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Denial: Victim Style. [Requiem + Chedder]

"If you don't want me to hang up, I'll stay on the line."

He said quietly and without much thought. He had the feeling that Riley didn't want to hang up, and while he didn't either, he didn't want to keep him on the phone longer than necessary. Amon sighed lightly as he drive down the street a little faster than he should. He just wanted to see him...and, well, maybe a few other things. He didn't want sex, even if it was on his mind. Slowing down carefully as he passed by a cop, he let out a breath when he wasn't pulled over.​
 
"Oh its ok, I'll just talk to you some more when you get here. See ya soon........."

Riley let his voice linger a bit and he blushed, feeling like he didnt want to hang up. There was nothing else to really say and he did have to get some cleaning done. He opened a drawer and pulled out a fork. He stuck it in to the spaghetti and hopped off the counter.

"See ya soon princess....." He chuckled and quickly hung up just in case Amon had anything to say about the horrible pet name. He tucked his phone into his pocket and spun some spaghetti on the fork. He walked to his room, followed by the dogs. He pushed open his room door and sighed, he shoveled some noodles into his mouth looked around.
 
"Why you!"

He heard the dial tone done and he glared at his phone a moment, blushing deeply before he chuckled and rolled his eyes. Well, he would just have to think of something to call Riley that would push his buttons. Clicking the end button, he closed his phone as it sat in the cradle before he focused on driving. He kept his speed relatively within range of the speed limits as he drove through town until he came to a stop sign. Stopping, he looked out the windshield at the stars a moment before taking a breath and looking left and right. No one was out this time of night and so he drove on towards Riley's condo. It took him about twenty minutes or so to get there since he couldn't seem to find the right one until he did and parked in the visitors space. Killing the engine, he took out the key and got out of the car, locking it behind him. For a moment, he felt really nervous. Standing in the dark with barely any light from the street lamps, he fussed with his hair and clothes until he figured he looked acceptable. Walking up to the door, he hesitantly knocked twice.​
 
Riley lazily walked around his room, seperating the clothing on the floor by kicking them around. He continued to eat as he did this. Soon enough he was able to see the floor. There were two piles or tholthing, dirty and needs to be washed, and then other non clothing items. He finished the spaghetti and set the container on the floor for the dogs to take turns licking. He grabbed the dirty clothing and walked to the laundry room, tossing the pile into the dirty hamper. He looked down at his shirt and shorts and decided they needed to be washed to. He took his phone out of his pocket and stripped down. He looked ontop of the dryer and pulled off a shirt and a pair of pj pants. He redressed as he walked back to his room and finished cleaning. Finally after 10 minutes his room looked presentable.

"Much better....." He groaned tiredly and picked up the clean container that once was splattered with red sauce and he walked to the kitchen. He tossed it into the sink and walked over to the couch. Just as he sat down to relax a bit, he heard the knock on his door.

Quickly he jumped up, now he felt his nerves kick in a bit. His throat dried a bit and he wlaked over to the front door. He gingerly unlocked it and pulled it open. With out checking the peep hole he knew it was Amon. Once the door was open enough to see his visitor he smiled and opened the door a bit more for him to enter."Come in..." The warmth and light of the house poured out and enveloped the male standing at his door.
 
Amon barely had tie to fidget when the door was almost thrown open in Riley's haste to get it open. All over again Amon remembered what it felt like for the other male to be caressing his skin and slipping deep inside his body. Even though he was still sore in that area, he felt his pants get a little tight for comfort but he let the air cool him off as he stepped inside and looked around. He liked the way it looked inside the other boy's house. It was different from his, but it was still nice and cozy in a different sense. He looked at Riley with a light smile and heavy blush.

"Hey.."​
 
Riley felt his blush jump a few shades as his face heated up a bit more. He felt the sudden change in his atmosphere once Amon was close again. He bit his bottom lip and held in a breath as he watched Amon step in. Quickly he was flooded with emotions he felt earlier, from the locker room. he shifted uncomfortable for a moment and closed the door ehind amon.

