good girls
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- Joined
- Oct 9, 2015
"Fuck!" The immediate, candid disappointment was uttered into the microphone so quickly that it sounded like it had been an accident. There was no glamour, no posturing, just a single raw curse of frustration at seeing one's plan go up in dust before it had even been sprung, and (perhaps appropriately) it was joined by a snap of the fingers loud enough to be caught across the auditorium as well.
Scarlett's reaction to Jeffrey telling them he wasn't going to get naked and jerk it for them only made a big laugh bigger.
As much as she might have been intentionally exuding old-school grace and mythological airs, as much as she was an actress, she was still very much a human being. And to the former, she knew exactly how important it was to remind everyone of the latter. Even her off-the-cuff amusement and played-up frustration with the assumption that his joke might have had the possibility to be reality was staged, but it was staged in the moment. She was quick on her feet. And having not looked away from him when her face lit up with the amusement cradling her "disappointment" in the alternate reality of who was to be branded here today not coming to fruition, finding the line between Scarlett Johansson and Scarlett proved, well .. impossible.
She had plenty of chest to keep her cards close to, as he had pointed out.
"I'm ready for that!" Madelaine volunteered with a hand in the air, needing no mic to be heard with her chipper enthusiasm. You see what you get, Mr. Tremonti, by focusing on the ones who crave the spotlight? Everyone had something to contribute, and words must be chosen extra carefully! Not that peer pressure was likely to turn any tables here. "I still need a few minutes," was more for the front row, with Ariana's quietly sultry murmur and wave of her own hand pantomiming fanning underneath her chin making it clear she wasn't above rolling with the teasing at her expense. Once she'd put on that kind of show, it was going to be difficult for her to exactly retreat into meek shame over what she'd done.
Well at least Emilia was still being good and posing rather than giving into the giddiness of the moment, though her deepened smile and only gently rolled eyes said there was no actual tutting to be had over the others letting Miss Johansson threaten to take this press conference off the rails entirely. They'd broken enough boundaries; what were a few more?
The moment passed, the tittering quieted, and then so did everything else. Scarlett waited, her smile encouraging, patient. But she was not entirely passive, either. In lieu of wine to swirl in a glass or a salad to carefully cut inside so as to not make a loud scraping of flatware and interrupt a poignant point in a story, she made her way to the checks, the table, the contract. Enough perhaps to make a heart race and eyes watch carefully to see what she was to do over there, but she never bent or took up the quill; she would have needed to turn her back to him for that, and she was paying him close attention. Every glance in her direction found no drifting eyes that needed to snap back upon being noticed. She was always watching him, smiling when she was "supposed" to, delicately frowning at the less pleasant aspects of a life long lived in the same time they all had on the planet.
Celebrity was something of a pressure cooker. You burned brighter and died out faster. It didn't matter what got you there, or where you ended up, because you were going to do it under twice the scrutiny. No one knew that better than those on the stage, save perhaps for others who were not but very well could have been. Drug addiction, messy divorce, burnout, "the comeback" -- Maddie might have hit on her status as a liberal elite, but everyone thought they knew what it was like to be famous and had their minds made up on just what celebrity meant. Whether you were an unconscionable monster who got paid far too much for something "anyone could do", another Hollywood floozy using sex appeal until your 18-22 year old replacement came along in two to four years, or a rockstar business person making waves and changing the world, everyone hated you, everyone loved you, and both of those statements seemed to be true at all times.
Sometimes you suffered in silence through near death experiences, the world seeing only the smiles and the interviews and the work, knowing that any day that near might no longer be the appropriate descriptor. Every day truly could be the last one, and you lived each one to its fullest, not with the specter of what could be but rather the promise of what now was.
Sometimes you went so big and public that there was never going to be any possibility of separating the smoke from the mirrors. You put your heart on your sleeve through the work, fictionalizing the real and realizing the fictional, whirlwind romances on the grandest stage consuming all and then burning out to again be used creatively. The greatest disguise for a private persona being to make it seemingly the same as the public one.
Sometimes you simply rejected what was normal of society and expectations, and worked your ass off to become at least famous enough that you could normalize those rejections in a large enough number of people to make yourself feel normal, and cast off what society expected of you and anyone for the construct it had always been.
