frustrating, more entertaining to you than to me, even if the idea of being used for your entertainment and pleasure does excite me, it's all in ways that will frustrate me..." How could he explain that he both did and didn't want some of this stuff? "I love asses...you have the cutest ass I've ever seen...I want to fuck it, I want to take you there...but the idea of being taken there myself just sounds scary and kind of painful so that is out, that and the fucking machine all night thing...I'd be broken by the time you woke." He shook his head, he definitely didn't want any of that, and he couldn't see what pleasure she would get out of it anyway, he had a cock, he would enjoy fucking her ass...she didn't. He began to wash himself. "I turned them off because They are all things that even if I wanted I don't think I could ask for...and I'll say it again, I'm not into being tortured. I really am being as honest as I can though..and honestly...I think I started watching that stuff in the first place because of you...because of how you would just take over me, take what you wanted, when you wanted. Because of your personality...I never thought you were really broken. I never loved you less for who you are...I just based my desires around you...I know that seems weird."
He didn't even think there was anything wrong with him wanting to fuck her roughly, that was just his own desires coming through, ones for something less controlling and more...pleasurable for him. He liked the mental image he had of his sister pinned beneath him as he held her down, of taking out any frustration he had on her, of biting her, nipping her. He finished washing himself much faster than he had with her and as she spoke, he let the shower spray rinse him off, and he slowly lowered himself to his knees. Wrapping his arms around her waist, he kissed her stomach. "Listen, Amelia...all the things I told you...those were just BDSM things I saw. I've never practiced any of it before...I know it turned me on...even the pain part, because they looked like they were being forced. That is the thing that gets me the most...having no choice. I'm telling you now, in case you're worried...I might not want to do some things you do want to do, I might fight you, I might complain...but I'll never ever leave you, and I want you to make me do the things you want...the things you like...no matter the reason you want them. You have my permission, for what it's worth, my blessing and my love, okay? Even if I have to suffer to make you happy, at least you'll be happy...and by extension so will I...probably." he grinned and climbed up to his feet, turning off the shower. "Does that make sense?"
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