"H-hey...." As he spoke the three dogs came running around the corner ready to great Amon.
 
Amon smiled a little bit more, taking a step towards Riley to....to do what, he wasn't sure until he heard the dogs running his way. He turned to see them and laughed softly as they danced around his feet and barked and overall begged for attention. He gave them each plenty of affection before he turned to Riley.

"So...you wanna watch TV or something?"

The something certainly implied anything other than TV and Amon sort of hoped for a kiss or two from his..boyfriend. God, he seemed unable to get used to the word. Fiddling with one of his many piercings that ran along his ear, he looked at Riley with a blush and a gentle smile.​
 
Riley laughed softly as Amon gave them their much needed attention. After a couple of good pats on the head, the dogs trotted off down the hall to the laundry room where thier bedding and water were placed. Riley blushed a bit and looked around, not knowing what to so or say know. He knew what he felt like doing but didnt figure Amon was up for sex at the moment.

"Er yeah sounds good...." He walked towards the living room, he looked over at the couch and then the fireplace under the plasma screen. It was getting a bit chilly and he didnt really feel like putting on more clothing or getting a blanket. He headed over to it and turned it on, it was a gas fire which was pretty handy."You can change the channel if you like, th remote is on the table." He stood back looking at the slowly growing fire. Out of habit, he placed his hand on his chest and let it slide down, feeling the ripples in his muscles. He glaced up at the tv then over at Amon.
 
He watched the dogs wander off, his attention turning to Riley as soon as they were gone. He followed him towards the living room, keeping his eyes strictly on his feet or the walls as he walked. He stopped and looked at the couch, the TV, and then the fireplace. He nodded lightly at Riley's words as he combed his fingers through his hair a moment.

"Oh, all right."

He said softly as he sat on the couch and took up the remote, changing it to a science show on tigers and such. But his attention wasn't on the TV when he caught motion out of his peripheral. His head turned to see Riley's hand trek down his chest. He felt his jeans get tighter from the simple action that wasn't even directed at him. His cheeks bloomed into a blush as he quickly looked away and at the TV.​
 
Riley walked over to the couch where Amon was. He stared curiously at the boy's face seeing the soft red on his face. He plopped down beside, bouncing a bit on the couch. He looked over at Amon and leaned closer looking at the redness so he could be sure it was blush.Once he was sure, a smile crossed his lips. Maybe he could poke a bit of fun at his new boyfriend.

"Hehe your cute when you blush like that....." Riley teased and kissed Amon's cheek lightly. Letting out a soft moan in the boy's ear as he pulled back. He smirked slightly and lounged back on the couch, slouching down a bit. He pulled his legs up and crossed them on the couch.
 
He felt the light bounce in the couch and looked to see how close Riley was. He blushed a bit more as he leaned in closer and commented on his blush. He made a face that read "I'm so not cute." At the kiss to him cheek, he blushed more but felt himself relax a bit until he heard the moan. He felt himself shiver all over as he swallowed, feeling his member harden further in his jeans. What an evil man he was! Giving a blank stare to his partner, he soon felt his light anger dissipate. He just stared at Riley a moment, trying not to stare too long lest the other notice. He turned his head back towards the TV, a light smile on his face as he felt a bit of warmth bloom in his chest.​
 
Riley gazed up at Amon, holding the other boy's eyes for a few moments. He watched as he turned back to look at the tv. He smiled happily seeing Amon's sweet small smile. He looked over to the plasma to see what Amon and found suitable. Tigers? Hmmm, well that was different. He leaned his head back against the ocuch cushion and closed his eyes for a moment.

