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Drunk parties = Not good ((Me and tentacle))

Mark nodded, then began to read, occasionally taking a few notes, but he found his mind really wasn't into this work at all.....he just couldn't stop thinking about last night.....couldn't stop thinking about how good it had been.... "....Leila....I.....do you think maybe talking about last night would help any.....?" He sighed and set his pen down, finding himself unable to concentrate on work right now. Maybe she was feeling the same....maybe if they talked about it a little then they could get over it.....maybe if they just discussed how much they had enjoyed it at the time then they wouldn't have to think so much about it.
 
Leila looked at him and said "If you think that It will help then alright...lets talk about it..." she putting her pen down and facing him. She too had been feeling a little uneasy about the whole thing. So far she had managed to shut it out. She loved Adrien. The thing with Matt had just been a drunken fling. She didn;t even know what she was thinking when she had done it.
 
"I.....I do regret what we did last night....we were drunk, we didn't mean for it to happen but it did....and we can't change that. And...we can't change the fact that we both enjoyed it...." Mark sighed and looked down at the table rather than up at her. "At the time we did enjoy it and....I have to admit that I haven't been able to stop thinking about it constantly ever since this morning......my mind has been racing....playing last night over and over again....and I just can't stop thinking about it...."
 
Leila looked down a little and said "Would it help if I said that I do not plan to have a repeat of events..." she said softly. "Last night only left me feeling immensely guilty...I don;t want to hurt Adrien...I love him..." she said.
 
"I know I know....I wasn't expecting a repeat or anything...I just wanted us to get things between us out in the open is all...maybe try to relieve the tension a little....Adrien is my best friend, I don't want to hurt him either. I feel guilty too y'know....really guilty.....I should've turned you down but....but I didn't....."
 
"Don't take all of the blame, it was my fualt as well as yours" she said quietly looking down, slightly ashamed of her self. "I was the one that seduced you" she said softly.
 
"But you'd had more to drink than me....stronger stuff too....I was the more responsible one and I still let it happen..." He reached up to rub his face and sighed. "Geez.....I still can't believe this.....and I still don't feel any better than I did before.....I thought talking about it would help or something but...."
 
"We could...tell him..."she said softly. She was torn with guilt. Perhaps if they got the truth out, they would be relived, but she did not know how Adrien would react.
 
"No! No we can't tell him....it'll tear him apart.....just you being with another guy would be bad enough, but for that guy to be me.....that'd really kill him....after we've been friends so long...." Mark shook his head quickly. "That is absolutely not an option.....telling him will only make everyone, us and him, feel even worse"
 
"I don't want to lie to him Mark...If I don't tell him...I'll hate my self..I don;t care if he hates me by the end of it..." she said. She looked down and said "I'm sorry Mark..."
 
"Please....please you can't! It'll rip him apart! It'll devestate his whole life! He could even drop out of college over this....just please.....Leila....don't hurt him like that because of one stupid mistake..."
 
She looked down at her feet and said "Mark...It's becouse I love him I have to tell him...I;m sorry...but I just...carn't hide it from him anymore...I want to tell him the truth, rather him find out the hard way"
 
"There....there's got to be something else we can do Leila....please.....anything.....we can do anything but tell him....." Mark was starting to look panicked now, desperate. He didn't want to hurt Adrien like that....and perhaps inside he was being a little selfish too, not wanting Adrien to hate him, not wanting to lose his best friend.
 
Leila shook her head and said "I'm sorry mark". She the stood up and picked up her book and said "I'm going to go" she said turning and beginging to leave the library.
 
Mark bit his lip, then slammed his head down on the desk, holding onto it. "Oh god.....what am I gonna do....?" He knew he couldn't stop Leila....but he could at least be there when she told him....with a sigh, Mark stood up, turning to follow a ways behind her, not wanting to be seen too close to her when they approached Adrien....
 
Adrien blinked, turning around and tilting his head slightly. "Leila? What's wrong? You look kinda......down about something" He smiled sotly, putting his arms around her shoulders. "You know you can talk to me about anything Leila, so what is it hm? Just come on out and say what's on your mind, then let me kiss it all better"
 
Leila bit her lower lip and lead him away to a more empty part of the library. "I don't think you can kiss this away Adrien" she said softly and explained to him what had happened on the night and how guilty and sorry she was that it had ever happened.
 
Adrien blinked, then stood slightly wide eyed as he listened to her, then once Leila had finished he stood in slightly stunned silence for a few moments, seeming to process what he'd just been told, before suddenly he hugged onto her tightly. "Oh Leila.....I...." He sniffled, holding her against him. "I.....I need to tell you I.....a week ago I......but I was so scared of telling you....so scared of losing you....." A week ago had been when Leila had been out with some of her friends...it seemed that on that night Adrien had given in to temptation too.....no wonder she'd found him passed out drunk outside their apartment door the next morning.
 
Leila was a little shocked by his reaction. He had expected him to yell at her or something, but he pulled her to him in a loving embrace. She closed her eyes as he spoke and tears formed in her eyes and said "We are both idiots" she sniffled into his chest. Her hands grabbed on to his shirt, not want him to let her go.
 
"Yeah....yeah we really are..." He stroked her hair gently, leaning down to kiss the top of her head as he sniffled. "Still.....at least.....at least it was Mark....at least it was someone I know would treat you well...someone you knew well enough....not just some stranger..." He managed a weak grin, trying to lighten both their moods. "And hey.....at least you did him a favour.....gave him a reason to stop being so depressed about being a virgin..."
 
Leila felt him kiss the top of her head. She looked up at him as he spoke. She looked down a little and said "Yeah...I guess I did do him a favor...but I thought he might have rathered his first time to be with someone he loved.." she said.
 
"Maybe....but at least it was with someone he can trust hm? Someone he can still be friends with..." Adrien rubbed her head gently, then moved a hand to her chin, tilting her head up to face him. "We've both been stupid.....but what's important is that we still love each other just as much....." He leaned in to gently kiss her as Mark slowly came up behind them, rubbing his head silently and looking away, feeling somewhat relieved at what he was seeing and hearing.
 
Leila nodded as that. When he kissed her, she kissed him back softly and closed her eyes, her arms wrapping around him. This was the reason she had fallen in love with Adrien in the first place. He might have been brash at times, but he could also be kind and caring.
 
Once they broke the kiss, Adrien looked up and smirked slightly. "Well well, look who it is. Well then Mark, I hope you enjoyed yourself, because you'll never find another girl quite as good" He grinned, patting Leila's ass, clearly back to his usual playful self, Mark just laughing nervously. "Ehehehehe.....I'd be lieing if I said I didn't...." "Of course you would. And come on Leila, I gotta know, is Mark any good? The guy got any potential? Or is he doomed to a life of giving girls disappointing sex?"
 
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