Scarlett didn't linger near the table. She ran her fingertips along the feather of the quill, briefly peeked down at the contract that could very well have seen her signature blossom along the bottom of it, but soon moved on. She stepped with care, so as to never overwrite a single syllable of the answer to her question (or at least, the best that could be given via one's own recollection and telling) with an errant fall of her heel or creak of a board on the stage. He was doing his best to keep things light and entertaining, but it hadn't quite been enough to keep Ariana from visibly tearing up at one point, struck by something hitting close to home or simply feeling empathetic for the less glamorous parts of his story, and her glittering eyes and turn of her head to look at him rather than at the crowd was going to be an indelible image shared from the afternoon among the more playfully tawdry wildfire destined to spread. And far from the podium, far from the table, far from the branded women, almost preternaturally finding the point equally far from each of them to make herself an island in the conference, Scarlett came to stop.
She waited there as though someone might have chiseled her out of marble, an absolute idealization of the artist's eye, yet implacable and cold no matter how good the artistry might have seemed. She, moreso than even Ariana's considerations, looked as ready to walk toward him as she did off the stage. She was pleasant enough in demeanor and poise, but like those who earned such carvings of them in centuries past, there was never quite shaking the reality that there was a tithe being demanded. The tithe of his story was excellent; was it enough? The faces of the others all struck with something found resonating within them, captured at different points in his telling, but Miss Johansson's poker face was nearly so practiced that any furrowed brow or brief twist of her lips in response could easily have been explained away as idle motion even if any camera snap were quick enough to capture a poignant look in response to giving up everything just to have anything.
"Thank you," she said simply at the conclusion. Her smile was quietly radiant. She didn't want to overstep any follow-up statements he might have had, letting his words sink in for just long enough that no one would begin to wonder what happened next. She lifted the microphone. "I wish that I had anything half so interesting to say of myself. I'm just a a girl from a big city who always wanted to be a star. I achieved that, and I wanted to use my star to shine on other people whenever I could. Acting and philanthropy are my two biggest passions," she said with a wry little twist of her lips, angling her hand briefly toward the theatricality of the revealed checks, "and so here we are. "For almost a decade I maintained a role as an ambassador for Oxfam among many other charitable ventures, and while I would never seek to belittle any of the other organizations I believe in -- USA Harvest, Soles4Souls, Times Up --"
She paused for the inevitable laughter and the irony remaining in her smile as she called out the organization that she herself helped to create along so many others expressly for the support of other women and an end to their silent objectification in the entertainment industry, while she stood center stage of three stars who had stripped themselves to nothing and been branded the property of a man.
"I think that I could choose no other organization to benefit more from a donation in my name" She let him hold his breath for less than a second before she finished that thought "should I join these other brave women today."
If for any amount of time today on stage any of the other three had had any semblance of being an ornery tease even for the briefest of moments, then it seemed like they had only flirted with something that Miss Johansson embodied down to her very soul. She may as well have had a fishing line that she was letting bob in the water, never quite setting the hook even when the nibbles inevitably arose. "But as we all know, this would be an awfully big change. What everyone alongside me on stage today has committed to is giving up everything. And that's a little bit frightening," she admitted, the perfectly practiced porcelain of her facade giving way to a moment of true fear in her eyes. The fear of the unknown, of what tomorrow would bring on the wings of choices made today. "What would be easy would be to go back home, to write my own not insignificant check to assuage any guilt from walking away from this offer, and to continue doing what makes me happy now. I'm a little too independent to be the sort of woman to easily slip into being told what to do," she said with a low breath of a laugh, facing the audience, but slipping her eyes to the corner across the stage so that they'd meet with Jeffrey's again.
"At least, I think so."
He already had an embarrassment of riches, after all. And if she was at all on the fence, well, their overwhelming consent to this entire project was an important piece of the puzzle in keeping it all on the up and up, wasn't it? It might have been disappointing to let her go (or was he the one being let go from her own pursuits?), but if she wasn't certain that this was what she wanted, mightn't that be for the best? And yet, that's not what the thin curl at the furthest edge of her lips was quite saying, or the sidelong look of admission in her uncertainty. In a leap of faith, some people still needed a little push. They even invited it.
Some women, even when interest was overwhelmingly clear, still wanted to be pursued. To hear it said out loud. They hadn't met until this moment, but in the end, Emilia, Ariana, and Madelaine had all clearly wanted Jeffrey and the lifestyle he was offering, but Scarlett wasn't quite ready to make that same plunge. Not until she was certain that that was what he wanted.
