Hi there... I'm Cdra and I want to write characters getting railed by monsters and mindbroken and stuff. o`uo
Style stuff about me!
I'm also totally open to suggestions for plots, especially if they involve the kinks I'm craving.
If you're not, then thanks for reading anyway!
Style stuff about me!
- I am currently looking to plot one scene at a time, not a whole story. It may take me a bit of time to complete just one scene between my job and my mental health, but, even so, I want to take things slow in terms of plots. If we mesh well for one scene, I'd be happy to plot out more, with the same or different characters.
- I LOVE writing trans/NB characters. I write a lot of men as well, and I’m fine writing females if the muse hits me right. I'm flexible.
- Dominant straight men and submissive straight women are generally turn-offs. Heteronormativity is a turn-off. Please, let me fuck with gender roles a little, here. Or just give me monsters... monsters make everything better.
- I like to write switches, and am happiest writing against other switches; if it's going to be strict roles, I'd rather write the sub. Strict dom/sub roles are fun in the short-term, and for certain D/s heavy plots, especially given a lot of what I'm craving right now… but as a general rule, switching is cool, especially if we start talking longer-term plots. That said… I’ll always have the hots for fem/futa doms. It just be like that sometimes.
- I like there to be a little plot with my porn, even if it's just a background of why it's happening. But I'm not currently seeking "plot with porn", more "porn with plot".
- I don't really care for romance. ^^; If there's romance, I'd rather it be secondary to the actual sexy stuff... like, having a couple get mutually wrecked by an outside force, or being forced to watch as their lover gets wrecked, or somehow losing control and taking their partner in ways that are far more cruel than normal? Basically, I don't want to write the romance in-depth; I want to get down and dirty, but romance can add flavor to that.
- I AM NOT FAST. I will have to take breaks for days at a time from our roleplay, and I pop in and out of conversations sporadically. Please bear with me during my slow spells; I’m happy to chat OOC during these though! My mental health is just shaky, and it makes writing hard sometimes, especially since I work full time… I try to write at least one reply a week though.
- I do not expect you to be fast! I am patient~ ^^
- I like para to multipara replies, hitting around 400 words on average. I don’t really enjoy one-liners, and if you write novella… well, as long as you don’t expect me to match your length, I’m okay with you writing however makes you happy! As long as the quality’s there, quantity of words isn’t important… Give me substance, and I’ll be very happy.
- I also expect competence with the English language, though of course, it needn't be your first language. I just want to be able to understand you.
- I can RP in threads, PMs, or Discord. I’m most comfortable plotting on Discord, and most comfortable RPing in public (I realize this is odd). This is negotiable, though.
- I haven't done 1x1 RPs much... at all, for all my 14+ years of RP experience. Bear with me if I'm really weird and awkward sometimes.
- I enjoy small group roleplays, so don't be shy inviting me to join you and a couple of friends if your plot seems to suit me.
- Fantasy! Whether it's high or low, modern or medieval, I'm a huge sucker for fantasy settings of all sorts.
- Mind break seems to be the big mood of the month.
- Dubcon… mostly of the “trying not to enjoy it” variety. This is nearly a requirement when it comes to short-term scenes, but it's possible to go without it if enough of my other kinks are met.
- Writing bottoms, especially male/NB bottoms. Trust me though: I’m no lazy submissive. I’ll always be doing by best to drive the scene forward, even if my character can barely move or speak...
- Monsters of all kinds. I love monsters… Especially big ones that can absolutely wreck (in both good and bad ways) their prey of choice. But the humanoid ones are also lovely~
- Pokemon…? Pokemon are good monsters…
- Quadrupedal monsters. Shapeshifters are a-okay, but intelligent (or not entirely) beasties on four legs are sounding pretty sweet right about now...
- Then again, so are satyr-type "half-anthros" and centauroid body types.
- Mental shenanigans. Aphrodisiacs/drugs, hypnosis/mind control, corruption, conditioning, mind break, overstimulation, somnophilia, heat/rut, basically anything under a similar umbrella to this stuff is a big yes.
- Breaking haughty or “proper” characters, especially, with the above things there… haa.
- Bring me your femboys, "traps", bottom bitch boys, and boys who're too good to bottom but need to be shown their place; I've got futas and monsters to ruin them.
- Transformation… especially to make someone more monstrous… and more sensitive/libidinous… but it’s also nice if the TF hurts…
- Also just, gender TF, especially of the MtF variety.
- Hentai bad-end kind of stuff…? Breaking someone so that they’re addicted to pleasure, or completely resigned to being some monster’s sex toy or seedbed and loving it… you know the stuff if you’ve read enough hentai doujinshi.
- Roughhousing and bondage… more stuff to force the bottom into behaving… while I can sincerely enjoy really heavy gore and stuff, this isn’t a huge mood of mine right now. Still, if you’re in the mood, maybe we can patch something together that suits us both.
