Fates.Gamble
Care to take a gamble?
- Joined
- Oct 11, 2012
- Location
- Somewhere out there...
Freja watched Catty fumble over her words with a soft smile, a little of the sparkle returning to her bright, blue eyes. “Oh quit worrying so much,” she told her, glancing back to Aeric who remained blissfully unaware of the world around him. “I’m sure he’d prefer you doting and hovering over him more than his sister.” But Freja did worry about him, how could she not? Her eyes were full of concern while she regarded the shaggy brute. Aeric was one of the few things left in this world for her to care about. All she wanted was to see those eyes pop open, greeting her with that warm, green luminosity she’d known all her life. She mused over the fact the positions had been reversed not long ago, with Aeric the one watching over her back at the clinic. When she recalled that she was reluctant to leave his side, and it didn’t take much convincing for her to accept the couch.
She settled in, relaxing against the soft cushions with a weary sigh. Like Catty, she had trouble finding sleep. Everything was still fresh in mind, the adrenaline from the events yet trickling away. She could still feel the influence of Mani as well, though it was waning, sinking away as the full moon steadily melted into the horizon, shining its light upon a different portion of the world now. Freja shuffled around to her back, trying to get comfortable, and let her gaze linger on the vaulted ceilings above. Silently, she wondered if somewhere else out in that vast world there were other wolves like them, their packs whole and strong. Perhaps somewhere still within that bright, lunar glow, there was no cause for worry. Packs could celebrate in peace, with no fear of men with silver swords. It was a pleasant thought, but not enough to coax her mind into slumber. That wouldn’t come until just before dawn, when soft, gray light came spilling in from the busted windows.
~
While Aeric seemed at peaceful rest, the black wolf sleeping silently between them, there was nothing but turmoil within. Erratic nightmares plagued him, starting with that night upon the cliffs; the night the hunters appeared and altered the course of his life forever. He felt small and helpless, left to watch as he saw his pack members brutally slaughtered. Freja and Ingolf survived the onslaught, but that didn’t keep the men from savaging them. Aeric could hear them calling for him; hear their desperate pleads for help, but there was nothing he could do. A man with a silver sword barred his path, a crazed grin across his scarred face. One swipe of that blade and Aeric was brought low. Next thing he knew he was falling; falling from the clifftops only to hit the pavement of a dark and desolate road. Suddenly there were a pair of lights in the distance, the sound of death metal on the air. A car was coming straight for him, only this time it didn’t stop. It never saw that black coat of fur, invisible in the obscurity. Aeric caught one brief glimpse of the driver, a woman with a fair face and a flash of red hair before the vehicle struck, and all was rendered into darkness.
Out of that pitch black world came another scene, and once again Aeric found himself enclosed of that menacing cage. Trapped with the Grizzly Terror. Only it was not his own body, but that of his brother Ingolf. The chocolate brown wolf dashed this way and that, trying to keep away from the monstrosity that came charging in. But there was no where to go. The cage impeded his movements, leaving no room to dodge those massive, swiping paws. The bear knocked him down with a blow to his back left leg, sending him tumbling across the floor. There was no time to recover before the terror came pouncing in. Heavy paws slammed down, breaking bones before the huge jaws closed around the wolf’s skull. One sharp cry and a sickening crunch, and once more Aeric’s world faded to a colorless void. This time, a sound rang out across the desolation; the sound of chains rattling and an ominous growl so deep it felt like it was coming from the Earth itself.
Again, the world changed. A shuddering, florescent light came to life, causing the utter darkness to flee into the corners of the room, lurking in the form of shadows. Squinting against the sudden flare, Aeric stepped forward to view his surroundings, quickly coming to realize he was standing in the lobby of Henderson’s clinic; scene of the latest carnage he’d witnessed in his life. Just like the first time they visited the vet practice, the building was piled with bodies. The efforts they put into covering and clearing the dead had been undone. Aeric wandered through the garden of corpses, taking in their expressions of pain and anguish; an imprint left in their final moments. But there was more than just patients and their pets scattered across this room of death. His family was here too. Everyone he’d ever lost, their brutalized forms counted among the rest. His heart began to quicken as he walked past the ones he loved. Mother, Father, Brother, Sister… One familiar face after another passed before his eyes. Even Eddy was there, his Gungnir still driven right through his butchered body, his face wracked with torment. Suddenly, there was another rattle of chains, and Aeric cringed as he heard a thousand, growling voices, all whispering, and all forging into one, grinding sound in his mind.