How badly was he going to fucking ache for her when it would be just as easy for him to walk away with three gorgeous celebrities who had pledged their lives to him? If he wanted to, was willing to just let her go .. then the smartest thing for her probably would just be to go, right?
Scarlett's reaction to Jeffrey telling them he wasn't going to get naked and jerk it for them only made a big laugh bigger.
As much as she might have been intentionally exuding old-school grace and mythological airs, as much as she was an actress, she was still very much a human being. And to the former, she knew exactly how important it was to remind everyone of the latter. Even her off-the-cuff amusement and played-up frustration with the assumption that his joke might have had the possibility to be reality was staged, but it was staged in the moment. She was quick on her feet. And having not looked away from him when her face lit up with the amusement cradling her "disappointment" in the alternate reality of who was to be branded here today not coming to fruition, finding the line between Scarlett Johansson and Scarlett proved, well .. impossible.
She had plenty of chest to keep her cards close to, as he had pointed out.
"I'm ready for that!" Madelaine volunteered with a hand in the air, needing no mic to be heard with her chipper enthusiasm. You see what you get, Mr. Tremonti, by focusing on the ones who crave the spotlight? Everyone had something to contribute, and words must be chosen extra carefully! Not that peer pressure was likely to turn any tables here. "I still need a few minutes," was more for the front row, with Ariana's quietly sultry murmur and wave of her own hand pantomiming fanning underneath her chin making it clear she wasn't above rolling with the teasing at her expense. Once she'd put on that kind of show, it was going to be difficult for her to exactly retreat into meek shame over what she'd done.
Well at least Emilia was still being good and posing rather than giving into the giddiness of the moment, though her deepened smile and only gently rolled eyes said there was no actual tutting to be had over the others letting Miss Johansson threaten to take this press conference off the rails entirely. They'd broken enough boundaries; what were a few more?
The moment passed, the tittering quieted, and then so did everything else. Scarlett waited, her smile encouraging, patient. But she was not entirely passive, either. In lieu of wine to swirl in a glass or a salad to carefully cut inside so as to not make a loud scraping of flatware and interrupt a poignant point in a story, she made her way to the checks, the table, the contract. Enough perhaps to make a heart race and eyes watch carefully to see what she was to do over there, but she never bent or took up the quill; she would have needed to turn her back to him for that, and she was paying him close attention. Every glance in her direction found no drifting eyes that needed to snap back upon being noticed. She was always watching him, smiling when she was "supposed" to, delicately frowning at the less pleasant aspects of a life long lived in the same time they all had on the planet.
Celebrity was something of a pressure cooker. You burned brighter and died out faster. It didn't matter what got you there, or where you ended up, because you were going to do it under twice the scrutiny. No one knew that better than those on the stage, save perhaps for others who were not but very well could have been. Drug addiction, messy divorce, burnout, "the comeback" -- Maddie might have hit on her status as a liberal elite, but everyone thought they knew what it was like to be famous and had their minds made up on just what celebrity meant. Whether you were an unconscionable monster who got paid far too much for something "anyone could do", another Hollywood floozy using sex appeal until your 18-22 year old replacement came along in two to four years, or a rockstar business person making waves and changing the world, everyone hated you, everyone loved you, and both of those statements seemed to be true at all times.
Sometimes you suffered in silence through near death experiences, the world seeing only the smiles and the interviews and the work, knowing that any day that near might no longer be the appropriate descriptor. Every day truly could be the last one, and you lived each one to its fullest, not with the specter of what could be but rather the promise of what now was.
Sometimes you went so big and public that there was never going to be any possibility of separating the smoke from the mirrors. You put your heart on your sleeve through the work, fictionalizing the real and realizing the fictional, whirlwind romances on the grandest stage consuming all and then burning out to again be used creatively. The greatest disguise for a private persona being to make it seemingly the same as the public one.
Sometimes you simply rejected what was normal of society and expectations, and worked your ass off to become at least famous enough that you could normalize those rejections in a large enough number of people to make yourself feel normal, and cast off what society expected of you and anyone for the construct it had always been.