"So what brings you over to my place?" He asked playfully and lazily groped one hand around lazily to try and find Amon's hand. With his eyes closed and what not he didnt know what exactly he was grabbing gently at. After a few misses and fails he found Amon's hand. He gently slipped his hand into Amon's hand and laced his fingers into the other's. He felt a shade of blush tint his face lightly as he felt the skin contact with the other.
 
"I just...wanted to see you.."

He said softly. Amon was never the type to raise his voice-except around Riley when he pissed him off-but his voice was even more hushed than usual, like he was afraid his was in a dream and the spell would break if he spoke too loud. He felt Riley's hand gently grope his thigh and leg twice before the other boy's hand gripped his. He blushed a but more and looked over at Riley. He smiled like he held something precious and treasured, knowing that Riley's eyes were closed as Amon relaxed further into the couch.

"It's okay that I'm here, right? I don't want to end up annoying you or something.."

He was being cautious, extremely so. He didn't normally act like this, like was walking on egg shells and once misstep would ruin the whole batch. He used his free hand to brush some of his hair out of his eyes as he sighed lightly, trying to relax.​
 
Riley smiled shyly when he heard Amon's reason for coming over. Riley gently rubbed his thumb over the back of Amon's hand and peaked open his eyes slightly to look over at him. Annoy him? there was absoluetly nothing Amon could do that would annoy Riley. Riley enjoyed the other male's company wouldnt give it up for pretty much anything.

"It a good thing that your here....." He playfully squeezed Amon's hand and looked at him curiously."Are you ok?" He asked wondering why the boy was being so quiet."Are you shy?" Riley asked as a devious smile crossed over his lips.
 
He blushed a bit at Riley's words and how his thumb stroked back and forth, calming him and yet making his pulse race. At his question of being so quiet and if he was shy, his blush deepened as he looked over at Riley and glared.

"I am not shy! I...just..."

His voice trailed off as his blush remained and he looked away. Who was he kidding? He was shy as hell, especially around Riley right now. He didn't know what to do with himself. He felt constricted in his clothes and yet the room was too crowded or something. He felt comforted by Riley's presence and yet he was unraveled by it.​
 
Rley smiled seeing the boy glare at him. He struggled to hold back his excitement from the boy's reaction He chuckled and leaned softly against Amon's shoulder. He nudged the boy playfully trying to get him to calm down a bit, to show he was just toying with him. He meant no harm by his comment. He saw the blush on Amon's face turn to a darker shade.

"Aw calm down, Im sorry if I pushed a button. I just cant help it. Your so sensitive and I find it rather adorable....." He cooed and gently nuzzled his nose against the side of the boy's face. Gently against his cheek and down to his neck. He pressed his lips softly against Amon's neck and breathed softly against his skin.
 
He stuck out his tongue but he was calming back down. He was just jumpy, not fully committed to being either full-on gay or into both sexes. He was still confused on that matter, but being with Riley revved up his blood pressure. He felt Riley lean against him and his body heat made him shiver in the slightest. It was definitely too hot in here. At his words, his blush renewed itself, especially when he started to caress his skin. At the feel of soft, velvet lips against his neck accompanied by a hot breath, he shook all over and closed his eyes. He turned his head a little, exposing more of his neck on reflex. His neck was ultra-sensitive and with all the blood pooling down south, he knew that once Riley really got focused, he probably wouldn't stop him.​
 
Riley felt the other boy shiver a bit against his own body and he smiled. He was definitely getting the reaction he wanted from Amon. He felt his heart rate pick up a bit as the familiar feeling washed over his body. The feeling he had back at the locker room with Amon. He kissed a bit more at the soft sensitive skin. Feeling his hormones kick in he knew what was going to happen next and he hoped Amon was up for it. He felt his loos pj pants start to get a bit tighter as his member reacted to his feelings. He sucked lightly on the boy's neck. Just enough to leave a small red mark that would easily disappear in minutes. He moved to the boy's collar bone and gently nipped at it. He took his free hand and placed it in AMon's lap, pressing it softly against the boy's hard on.

