Machiavelli
Star
- Joined
- Sep 19, 2016
- Location
- Kansas City
Nicholas Dearden had never really been much of a romantic. He was shorter, smaller, with ruffled hair and a rather shy personality. He'd never been one of those guys who could approach a girl and give her his number or hit on her, and so his experiences has been limited to the girls who would approach him. He wasn't a virgin, exactly, but he definitely wasn't a ladies man. Perhaps that was why he'd let his friend Emilie, or Emil as she preferred, set him up on this blind date. He obviously didn't have the courage to approach a girl on his own, so he might as well let his friend help him out.
This shyness hadn't just affected his relationship preferences. Sexually, he'd discovered that the kind of women that approached him first were often the kind who weren't afraid to go after what they wanted, and he loved that in a sexual context too. And, given his small stature, they were typically bigger than he was in most ways, letting them push him around, pin him down... and he loved it.
But recently he'd been out of the dating pool, until he'd showed up in this small diner for this blind date. He'd entertained himself with video games, other nerdy friends and board games, and indulged his secret perversions with kinky porn. He also frequented the bookstore where Emil worked, reading his way through science fiction novels, fantasy novels, and history books. Admittedly, the owner of that bookstore was also sexy as all hell, and going was a nice excuse to enjoy the view. He'd found a content place in his life, despite feeling, well. Alone. He'd pushed that away though, trying to just be happy with himself. And he was, mostly. If he could get past his nerves.
But then Emil had insisted that he get out and expand horizons, trying to get out of his shell. Nicholas wasn't exactly sure how well that was going to work, but he trusted his friend, and so he agreed.
And that was how he found himself waiting at a table in this diner. He'd insisted to Emil that the date not be anything too intense, nothing that would put too much pressure on him. He wasn't sure he could have made himself go if it had been a super formal date. Still, he was wearing a nice button down shirt that was rolled up at the sleeves, revealing the curling black ink on his arms in the patterns of creeping vines that climbed all the way up to his collarbone. His bright green eyes watched for anyone who seemed like they were looking for their date, and his fingers brushed through brown hair nervously, teeth biting at his lip.
This shyness hadn't just affected his relationship preferences. Sexually, he'd discovered that the kind of women that approached him first were often the kind who weren't afraid to go after what they wanted, and he loved that in a sexual context too. And, given his small stature, they were typically bigger than he was in most ways, letting them push him around, pin him down... and he loved it.
But recently he'd been out of the dating pool, until he'd showed up in this small diner for this blind date. He'd entertained himself with video games, other nerdy friends and board games, and indulged his secret perversions with kinky porn. He also frequented the bookstore where Emil worked, reading his way through science fiction novels, fantasy novels, and history books. Admittedly, the owner of that bookstore was also sexy as all hell, and going was a nice excuse to enjoy the view. He'd found a content place in his life, despite feeling, well. Alone. He'd pushed that away though, trying to just be happy with himself. And he was, mostly. If he could get past his nerves.
But then Emil had insisted that he get out and expand horizons, trying to get out of his shell. Nicholas wasn't exactly sure how well that was going to work, but he trusted his friend, and so he agreed.
And that was how he found himself waiting at a table in this diner. He'd insisted to Emil that the date not be anything too intense, nothing that would put too much pressure on him. He wasn't sure he could have made himself go if it had been a super formal date. Still, he was wearing a nice button down shirt that was rolled up at the sleeves, revealing the curling black ink on his arms in the patterns of creeping vines that climbed all the way up to his collarbone. His bright green eyes watched for anyone who seemed like they were looking for their date, and his fingers brushed through brown hair nervously, teeth biting at his lip.