Look upon the folly of thy efforts, the wolf god taunted him.
Too weak to protect thy pack...
Too weak to aid thy friends…
Despite the intimidating voice he went on, treading the corpses as if he were drawn to the very center of the room. One body in particular lay there, and it called to him unlike any other. As he drew near he noticed two other corpses lying beside it. He swallowed, a dry lump forming in his throat as he realized the first one was Freja, torn to pieces as though some beast savaged her. Further ahead was Catty, her bright eyes like lifeless glass staring at the ceiling. She’d been treated much the same as Freja, her once soft lips now pale with death and slightly parted, as though she’d been taken by surprise. He felt like he’d been doused with cold water upon seeing her battered and bloody form, but still he couldn’t stop. He had to keep going to the last body, the one at the center of all this loss. His breath was caught when he finally reached it, discovering a reflection of his own face. He lay in a pool of blood, a bullet hole blown right through his chest.
Too weak even, to save thyself. Thou art lacking of strength. Lament, O Wolf! Ragnarok shall consume thy feeble mind, and devour thy faint heart.
At Fenrir’s declaration, the corpse Aeric began to stir. The one still living stumbled back, heart practically beating out of its cage as his dead self began to rise, pulling itself up to all fours. Almost instantly, it began to change. Muscles rippled beneath bloody clothes, limbs crew long and gnarled, and skin blackened until it was sprouting with tufts of midnight fur. Aeric’s eyes were wide with shock, with fear as he faced down the monstrosity he was becoming. Those carmine flushed eyes were turned on him this time, with jowls salivating over potential prey. Aeric continued to step away, trying to distance himself from the monster. But there was no where to go, for the corpses scattered throughout the clinic began to rise, ghostly, dead figures that joined his monstrous foe. All of their dead eyes focused on him, watching and waiting while the wolf approached to add him to the ranks.
Before he knew it, Aeric had shifted, returning to the form of a scruffy black wolf. All courage had fled him. He was left cowering, shaking like a wounded animal as the wolfman and his legion draugr pressed ever forward. The poor beast shut his luminous green eyes, whimpering with fear and wishing it all away. He felt every bit as weak as Fenrir complained, and all too ready to give up. And that’s when he felt something. It was like a little ball of warmth at first, welling in the pit of his stomach, quickly growing until it swelled throughout his entire being, radiating with a sense of safety and calm. At once he was reminded of the night before, upon the shores of the lack when he felt that comforting presence, so much like a hand on his shoulder. In his grief he’d felt like his father had reached across the void somehow. Only now did he realize how wrong he’d been. This was something else; something deep inside, as though some unknown part of himself had stirred to life. He wasn’t sure how to explain it, but that ethereal presence stole away his fear, and he began to relax. And then, he heard a second voice in his head:
Have no fear, for when you are at your weakest, I will be your strength.
Much like the father of wolves, it came as a powerful force in his mind, yet it was soft and soothing, like waves breaking on the shore and instilling a sense of serenity. It drowned out all other sound, silencing Fenrir’s echoing mockery and threats as if it were no effort at all. In the peace that followed, Aeric finally dared to open his eyes, both green orbs cracking open to find the terrible scene had shifted yet again. Where once there was utter darkness now there was an endless expanse of white, almost blinding in fact. So bright were his surroundings it took him a long moment before he realized he was not alone. There, ahead of him, sitting on his hindquarters was another wolf, one unlike anything he’d ever seen. It looked like a spirit, a being composed of pure light that burned with varying intensity. His eyes were brightest of all, hot and fierce like the sun, and they watched Aeric with infinite patience. Once Aeric came to terms with what he was seeing, the light-wolf rose up and strode forward. Something in his mind told the black wolf he should follow.
