It must have been a dream. I love you too. It had to have been a dream. Who had ever issued forth those three words to Kordavo Chenoweth, Lord and fighter pilot that he was? A mother’s love he did not even know. A father’s love was stern and unrelenting, focused on results. There was no other love, except of abstract notions and concepts. This love was a physical, real love. It seemed almost too good to be true. Perhaps it was not. It felt shocking and terrifying once it registered in his psyche during the night. He had a mingling of dreams between utter indulgence of that love and utter loss of it. It was a warm embrace to his cold demeanor and logic. It did not belong. There was no place for it beforehand. Great upheavals would come of it. But it was real. And true.
He slept long and deeply. The ending to the night was hazy in his mind. Had he taken Solstice again? Had he slain her by an excess of passion as she had warned? The body that his strong arms clutched so possessively felt warm and throbbing with life so evidently not. That too seemed a murky notion. Was he physically holding her still, embraced tight enough to squeeze the air out of his lover or was it all still a dream? It surely must be as he slept right through her departure from his grip, still used to sleeping alone but never so long and indulgent. He was spent and exhausted, garnering a full night’s rest and more. Why not let it continue? He did not stir, even when Solstice returned from her motherly duties. Not until she decided to wake him with a loud crash and assault upon his sleeping form.
Urgency and danger all mingled into one within his state of mind in that waking second. Was he being attacked? Was he still on Skarvis with the beasts having gotten the better of him? Assassins in the dark with knives? With teeth bared in his own bestial reaction, Kordavo shot up into a sitting posture, one hand clutching the covers and another clasped into a fist ready to strike back. He was only in his bedroom, with the sound of laughter resonating from somewhere beyond the edge of the bed. He could not see her but he could hear her, just over the lip of the mattress, giggling like a school girl who thought she discovered the greatest comedy of all. Kordavo, naked entirely, heaved with intensive breathing for a second as the adrenaline wore off. Very funny. Well, she won’t be laughing for long. Brow furrowed and teeth still gritted, he threw his long, muscular legs over the side of the bed and rose.
He reached down, grabbed her under the shoulders, and in one heave put Solstice right on her feet. Was that one of his shirt’s that she was wearing? “You think you are so clever.” He sneered, morning crankiness in his face and tone but he had a new urge in which to relieve himself. It was indeed morning on Vorzania, clear skies and a strong, swift sun on the rise. And with it, something else was risen and hard. “Sneaking around like a spy in the dark. Do you know what we do to spies, Solstice? We interrogate them. And you’re going to tell me everything that you’ve been up to.” He put his hand around her neck, tight but not chokingly so, and he began to smirk as he pushed her back, driving her towards the bathroom. He could still feel the sweat of their previous night’s bouts upon his flesh. She already showered. He hadn’t. But she would need one again by the time he finished his lessons with her.
Even with the shirt on, he pushed her back into the shower and stood there blocking her in as he turned on the water, soaking her and the shirt. He laughed, uncaring that it was his. She took it. It was already lost. Now she was going to pay the price for it. He crossed his powerful arms over his broad chest, just watching her. First the water came hot, then he made it icy cold just to shock her for half a minute, before turning it back to tepid and warm. Then he finally stepped in and closed the glass door behind him. Kordavo soaked himself and looked her over. “And what exactly have you been up to, funny girl?” He said as steam swirled around them.
Kordavo took hold of her neck again, his hand gripping the side of it. His thumb came up and brushed against her lower lip. “This mouth of yours is getting you in terrible trouble. This early in the day? You’re crazy, little bird. We’re going to have to do something about it to silence you.” Kordavo said softly but with utter mischief and guile in his tone. He smirked louder and leaned forward to catch her first in a very hot kiss, driving her against the shower wall and molding their bodies together. “You’re going to have to clean up the mess you made last night on me.” He whispered to her and then forced her down on her knees, right in front of his groin, brushing against her face. Kordavo grinned and sighed, looking up as he closed his eyes. Life was good. Life was great.
~
And life went good for the next several weeks. It was a family life, a tranquility of sorts that Kordavo Chenoweth had never endured and was perhaps the first in his family to do so in a generation or more. He lived with Solstice and Kezra, doing nothing in those days but attending to them and relishing each hour as it came. But beneath his seemingly passive demeanor, still serious and stoic, there was always a restlessness and an uneasiness growing. Idleness, as joyful as it had become, was never his strength. To not work was considered a degradation of the values he had been raised on, especially when it seemed now to be founded on happiness and mirth. A shadow began to creep over his mind and to taint every waking moment he spent with his new family. As much as he relished it, he knew he could not remain forever. He would lose a piece of himself if he continued, even if it gave forever his presence to Solstice and especially Kezra.
So when the call came that the Sixth Dominion Sector Fleet had need of a new Flight Commander, Kordavo put in his application and received the transfer. At first he was not far from Vorzania and would only be gone for a few hours or even a day, always returning. He didn’t speak much of this to Solstice. He didn’t feel the need that he should. She ought to understand he figured duty and responsibility to the State. She was Royal herself, was she not? He simply told her that he had work to take care of and would be soon trekking long into the distant excesses of space. And then one day, perhaps two or three months after that night of the Ball, he was gone. Fully deployed, he would not be returning anytime soon. He left only a message of his departure for the morning, describing where he was sent, his uncertainty of when he would return, and his love for his daughter.
