it was still awesome. it seriously made my weekend.
i'll be bringing my camera with me for new years, so i'll
probably have a lot more awesomeness to show. c:
mebbe. i'll probably be manning the camera for the most
part, because it's my mother's, and if i lose / break /
anything negative to it, she'll cut me. or something. it's
a really expensive camera.
can't sleep. wanted to draw, but my sketch book has
gone missing. hrm. i never misplace it, tho'. always
put it in the same spot 'cause it's easily accessible and
it doesn't get lost this way. well, i didn't think it'd get
lost, at least.
i should really go to bed. shopping tomorrow. i'll need
high tolerance to put up with that, considering it's the
22nd of december.
i remember when i used to write a journal, like, errday.
or at least close to every single day. anywaaaays.
i got a guitar for christmas. i was a little ticked, 'cause
i had said that i wanted to buy it myself. but, at the
same time, i'm really grateful. i now how much he paid
for it, and believe me, it was a lot of money just for an
acoustic. i'm still kinda bummed, though, since i wanted
my first guitar to be something i picked out and had the
experience to bring home. he's given me permission to
use it as my shit kicker, though, so if i really wanted to,
i could always go out and buy another acoustic to get
that "THIS IS MY GUITAR" feel to it.
also got a cell phone~ that means everything i've been
trying to get, i have. which is awesome, because i like
not wanting anything. i mean, i still want stuff (bow
chicka ;D) but they're small things. things i can get on
my own with no help whatsoever. but the big things
are taken care of.
uhmmm. life is awesome? a lot better than last year,
so far. which is amazing, considering 2010 was the best
year i've ever had. so far.
We should all pool our money and buy a big Canadian apartment building and all live in the same building but hardly ever leave our rooms except to work and just IM each other. "How's things on the third floor?" "Not bad, what's going on down on floor the first?" "Not much..."
yeah, but you and i don't really have any place to crap
on the weather. your job doesn't require you to leave
your computer, and i don't have a job to get me off mine.
yet. i don't have a job yet.
sometimes i really had no idea why some people are so
fucking miserable. they pick at the negatives before
anything else. and then when you try and offer to give
them advice, or hear them out, they snap on you. like
it's your fault. because heaven forbid you understand
how they're feeling. surely you have no idea what it
feels like at all, and you're delusional for saying something
so absurd.
yeah, well, guess what. fuck you. you don't want
my advice, don't fucking bring your problems to me.
excuse me for being happy with myself, and i am
sorry that your life seems pretty shitty right now. but
it's not the end of the world. and instead of taking
your shit for trying to help you, i'm going to enjoy
my life while i can. [/end rant]