- Writing in first person
- Ageplay - to include daddy/mommy kinks, parental incest, etc...well, sometimes daddy/mommy is okay if it's just a title and there's no ageplay, but...
- Unclean or unsanitary stuff - to include scat, vomit, piss, and generally just characters being gross
- Getting too in-depth on bodily functions
- Foot fetishes - characters being stepped on or licking boots is fine though
- Tickling
- Foodplay
- Bimboification/Sissification
- Inflation - except mild cum inflation and stomach bulges from huge insertions, which are a-okay.
- Pregnancy with live birth - eggs are fine, though… this isn’t truly a hard no, but something I’m particular about due to my own bodily dysphoria. Human pregnancies are a hard no, while monster pregnancies are usually okay. I’m significantly more okay with egg pregnancy, to the point that I *like* egg pregnancy, so there’s also that.
- MPreg - that said, no pregnancy in male-bodied characters, please… It makes me really queasy for some reason. Maybe if it’s eggs or parasites, we can discuss it… there’s also the possibility of TFing the male into a hermaphrodite in some way...?
- Female “feral” bodies - if there’s a quadruped or centauroid or similar body type involved, I want them to be doing the penetration. Female gender with a cock still counts!
- Vanilla sex scenes… I only write them if it’s a long-term development thing, which isn't what I'm going for right now.
I'm also totally open to suggestions for plots, especially if they involve the kinks I'm craving.
- Thief/Knight x Dragon: Either a thief sneaks into a dragon’s hoard to steal something, or a knight goes to slay the dragon (perhaps to save their friend, who’s still there, but is a happy slave)… either way, the dragon decides this wayward adventurer is cute for a human, and decides to turn them into a sex toy or breeder for their cavern’s monsters or similar. Would like it if this included hypnosis, conditioning, possibly transformation… I’d love to double as the adventurer and their friend they’re going to save...
- Ghoul x Vampire: Ghouls a la World of Darkness, being humans who drink vampire blood and become more powerful… but also addicted to the blood, and naturally subservient to vampires. I have a hunter character who became a ghoul after being captured by a very power vampire mistress, but then escaped… I’d love to see other vampires toy with him and his addiction.
- Siren x Musician: Character A, a young musician, brings character B, a singer who’s actually a siren, back to their place after a date… only to be hypnotized by B’s beautiful singing voice and toyed with according to B’s desires, bloody or otherwise.
- Rude Awakening: A character is not-quite woken up (somnophilia) to curious tentacles exploring, then fucking them… could go any number of ways, in terms of what the tentacles are and why they’re doing this, if someone else is in control of them or what...
- !!! Breaking the Haughty: In specific, I'd like a futa/dickgirl dom to break a proud prince boy, to bring him down from his high horse and have him beg for cock... There are so many ways this could be done, involving more characters, aphrodisiacs, hypnosis... ahh, endless possibilities, really.
- !!! Feral Pets: Whether it's traditional monsters, Pokemon, or something similar, I'd love to play a situation where someone's once docile (or not-so-docile) pet or battle mount turns on them and fucks them senseless... possibly with some painplay on top of pheromones and such.
- !!! Hentai Forest: Just... a place where a character (or multiple characters~) could go and get utterly wrecked by the local flora and fauna, intentionally or on accident, or in the process of trying to save one another. Maybe they get infected by parasites and leave to spread those outside of the forest. Maybe they become seedbeds and fucktoys for the various monsters of the forest. Maybe I'll get to play that futa dog-taur character that haunts me at night. The possibilities are endless! It doesn't even have to be a forest; dungeons and such work just as well.
- ...Speaking of that, parasites are a really good underrated kink.
- Monster Hunters: Sort of inspired by the games of the same title, but in this case, it's characters who go off to hunt monsters and get up getting fucked by them. Funny possible scenario: A shady informant/merchant sells newbie hunters items that they say would help them hunt, but actually just make them bigger targets for getting fucked. Honestly though, this is just a fun starting point in general.
- !!! Something something, two characters (who may know each other before or not) mutually getting wrecked to all hell by monsters and such. Lovely bonding experience! What better aesthetic than two people sloppily kissing while getting railed from either side by minotaurs or orcs or whatever suits your fancy, you feel me?
- !!! Monster DNA Recombination: Either in order to break a character, or for some other nefarious purpose, a procedure is used (by way or parasites, potions, whatever) that makes them incredibly susceptible to monster pheromones and basically start salivating when they see a monster dick. So, in short, an omega for monsters. Nice.
- Stuff inspired by CoC… breeding with eggs, milking maybe…? I prefer more humanoid characters than the true furries of CoC, but, animalistic traits are very nice, so.
- Fire Emblem (classic games especially!)
- Persona 3/4/5 - I really love writing the P5 protagonist... genderbent is fine too...
- .hack// (especially GU)
- Possibly other off-beat anime/JRPG fandoms... it doesn't hurt to ask me about it. No need to ask me about western TV/comic fandoms, though; I don't know a thing about them.
If you're not, then thanks for reading anyway!
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