"Mmmn...." He moaned against the boy's skin, vibrating his lips softly against his neck. He pulled back slightly and whispered to Amon."Are you still sore back there?" He asked gently nipping at Amon's earlobe sensually.
 
Amon let out a light gasp as Riley kissed his neck more often before sucking on his skin. He bit his lip, feeling himself get harder even though Riley was barely touching him. God, ever since Riley had touched him that first time it was like hormones had been dumped into his blood stream. He was never like this normally, but something about the other boy just lit him up like the fireplace. He felt Riley shift as he opened his eyes, seeing him nip on his collarbone as well as feeling it. He blushed further and shook all over with a soft moan as he felt the other boy's hand on his hardened member. Amon was already losing his mind when he heard Riley moan against his skin, before he spoke into his ear and nipped on his pierced lobe. With the piercing, it was strangely even more erotic.

"Just a little...wait, Riley."

It took a lot of will-power. A hell of a lot of will power to gently push Riley back, even as his hands shook and his body protested against not getting pleasure. He had to say this.

"I don't want..our relationship to just be about sex."

He looked up into Riley's eyes, feeling strangely vulnerable.​
 
Riley was never so easily aroused or turned on beofre. But ever since his encounter with Amon, it was much easier to get his blood flowing down there. He continued gently toying with the boys ear then moved to his neck. With full intentions of having sex with the boy if he wanted it. Riley hand moved his hand up the boy's lap and to the zipper. When he heard Amon speak he paused what he was doing with his hand and pulled back from kissing the boy's skin. Riley felt the gentle push and he willingly set back against the couch. His face flushed deep red and he waited for the worst. Maybe he shouldnt have tried to move so fast with the boy. Maybe he upset the boy some how.He thought he was going to be rejected by Amon. He thought that Amon had finally decided he didnt want to see him anymore.

He bit his lower lip and looked at Amon, waiting for an explanation for his actions. When he finally heard why Amon stopped him he let out a releaved sigh. He smiled slightly and ran his fingers through his hair."You scared me for a second there....."He mumbled and looked down slightly at the boy. Now he just felt a bit embarrassed. He didnt want Amon to think he was sex obsessed and thats all he wanted.

"I dont want that to be all our relationship is based on either....."He agreed and reassuringly squeezed Amon's hand."But its so hard to resist the urge."He pouted a bit and kissed the side of Amon's head softly.
 
He breath was slightly ragged from the attention Riley had given his needy body. When was the last time, before Riley, he'd been touched or kissed or anything? Way too long, basically since he broke up with Charlotte who went to a different school because she was going off to college. That was...a year ago? He didn't remember, but even as he stared at Riley he felt like he was going to start begging for the other boy to touch him again and assure him that this was okay. That what he was feeling was okay. The words Riley spoke and the squeeze to his hand reassured him as he looked up at Riley, feeling the boy's lips press against him. He blushed more as he focused his attention on Riley's lips and then his eyes.

"I'm just...I'm..."

He swallowed. His pride wasn't allowing him to say it, but he had to say it, he had to. He took a deep breath as he closed his eyes before looking at Riley's face.

"I'm afraid...I'm afraid of how you make me feel because I've been told for as long as I can remember that it's wrong...But I...I wanna be with you still...Riley, please..."

He didn't know what he was asking for. For a kiss? For his touch? He wanted Riley to make love to him, even if it seemed so out of place between two men, but it was possible, right? The locker room hadn't been just sex which was why he was here now. He reached up to cup Riley's cheek with a shaky hand, needing the contact to reassure himself that it was okay.

"I...This is okay, isn't it? To be like this with you?"