Selfish perhaps, pursuing his own happiness. But if Kordavo wanted to be the fullest of a man and father that he could be, then he needed to do this. Otherwise, he would simply…deteriorate.
The months went by.
There was little news of interest, either of Kordavo on the HoloNet or of Fraundia even. The war was over and it back to internal squabbles and crisis’s for the Dominion. If they weren’t fighting some external force, they seemed geared to fight themselves, one half set against the other half. Speeches by war hawks of oppressing these interest groups seeking power or change through violent means filled the hours. Sometimes they were intermittent by another Chenoweth, Lord Janus himself, as he persecuted some corrupt official on a live stream before the entire Conclave, quite harshly disembodying his opponents with indisputable facts of their crime. He had a special talent for connecting the dots and overlaying a narrative. Even though he lived but a few floors away, it was the only contact Solstice and her daughter got of the man who was Kezra’s grandfather. And the grandmother was completely absentee as well. And what of Kezra’s other grandfather?
One evening, late, a summons came for Solstice Nabeshin from Lord Janus Chenoweth himself. It was the first ever and indeed possibly the first time she would be meeting him without Kezra or Kordavo present. What would he want with her? It was to his office, a circular chamber that jutted out from the side of the building, albeit still symmetrical and perfect in its structure. There was a long walk along a carpeted foyer to his U-shaped desk, of which he sat in the midst. Monitors and screens, upon the desk, built into the desk, and flashing upon the paneled windows showed various scenes. Some were of Fraundia. One showed an entire city district smoking and on fire. Dominion troops patrolled the streets of the Fraundian capital. Some stood guard at the gates of her own familial castle. Keeping others out or locking others within?
Lord Janus Chenoweth was brisk with her and surprisingly indifferent in his personal opinion. This was work and he spoke to her like a commander to a subordinate. She served their family now, did she not? If not Janus, if not Kordavo, then for Kezra Chenoweth at least, no? He told her that another Conclave family had attempted to incite trouble and caused unrest. Fraundian dissidents had been armed and used as a pawn in the struggle. Now the current Fraundian administration, with the King, her father, as a figurehead backed by Dominion interests were threatened. Certain influences on Vorzania wanted the entire structure dismantled and replaced by corporate bidding, which would severely dilute Chenoweth control, not to mention completely drown Fraundian culture and society which was at least tolerated by the current planetary occupation force. They needed to put someone else, someone with links to both sides, in charge. If confidence couldn’t be restored, the entire situation would be lost to the Chenoweths and someone else would take charge. All its riches would be for them and not with those who could at least control it.
Janus was frank with Solstice. He was sending her back to Fraundia as this lead person. She knew the Fraundian culture, which no Dominion official had even deigned to try and learn. She was known by the Dominion contacts there. Those interest groups already embedded on Fraundian were a part of the Chenoweth camp and faction. She had to find a balance or her title would be an honorific with no prestige or power. Only the memory of loss. A shuttle was being made ready. She would depart in five days. Kezra Chenoweth, Janus said, would join her later on once the situation was clear and safe under her leadership. It was a reasonable excuse. You didn’t send an infant to a potential war zone. Would he renounce the future heiress of his family to her though when it was safer?
He didn’t allow questions. He didn’t care if it was vague. There were no ready and easy answers on what to do or even what was really going on. The Fraundians were sore from their loss. The Dominion, fractured into their own factions, were all competing with complete disregard for the locals and the Chenoweths were losing ground. Balance had to be found. Solstice had to find it. It seemed a desperate decision for Janus to choose her. But perhaps there was an opportunity to be garnered here however.
He slept long and deeply. The ending to the night was hazy in his mind. Had he taken Solstice again? Had he slain her by an excess of passion as she had warned? The body that his strong arms clutched so possessively felt warm and throbbing with life so evidently not. That too seemed a murky notion. Was he physically holding her still, embraced tight enough to squeeze the air out of his lover or was it all still a dream? It surely must be as he slept right through her departure from his grip, still used to sleeping alone but never so long and indulgent. He was spent and exhausted, garnering a full night’s rest and more. Why not let it continue? He did not stir, even when Solstice returned from her motherly duties. Not until she decided to wake him with a loud crash and assault upon his sleeping form.
Urgency and danger all mingled into one within his state of mind in that waking second. Was he being attacked? Was he still on Skarvis with the beasts having gotten the better of him? Assassins in the dark with knives? With teeth bared in his own bestial reaction, Kordavo shot up into a sitting posture, one hand clutching the covers and another clasped into a fist ready to strike back. He was only in his bedroom, with the sound of laughter resonating from somewhere beyond the edge of the bed. He could not see her but he could hear her, just over the lip of the mattress, giggling like a school girl who thought she discovered the greatest comedy of all. Kordavo, naked entirely, heaved with intensive breathing for a second as the adrenaline wore off. Very funny. Well, she won’t be laughing for long. Brow furrowed and teeth still gritted, he threw his long, muscular legs over the side of the bed and rose.
