incendonocturne
A Land Unreachable, with Stone Walls.
- Joined
- May 30, 2018
- Location
- Purgatory
Greetings!
I figure and hope this will be easier than always posting on my profile. To let my RP partners know what’s going on and why there may be radio silence on my end.
On any given day, life may well throw a curve ball or ten, directly at my face. Usually work life is the cause of this to be perfectly honest. It’s a bitch but someone’s gotta do it as they say.
Sometimes, my muse plain and simple may be the cause of said silence. I will not come to you and say so because it’s not you, it’s me. I know, that old standard! But it’s true. Sometimes it just takes my muse some time to get in line and do what she’s supposed to fucking do. She can be a right bitch. She always comes around though.
Sometimes I’m feeling one of my others a little more than the others I have going. My tastes sometimes change like a raging sea. (admittedly I have one or two going that I’m always on top of because of the tone of it and I absolutely adore my partner and the chemistry between characters and players is awesome.)
I know I leave some of you hanging for a week. My sincerest apologies on doing so BUT I want you to know that during that week, I have our RP up and am working on it, even if it’s a sentence or two a day, I AM usually working on them. I will not rush my muse nor my brain (in instances where it’s over stimulated by life occurrences). Why? For you. Simply for you. Because I don’t want to give you a rushed or half assed reply.
I am enjoying all of the RP’s I have going, even if it takes me some time. However, I understand if my making you wait, for whatever reason, is annoying to you. I would understand if you wanted to put it on a shelf either for a little bit or permanently. I would not be mad. And on the opposite side of that coin, if you are totally ok with my slow-ass responses.....I sincerely and greatly appreciate the understanding and patience.
Ok, with all of that being said! These past few weeks have been a fucking roller coaster. Technically the last month or so have been. Crazy shit at work that involves me kinda having to worry about whether I’m gonna still have a job or not. That seems to be waning though and I seem to be safe but....never know with the way shit goes in my life sometimes. There’s also been staff meetings. Fights with the boss (and my friend). Just General life stuff cropping up here and there.
The last week alone has been just a cluster fuck. Parents went on vacation and I had to rush to check on my nephew at one point and the dogs in another because my brother is an inconsiderate twatwaffle that decides to just fuck shit up as soon as my parents aren’t there to keep him in some symbolence of control.
Annnnnd at one point I cracked the back of my head against the freezer door handle at work. LMAO and I mean hard! I still have a small knot there and it’s still a little sore but...I have a hard head, so I’m good but....that’s how crazy shit can get around here.
Now, tonight! I’m actually going out for some fun! A friend of mine had an extra ticket to the 5FDP and Breaking Benjamin show and she invited me along. It’s been a while since I’ve been to a concert and just had some fucking fun, so hopefully tonight when I get home, my muse and just me in general will be in a much better place and can concentrate on those stories that I have yet to answer to.
Peace, Love and Chicken Grease!
I figure and hope this will be easier than always posting on my profile. To let my RP partners know what’s going on and why there may be radio silence on my end.
On any given day, life may well throw a curve ball or ten, directly at my face. Usually work life is the cause of this to be perfectly honest. It’s a bitch but someone’s gotta do it as they say.
Sometimes, my muse plain and simple may be the cause of said silence. I will not come to you and say so because it’s not you, it’s me. I know, that old standard! But it’s true. Sometimes it just takes my muse some time to get in line and do what she’s supposed to fucking do. She can be a right bitch. She always comes around though.
Sometimes I’m feeling one of my others a little more than the others I have going. My tastes sometimes change like a raging sea. (admittedly I have one or two going that I’m always on top of because of the tone of it and I absolutely adore my partner and the chemistry between characters and players is awesome.)
I know I leave some of you hanging for a week. My sincerest apologies on doing so BUT I want you to know that during that week, I have our RP up and am working on it, even if it’s a sentence or two a day, I AM usually working on them. I will not rush my muse nor my brain (in instances where it’s over stimulated by life occurrences). Why? For you. Simply for you. Because I don’t want to give you a rushed or half assed reply.
I am enjoying all of the RP’s I have going, even if it takes me some time. However, I understand if my making you wait, for whatever reason, is annoying to you. I would understand if you wanted to put it on a shelf either for a little bit or permanently. I would not be mad. And on the opposite side of that coin, if you are totally ok with my slow-ass responses.....I sincerely and greatly appreciate the understanding and patience.
Ok, with all of that being said! These past few weeks have been a fucking roller coaster. Technically the last month or so have been. Crazy shit at work that involves me kinda having to worry about whether I’m gonna still have a job or not. That seems to be waning though and I seem to be safe but....never know with the way shit goes in my life sometimes. There’s also been staff meetings. Fights with the boss (and my friend). Just General life stuff cropping up here and there.
The last week alone has been just a cluster fuck. Parents went on vacation and I had to rush to check on my nephew at one point and the dogs in another because my brother is an inconsiderate twatwaffle that decides to just fuck shit up as soon as my parents aren’t there to keep him in some symbolence of control.
Annnnnd at one point I cracked the back of my head against the freezer door handle at work. LMAO and I mean hard! I still have a small knot there and it’s still a little sore but...I have a hard head, so I’m good but....that’s how crazy shit can get around here.
Now, tonight! I’m actually going out for some fun! A friend of mine had an extra ticket to the 5FDP and Breaking Benjamin show and she invited me along. It’s been a while since I’ve been to a concert and just had some fucking fun, so hopefully tonight when I get home, my muse and just me in general will be in a much better place and can concentrate on those stories that I have yet to answer to.
Peace, Love and Chicken Grease!