The two walked in silence for a time, their stark world seeming like an endless void. But as they continued on, Aeric realized things were changing again. Detail spilled in, like an artist bringing his painting to life. After a time they were no longer striding across a blank canvas, but a grassy hillside steep enough that Aeric was panting as he scurried up, trying to keep pace with his graceful companion. His guide beat him to the top, but even before Aeric reached him the scent of a damp, salty breeze told him what the view would reveal. His spectral guide sat patiently on the crest of the hill, or clifftop, so it turned out. Sure enough, there was the sea, far out into the distance, but below them as well, spilling into an elongated channel that fed inland. Across the gorge were other sheer cliffs, all topped with emerald grass and hardy trees. And beyond that were rolling valleys of rocky, green hills, kissed by a dense mist.
Aeric strode to the very edge of their perch, immersed by the wondrous sight of the wild world splayed out before him. His guide seemed none too interested in the breathtaking view. His attention was entirely on Aeric, burning eyes boring right into him, as if they could see into his very soul and beyond. A gaze like that might have perturbed most, intense as it was, but Aeric wasn’t bothered in the least. Strange as it was, he felt entirely at ease with the creature. It was like being with someone he’d known all his life, though had forgotten all about; an invisible friend who he could never see but always knew was there. Even now, Aeric seemed to forget about the radiant wolf. He was transfixed on that horizon, eyes darting across those hills and drinking it all in. He didn’t know why, but he felt himself overwhelmed by a sense that he had to be here. Somewhere out there, something was waiting for him. Whatever or whoever it might be, he couldn’t say, but he knew he had to find it.
~
No sooner than he came to that realization did Aeric’s eyes flutter open back in the real world. Everything was hazy as the groggy wolf woke, eyes slowly adjusting to the brightness of late morning. For a brief moment, he could swear that spirit-like wolf was still there, sitting just a few paces away. But as his became fully awake and his vision cleared, the apparition vanished, breaking apart like mere dust caught hanging in a sunbeam. A loud snore from the couch distracted him a moment later, and Aeric lifted his shaggy head to see Freja curled up, a throw blanket draped around her slender frame. He spotted Catty soon after, but one effort to lift himself up and he found himself blinded to everything else by an unexpected aching pain that wracked him right down to his bones. It felt like he’d been hit by a semi truck and walked away somehow.
Luckily he still had the strength to pull himself up, despite the throbbing pain, though he was left limping, his front left leg complaining every time he put weight on it. Aeric kept it suspended, relying on his other three paws as he looked around, trying to come to terms with what happened. His mind was a jumble of thoughts, his time of imprisonment in the cellar being the clearest of them. Without waking the girls, he slipped out of the warmth of his blanket and hopped his way there. He came across the wreck of the kitchen first, leaving him to survey the damage with a sense of foreboding and a touch of guilt. The overturned fridge and busted door were the next fine, and Aeric got as close as he could, just far enough to spot the tattered remnants of his clothes spread out down the stairs.
Tired of limping, Aeric shifted back to the form of a man, and found himself hissing through clenched teeth as the throbs of agony screamed over the effort. His left arm was worst of all, stinging and aching no matter which direction he moved it. Still, it wasn’t so bad that he couldn’t work through it, and he took a moment to roll out his shoulder. Once he was satisfied it was only sore and not broken or dislocated, he stepped away from the scene, quietly stalking through the house and heading upstairs. He wracked his brain all the while, trying to recall events. Like before it was a pitch void, his dreams resurfacing to fuck with his mind but nothing concrete about last night. There was a flash of a thought, a time he could remember sitting on the porch in his monstrous form along with Catty and Freja docile as could be, but it was such a murky memory he took that for a dream too.
Aeric still couldn’t remember anything by the time he made it to his chosen bedroom. After seeing how the transformation ruined his last outfit, he dug out the shapeshifter cloak he’d stashed away before, promptly tugging it on. The ugly, technicolor fur skin shimmered and changed, immediately becoming a soft, white robe, sash and all. It was the simplest thought he could come up with to cover himself. Aeric winced, using his right hand as much as possible to fastened it closed before meandering over to the window for a look outside. The first thing he saw was Eddy’s card smashed into a tree. He gaped at the wreck, completely at a loss over the sight of it. That was enough to have him out of the room and heading back down the stairs, eventually returning to the living room.