Scarlett didn't linger near the table. She ran her fingertips along the feather of the quill, briefly peeked down at the contract that could very well have seen her signature blossom along the bottom of it, but soon moved on. She stepped with care, so as to never overwrite a single syllable of the answer to her question (or at least, the best that could be given via one's own recollection and telling) with an errant fall of her heel or creak of a board on the stage. He was doing his best to keep things light and entertaining, but it hadn't quite been enough to keep Ariana from visibly tearing up at one point, struck by something hitting close to home or simply feeling empathetic for the less glamorous parts of his story, and her glittering eyes and turn of her head to look at him rather than at the crowd was going to be an indelible image shared from the afternoon among the more playfully tawdry wildfire destined to spread. And far from the podium, far from the table, far from the branded women, almost preternaturally finding the point equally far from each of them to make herself an island in the conference, Scarlett came to stop.
She waited there as though someone might have chiseled her out of marble, an absolute idealization of the artist's eye, yet implacable and cold no matter how good the artistry might have seemed. She, moreso than even Ariana's considerations, looked as ready to walk toward him as she did off the stage. She was pleasant enough in demeanor and poise, but like those who earned such carvings of them in centuries past, there was never quite shaking the reality that there was a tithe being demanded. The tithe of his story was excellent; was it enough? The faces of the others all struck with something found resonating within them, captured at different points in his telling, but Miss Johansson's poker face was nearly so practiced that any furrowed brow or brief twist of her lips in response could easily have been explained away as idle motion even if any camera snap were quick enough to capture a poignant look in response to giving up everything just to have anything.
"Thank you," she said simply at the conclusion. Her smile was quietly radiant. She didn't want to overstep any follow-up statements he might have had, letting his words sink in for just long enough that no one would begin to wonder what happened next. She lifted the microphone. "I wish that I had anything half so interesting to say of myself. I'm just a a girl from a big city who always wanted to be a star. I achieved that, and I wanted to use my star to shine on other people whenever I could. Acting and philanthropy are my two biggest passions," she said with a wry little twist of her lips, angling her hand briefly toward the theatricality of the revealed checks, "and so here we are. "For almost a decade I maintained a role as an ambassador for Oxfam among many other charitable ventures, and while I would never seek to belittle any of the other organizations I believe in -- USA Harvest, Soles4Souls, Times Up --"
She paused for the inevitable laughter and the irony remaining in her smile as she called out the organization that she herself helped to create along so many others expressly for the support of other women and an end to their silent objectification in the entertainment industry, while she stood center stage of three stars who had stripped themselves to nothing and been branded the property of a man.
"I think that I could choose no other organization to benefit more from a donation in my name" She let him hold his breath for less than a second before she finished that thought "should I join these other brave women today."
If for any amount of time today on stage any of the other three had had any semblance of being an ornery tease even for the briefest of moments, then it seemed like they had only flirted with something that Miss Johansson embodied down to her very soul. She may as well have had a fishing line that she was letting bob in the water, never quite setting the hook even when the nibbles inevitably arose. "But as we all know, this would be an awfully big change. What everyone alongside me on stage today has committed to is giving up everything. And that's a little bit frightening," she admitted, the perfectly practiced porcelain of her facade giving way to a moment of true fear in her eyes. The fear of the unknown, of what tomorrow would bring on the wings of choices made today. "What would be easy would be to go back home, to write my own not insignificant check to assuage any guilt from walking away from this offer, and to continue doing what makes me happy now. I'm a little too independent to be the sort of woman to easily slip into being told what to do," she said with a low breath of a laugh, facing the audience, but slipping her eyes to the corner across the stage so that they'd meet with Jeffrey's again.
"At least, I think so."
He already had an embarrassment of riches, after all. And if she was at all on the fence, well, their overwhelming consent to this entire project was an important piece of the puzzle in keeping it all on the up and up, wasn't it? It might have been disappointing to let her go (or was he the one being let go from her own pursuits?), but if she wasn't certain that this was what she wanted, mightn't that be for the best? And yet, that's not what the thin curl at the furthest edge of her lips was quite saying, or the sidelong look of admission in her uncertainty. In a leap of faith, some people still needed a little push. They even invited it.
Some women, even when interest was overwhelmingly clear, still wanted to be pursued. To hear it said out loud. They hadn't met until this moment, but in the end, Emilia, Ariana, and Madelaine had all clearly wanted Jeffrey and the lifestyle he was offering, but Scarlett wasn't quite ready to make that same plunge. Not until she was certain that that was what he wanted.
How badly was he going to fucking ache for her when it would be just as easy for him to walk away with three gorgeous celebrities who had pledged their lives to him? If he wanted to, was willing to just let her go .. then the smartest thing for her probably would just be to go, right?