Ravel tries to smile at her. "To be honest the whole story of mine was is so foggy its kind of hard to remember." It wasnât so much that he couldnât but he didnât want to remember. This was something that he could never forgive himself for. It was almost a hell on earth for him to still exist. It was good that he had gotten to her when he did or they would have shared a similar history or fate.