He came to stop as he beheld the two of them, both still asleep and unaware of his presence. They looked peaceful, as though the chaos all around them was old news by this point. Perhaps it was rude to wake them; surely if there was anything left to worry about they wouldn’t be so soundly asleep. Freja looked none the worse for wear, but as he turned his attention to Catty he noticed the cut and bruising she’d gotten from her mad stunt with the car. Driven by concern and the mystery of his blackout, he decided it was worth it to disturb her. He tried to keep quiet, though, trying not to wake Freja as well as he knelt beside the love seat. Reaching out, he told her shoulder, giving her a gentle shake.
“Catty?” he called out softly, waiting for her to stir.
She settled in, relaxing against the soft cushions with a weary sigh. Like Catty, she had trouble finding sleep. Everything was still fresh in mind, the adrenaline from the events yet trickling away. She could still feel the influence of Mani as well, though it was waning, sinking away as the full moon steadily melted into the horizon, shining its light upon a different portion of the world now. Freja shuffled around to her back, trying to get comfortable, and let her gaze linger on the vaulted ceilings above. Silently, she wondered if somewhere else out in that vast world there were other wolves like them, their packs whole and strong. Perhaps somewhere still within that bright, lunar glow, there was no cause for worry. Packs could celebrate in peace, with no fear of men with silver swords. It was a pleasant thought, but not enough to coax her mind into slumber. That wouldn’t come until just before dawn, when soft, gray light came spilling in from the busted windows.
~
While Aeric seemed at peaceful rest, the black wolf sleeping silently between them, there was nothing but turmoil within. Erratic nightmares plagued him, starting with that night upon the cliffs; the night the hunters appeared and altered the course of his life forever. He felt small and helpless, left to watch as he saw his pack members brutally slaughtered. Freja and Ingolf survived the onslaught, but that didn’t keep the men from savaging them. Aeric could hear them calling for him; hear their desperate pleads for help, but there was nothing he could do. A man with a silver sword barred his path, a crazed grin across his scarred face. One swipe of that blade and Aeric was brought low. Next thing he knew he was falling; falling from the clifftops only to hit the pavement of a dark and desolate road. Suddenly there were a pair of lights in the distance, the sound of death metal on the air. A car was coming straight for him, only this time it didn’t stop. It never saw that black coat of fur, invisible in the obscurity. Aeric caught one brief glimpse of the driver, a woman with a fair face and a flash of red hair before the vehicle struck, and all was rendered into darkness.
Out of that pitch black world came another scene, and once again Aeric found himself enclosed of that menacing cage. Trapped with the Grizzly Terror. Only it was not his own body, but that of his brother Ingolf. The chocolate brown wolf dashed this way and that, trying to keep away from the monstrosity that came charging in. But there was no where to go. The cage impeded his movements, leaving no room to dodge those massive, swiping paws. The bear knocked him down with a blow to his back left leg, sending him tumbling across the floor. There was no time to recover before the terror came pouncing in. Heavy paws slammed down, breaking bones before the huge jaws closed around the wolf’s skull. One sharp cry and a sickening crunch, and once more Aeric’s world faded to a colorless void. This time, a sound rang out across the desolation; the sound of chains rattling and an ominous growl so deep it felt like it was coming from the Earth itself.
Again, the world changed. A shuddering, florescent light came to life, causing the utter darkness to flee into the corners of the room, lurking in the form of shadows. Squinting against the sudden flare, Aeric stepped forward to view his surroundings, quickly coming to realize he was standing in the lobby of Henderson’s clinic; scene of the latest carnage he’d witnessed in his life. Just like the first time they visited the vet practice, the building was piled with bodies. The efforts they put into covering and clearing the dead had been undone. Aeric wandered through the garden of corpses, taking in their expressions of pain and anguish; an imprint left in their final moments. But there was more than just patients and their pets scattered across this room of death. His family was here too. Everyone he’d ever lost, their brutalized forms counted among the rest. His heart began to quicken as he walked past the ones he loved. Mother, Father, Brother, Sister… One familiar face after another passed before his eyes. Even Eddy was there, his Gungnir still driven right through his butchered body, his face wracked with torment. Suddenly, there was another rattle of chains, and Aeric cringed as he heard a thousand, growling voices, all whispering, and all forging into one, grinding sound in his mind.
Look upon the folly of thy efforts, the wolf god taunted him.
Too weak to protect thy pack...
