"Maybe..." Ayna commented when Vinny had made a somewhat awkward joke about why was she so tall. There was still a painful tension between them, something that would probably still be there until he talked to her parents so they all could move on, but the girl was warming up to having him around again. Sure, maybe it was just the nostalgic effect of being around the old playground, or just seeing how the closer they were to home, the worse he looked. There was something there, something inside him that was tearing him apart. The years didn't fix it, just hide it and it was going to get much worse until he finally took the step the next day.
If he finally did so.
Seeing Vinny call himself a coward made Ayna understand how hurtful it must had been when she said it, how his voice lacked strength, conviction. And yet, as he turned around, he insisted that he was going to come the next day. Ayna could only think about how was he going to do that, how brave Vinny was to face the next day if just coming near the house rendered him into a mess. Before Vinny was gone, Ayna dropped her bag and crossed the distance separating them, hugging him from behind, pressing her toned body against his back, crossing her arms over his chest. "You won't be alone anymore. I was too young then, but now I can chase after you, I can hold you..." she whispered. It was odd, because even if the words could sound somewhat menacing due to her awkwardness, Ayna's tone was nothing but, sounding compassionate and tender, an oddity in that woman.
"Please come back tomorrow" she asked, before releasing him. This time it was Ayna the one turning around, too embarrassed after that show to face Vinny, just grabbing her things and going home. She had done her best, and now it was Vinny's turn to step up. Part of her still wanted to punch him because how abandoned he made her feel, but the governing feelings that were on turmoil inside her were two: the side of her that loved having him back and the part of her that feared he would flee again. Sneaking back into her own room, Ayna paused to take a good long look at the mirror of her bathroom, silently borrowing a few ice cubes from the kitchen to fight the swelling of her cheek. With a stupid and nervous smile the girl finally managed to get into bed and sleep, as she rarely had trouble getting her hours in even when her mind was restless.
The next morning came with her awaking somewhat scared, barely remembered nightmares about Vinny's disappearance still chasing her. After making sure her parents would be at home at the appointed hour and no surprises that prevented that, she decided against warning them. She didn't know how would they react, but she hoped for the best and didn't want them to plan anything for the meeting or try something weird. It had to be natural and it was all about Vinny coming back home and talking with them, any preparations they did would only serve as a barrier. A small part of Ayna's mind was biting at her, voicing that if she didn't say a thing about the visit was because she still feared Vinny wouldn't come and didn't want to set her parents up for disappointment, but the daily activities soon silenced that voice, reducing it to a whisper.
The school day was a pretty forgettable one, as Ayna didn't care much about it but this time she was even more unfocused than the norm, recent events plaguing her mind. The swelling of her cheek had gotten to a point where it could be easily hidden even with her awful makeup skills, something that she had learned since she started practicing that saved her a lot of questions from well meaning people. As classes ended, Ayna rushed home, mere minutes away from the appointed time. Her parents were at home as planned, but they didn't suspect a thing, as they expected Ayna to get her gym things and go practice as soon as she dealt with the homework. Instead of that, she nervously sat on the steps that lead upstairs to her room, wanting to be the one that opened the door for Vinny.
If he finally appeared. No. When he returned home.
If he finally did so.
Seeing Vinny call himself a coward made Ayna understand how hurtful it must had been when she said it, how his voice lacked strength, conviction. And yet, as he turned around, he insisted that he was going to come the next day. Ayna could only think about how was he going to do that, how brave Vinny was to face the next day if just coming near the house rendered him into a mess. Before Vinny was gone, Ayna dropped her bag and crossed the distance separating them, hugging him from behind, pressing her toned body against his back, crossing her arms over his chest. "You won't be alone anymore. I was too young then, but now I can chase after you, I can hold you..." she whispered. It was odd, because even if the words could sound somewhat menacing due to her awkwardness, Ayna's tone was nothing but, sounding compassionate and tender, an oddity in that woman.
"Please come back tomorrow" she asked, before releasing him. This time it was Ayna the one turning around, too embarrassed after that show to face Vinny, just grabbing her things and going home. She had done her best, and now it was Vinny's turn to step up. Part of her still wanted to punch him because how abandoned he made her feel, but the governing feelings that were on turmoil inside her were two: the side of her that loved having him back and the part of her that feared he would flee again. Sneaking back into her own room, Ayna paused to take a good long look at the mirror of her bathroom, silently borrowing a few ice cubes from the kitchen to fight the swelling of her cheek. With a stupid and nervous smile the girl finally managed to get into bed and sleep, as she rarely had trouble getting her hours in even when her mind was restless.
The next morning came with her awaking somewhat scared, barely remembered nightmares about Vinny's disappearance still chasing her. After making sure her parents would be at home at the appointed hour and no surprises that prevented that, she decided against warning them. She didn't know how would they react, but she hoped for the best and didn't want them to plan anything for the meeting or try something weird. It had to be natural and it was all about Vinny coming back home and talking with them, any preparations they did would only serve as a barrier. A small part of Ayna's mind was biting at her, voicing that if she didn't say a thing about the visit was because she still feared Vinny wouldn't come and didn't want to set her parents up for disappointment, but the daily activities soon silenced that voice, reducing it to a whisper.
The school day was a pretty forgettable one, as Ayna didn't care much about it but this time she was even more unfocused than the norm, recent events plaguing her mind. The swelling of her cheek had gotten to a point where it could be easily hidden even with her awful makeup skills, something that she had learned since she started practicing that saved her a lot of questions from well meaning people. As classes ended, Ayna rushed home, mere minutes away from the appointed time. Her parents were at home as planned, but they didn't suspect a thing, as they expected Ayna to get her gym things and go practice as soon as she dealt with the homework. Instead of that, she nervously sat on the steps that lead upstairs to her room, wanting to be the one that opened the door for Vinny.
If he finally appeared. No. When he returned home.