His voice was soft but the confusion and quiet torment in it was unmistakable. He didn't want to break down in front of Riley, not now. He needed verbal as well as physical assurance that it was okay to be with Riley, that he wouldn't lose himself.​
 
Riley tensed up a bit seeing how this was effecting Amon's feelings. He didnt want Amon to be unsure of his feelings or of what was happening between the two of them. He wanted to make all of Amon's doubts and fears go away, as well as a few of his own. He closed his eyes feeling Amon's hand against his face. He placed his free hand over Amon's softly and pressed his face against it a bit more. He took in a deep breath and opened his eyes. Focusing his line of sight on Amon.

"I-i er.....Th-this is........"He whispered and looked down, nervously looking at his hand holding Amon's. He smiled as he thought about Amon's question. It felt right and he wanted it to be right. That made it right didnt it? Well that was good enough for Riley and he wished Amon felt the same. He looked back at Amon, searching his face and taking in his expression. He tried to put a coherent sentence together to try and ease Amon's nerves.

"I want this to be ok. I want you to know that this isnt wrong." He leaned forward and kissed Amon's forehead softly.

"I lo-ove......" He struggled with the word and felt his thraot dry up. He quickly realized what he was trying to say to Amon and it scared him. He pulled away slightly from Amon and bit his lower lip. He couldnt beleive what he was about to say, It felt to soon to even be thinking about that sort of thing. But he couldnt deny it, it felt right to say it to Amon.
 
Amon couldn't help himself as he watched Riley struggle with his words. Was he scaring him? Would he reject him now? No, that wasn't what it was. Riley was scared, too, had doubts. Amon felt like an ass now, just throwing all of it out there, what was bothering him. The feel of Riley's hands on his calmed him more than it would have with anybody else. At the press of lips at his forehead, he blushed but felt the shaking in his body cease. He was all right...this was...all right. He took a deep breath as he heard Riley stutter, trying to tell him something. But he didn't seem so sure of what he wanted to say. Amon lightly pressed his finger to Riley's lips, feeling the silken softness and blushing in the slightest.

"I have the feeling I know what you want to say...but don't say it if it scares you and you aren't completely sure. We have been together for about a day...Despite all your teasing...I've liked you for a long time. I know that...that I'm.."

He swallowed as he let out the words slowly.

"That I think I'm at least half in love with you...and.."

He blushed as he swallowed before speaking.

"I want you inside me again, making love to me."​
 
Riley blushed brighter feeling Amon's finger against his lip. He blinked and listened to Amon speak. He didnt feel like it was wrong or that it wasnt true. He just didnt beleive he could ever feel that way about another person. It scared him that all these strange emotioned just recently started to surface when he was with Amon. Riley smiled slightly and looked down when Amon mentioned Riley's teasing. He felt remourse for being such a jerk and ass hole to Amon. Riley listened quietly as Amon continued to speak. He tensed up once again when Amon said that he wanted Riley to make love to him. He swallowed and nodded slightly.

"I-If you ever feel like you want to tell me something dont hesitate to....Im here for you."Riley wanted to be sure that Amon knew how much he cared about him. And that he would be there for him when he needed it. But now all he could think about was the fact that Amon wanted him just as badly as he wanted Amon right now. He leaned closer and lightly brushed his lips against Amon's softly. Trying to calm him some and help him relax.
 
"I won't....or I'll try not to.."

Amon murmured before his lips were captured in a soft but melting kiss. His eyes closed, feeling his arousal return hotter than before even as his body calmed and relaxed. He pressed into the kiss, wanting the contact and needing it all the same. He felt relieved that Riley hadn't run but their relationship, he knew, was going to be rocky until Amon could face down his sexuality. He tipped his head and deepened the kiss a fraction, his other hand pressing against Riley's chest to grip the fabric of his shirt. He wanted this to be gentle. He wanted it to be rough. He didn't know anymore exactly how he wanted it, but he wanted whatever Riley could give him as he moaned ever so softly against the other boy's lips. His mind raced with disapproving and approving thoughts but soon Riley's words overtook them all and he relaxed further, wanting nothing more than Riley.​
 
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