Too weak to aid thy friends…
Despite the intimidating voice he went on, treading the corpses as if he were drawn to the very center of the room. One body in particular lay there, and it called to him unlike any other. As he drew near he noticed two other corpses lying beside it. He swallowed, a dry lump forming in his throat as he realized the first one was Freja, torn to pieces as though some beast savaged her. Further ahead was Catty, her bright eyes like lifeless glass staring at the ceiling. She’d been treated much the same as Freja, her once soft lips now pale with death and slightly parted, as though she’d been taken by surprise. He felt like he’d been doused with cold water upon seeing her battered and bloody form, but still he couldn’t stop. He had to keep going to the last body, the one at the center of all this loss. His breath was caught when he finally reached it, discovering a reflection of his own face. He lay in a pool of blood, a bullet hole blown right through his chest.
Too weak even, to save thyself. Thou art lacking of strength. Lament, O Wolf! Ragnarok shall consume thy feeble mind, and devour thy faint heart.
At Fenrir’s declaration, the corpse Aeric began to stir. The one still living stumbled back, heart practically beating out of its cage as his dead self began to rise, pulling itself up to all fours. Almost instantly, it began to change. Muscles rippled beneath bloody clothes, limbs crew long and gnarled, and skin blackened until it was sprouting with tufts of midnight fur. Aeric’s eyes were wide with shock, with fear as he faced down the monstrosity he was becoming. Those carmine flushed eyes were turned on him this time, with jowls salivating over potential prey. Aeric continued to step away, trying to distance himself from the monster. But there was no where to go, for the corpses scattered throughout the clinic began to rise, ghostly, dead figures that joined his monstrous foe. All of their dead eyes focused on him, watching and waiting while the wolf approached to add him to the ranks.
Before he knew it, Aeric had shifted, returning to the form of a scruffy black wolf. All courage had fled him. He was left cowering, shaking like a wounded animal as the wolfman and his legion draugr pressed ever forward. The poor beast shut his luminous green eyes, whimpering with fear and wishing it all away. He felt every bit as weak as Fenrir complained, and all too ready to give up. And that’s when he felt something. It was like a little ball of warmth at first, welling in the pit of his stomach, quickly growing until it swelled throughout his entire being, radiating with a sense of safety and calm. At once he was reminded of the night before, upon the shores of the lack when he felt that comforting presence, so much like a hand on his shoulder. In his grief he’d felt like his father had reached across the void somehow. Only now did he realize how wrong he’d been. This was something else; something deep inside, as though some unknown part of himself had stirred to life. He wasn’t sure how to explain it, but that ethereal presence stole away his fear, and he began to relax. And then, he heard a second voice in his head:
Have no fear, for when you are at your weakest, I will be your strength.
Much like the father of wolves, it came as a powerful force in his mind, yet it was soft and soothing, like waves breaking on the shore and instilling a sense of serenity. It drowned out all other sound, silencing Fenrir’s echoing mockery and threats as if it were no effort at all. In the peace that followed, Aeric finally dared to open his eyes, both green orbs cracking open to find the terrible scene had shifted yet again. Where once there was utter darkness now there was an endless expanse of white, almost blinding in fact. So bright were his surroundings it took him a long moment before he realized he was not alone. There, ahead of him, sitting on his hindquarters was another wolf, one unlike anything he’d ever seen. It looked like a spirit, a being composed of pure light that burned with varying intensity. His eyes were brightest of all, hot and fierce like the sun, and they watched Aeric with infinite patience. Once Aeric came to terms with what he was seeing, the light-wolf rose up and strode forward. Something in his mind told the black wolf he should follow.
The two walked in silence for a time, their stark world seeming like an endless void. But as they continued on, Aeric realized things were changing again. Detail spilled in, like an artist bringing his painting to life. After a time they were no longer striding across a blank canvas, but a grassy hillside steep enough that Aeric was panting as he scurried up, trying to keep pace with his graceful companion. His guide beat him to the top, but even before Aeric reached him the scent of a damp, salty breeze told him what the view would reveal. His spectral guide sat patiently on the crest of the hill, or clifftop, so it turned out. Sure enough, there was the sea, far out into the distance, but below them as well, spilling into an elongated channel that fed inland. Across the gorge were other sheer cliffs, all topped with emerald grass and hardy trees. And beyond that were rolling valleys of rocky, green hills, kissed by a dense mist.
Aeric strode to the very edge of their perch, immersed by the wondrous sight of the wild world splayed out before him. His guide seemed none too interested in the breathtaking view. His attention was entirely on Aeric, burning eyes boring right into him, as if they could see into his very soul and beyond. A gaze like that might have perturbed most, intense as it was, but Aeric wasn’t bothered in the least. Strange as it was, he felt entirely at ease with the creature. It was like being with someone he’d known all his life, though had forgotten all about; an invisible friend who he could never see but always knew was there. Even now, Aeric seemed to forget about the radiant wolf. He was transfixed on that horizon, eyes darting across those hills and drinking it all in. He didn’t know why, but he felt himself overwhelmed by a sense that he had to be here. Somewhere out there, something was waiting for him. Whatever or whoever it might be, he couldn’t say, but he knew he had to find it.
~
No sooner than he came to that realization did Aeric’s eyes flutter open back in the real world. Everything was hazy as the groggy wolf woke, eyes slowly adjusting to the brightness of late morning. For a brief moment, he could swear that spirit-like wolf was still there, sitting just a few paces away. But as his became fully awake and his vision cleared, the apparition vanished, breaking apart like mere dust caught hanging in a sunbeam. A loud snore from the couch distracted him a moment later, and Aeric lifted his shaggy head to see Freja curled up, a throw blanket draped around her slender frame. He spotted Catty soon after, but one effort to lift himself up and he found himself blinded to everything else by an unexpected aching pain that wracked him right down to his bones. It felt like he’d been hit by a semi truck and walked away somehow.
Luckily he still had the strength to pull himself up, despite the throbbing pain, though he was left limping, his front left leg complaining every time he put weight on it. Aeric kept it suspended, relying on his other three paws as he looked around, trying to come to terms with what happened. His mind was a jumble of thoughts, his time of imprisonment in the cellar being the clearest of them. Without waking the girls, he slipped out of the warmth of his blanket and hopped his way there. He came across the wreck of the kitchen first, leaving him to survey the damage with a sense of foreboding and a touch of guilt. The overturned fridge and busted door were the next fine, and Aeric got as close as he could, just far enough to spot the tattered remnants of his clothes spread out down the stairs.
Tired of limping, Aeric shifted back to the form of a man, and found himself hissing through clenched teeth as the throbs of agony screamed over the effort. His left arm was worst of all, stinging and aching no matter which direction he moved it. Still, it wasn’t so bad that he couldn’t work through it, and he took a moment to roll out his shoulder. Once he was satisfied it was only sore and not broken or dislocated, he stepped away from the scene, quietly stalking through the house and heading upstairs. He wracked his brain all the while, trying to recall events. Like before it was a pitch void, his dreams resurfacing to fuck with his mind but nothing concrete about last night. There was a flash of a thought, a time he could remember sitting on the porch in his monstrous form along with Catty and Freja docile as could be, but it was such a murky memory he took that for a dream too.
Aeric still couldn’t remember anything by the time he made it to his chosen bedroom. After seeing how the transformation ruined his last outfit, he dug out the shapeshifter cloak he’d stashed away before, promptly tugging it on. The ugly, technicolor fur skin shimmered and changed, immediately becoming a soft, white robe, sash and all. It was the simplest thought he could come up with to cover himself. Aeric winced, using his right hand as much as possible to fastened it closed before meandering over to the window for a look outside. The first thing he saw was Eddy’s card smashed into a tree. He gaped at the wreck, completely at a loss over the sight of it. That was enough to have him out of the room and heading back down the stairs, eventually returning to the living room.
He came to stop as he beheld the two of them, both still asleep and unaware of his presence. They looked peaceful, as though the chaos all around them was old news by this point. Perhaps it was rude to wake them; surely if there was anything left to worry about they wouldn’t be so soundly asleep. Freja looked none the worse for wear, but as he turned his attention to Catty he noticed the cut and bruising she’d gotten from her mad stunt with the car. Driven by concern and the mystery of his blackout, he decided it was worth it to disturb her. He tried to keep quiet, though, trying not to wake Freja as well as he knelt beside the love seat. Reaching out, he told her shoulder, giving her a gentle shake.
“Catty?” he called out softly, waiting for her to stir.