He reached down, grabbed her under the shoulders, and in one heave put Solstice right on her feet. Was that one of his shirt’s that she was wearing? “You think you are so clever.” He sneered, morning crankiness in his face and tone but he had a new urge in which to relieve himself. It was indeed morning on Vorzania, clear skies and a strong, swift sun on the rise. And with it, something else was risen and hard. “Sneaking around like a spy in the dark. Do you know what we do to spies, Solstice? We interrogate them. And you’re going to tell me everything that you’ve been up to.” He put his hand around her neck, tight but not chokingly so, and he began to smirk as he pushed her back, driving her towards the bathroom. He could still feel the sweat of their previous night’s bouts upon his flesh. She already showered. He hadn’t. But she would need one again by the time he finished his lessons with her.
Even with the shirt on, he pushed her back into the shower and stood there blocking her in as he turned on the water, soaking her and the shirt. He laughed, uncaring that it was his. She took it. It was already lost. Now she was going to pay the price for it. He crossed his powerful arms over his broad chest, just watching her. First the water came hot, then he made it icy cold just to shock her for half a minute, before turning it back to tepid and warm. Then he finally stepped in and closed the glass door behind him. Kordavo soaked himself and looked her over. “And what exactly have you been up to, funny girl?” He said as steam swirled around them.
Kordavo took hold of her neck again, his hand gripping the side of it. His thumb came up and brushed against her lower lip. “This mouth of yours is getting you in terrible trouble. This early in the day? You’re crazy, little bird. We’re going to have to do something about it to silence you.” Kordavo said softly but with utter mischief and guile in his tone. He smirked louder and leaned forward to catch her first in a very hot kiss, driving her against the shower wall and molding their bodies together. “You’re going to have to clean up the mess you made last night on me.” He whispered to her and then forced her down on her knees, right in front of his groin, brushing against her face. Kordavo grinned and sighed, looking up as he closed his eyes. Life was good. Life was great.
~
And life went good for the next several weeks. It was a family life, a tranquility of sorts that Kordavo Chenoweth had never endured and was perhaps the first in his family to do so in a generation or more. He lived with Solstice and Kezra, doing nothing in those days but attending to them and relishing each hour as it came. But beneath his seemingly passive demeanor, still serious and stoic, there was always a restlessness and an uneasiness growing. Idleness, as joyful as it had become, was never his strength. To not work was considered a degradation of the values he had been raised on, especially when it seemed now to be founded on happiness and mirth. A shadow began to creep over his mind and to taint every waking moment he spent with his new family. As much as he relished it, he knew he could not remain forever. He would lose a piece of himself if he continued, even if it gave forever his presence to Solstice and especially Kezra.
So when the call came that the Sixth Dominion Sector Fleet had need of a new Flight Commander, Kordavo put in his application and received the transfer. At first he was not far from Vorzania and would only be gone for a few hours or even a day, always returning. He didn’t speak much of this to Solstice. He didn’t feel the need that he should. She ought to understand he figured duty and responsibility to the State. She was Royal herself, was she not? He simply told her that he had work to take care of and would be soon trekking long into the distant excesses of space. And then one day, perhaps two or three months after that night of the Ball, he was gone. Fully deployed, he would not be returning anytime soon. He left only a message of his departure for the morning, describing where he was sent, his uncertainty of when he would return, and his love for his daughter.
Selfish perhaps, pursuing his own happiness. But if Kordavo wanted to be the fullest of a man and father that he could be, then he needed to do this. Otherwise, he would simply…deteriorate.
The months went by.
There was little news of interest, either of Kordavo on the HoloNet or of Fraundia even. The war was over and it back to internal squabbles and crisis’s for the Dominion. If they weren’t fighting some external force, they seemed geared to fight themselves, one half set against the other half. Speeches by war hawks of oppressing these interest groups seeking power or change through violent means filled the hours. Sometimes they were intermittent by another Chenoweth, Lord Janus himself, as he persecuted some corrupt official on a live stream before the entire Conclave, quite harshly disembodying his opponents with indisputable facts of their crime. He had a special talent for connecting the dots and overlaying a narrative. Even though he lived but a few floors away, it was the only contact Solstice and her daughter got of the man who was Kezra’s grandfather. And the grandmother was completely absentee as well. And what of Kezra’s other grandfather?
One evening, late, a summons came for Solstice Nabeshin from Lord Janus Chenoweth himself. It was the first ever and indeed possibly the first time she would be meeting him without Kezra or Kordavo present. What would he want with her? It was to his office, a circular chamber that jutted out from the side of the building, albeit still symmetrical and perfect in its structure. There was a long walk along a carpeted foyer to his U-shaped desk, of which he sat in the midst. Monitors and screens, upon the desk, built into the desk, and flashing upon the paneled windows showed various scenes. Some were of Fraundia. One showed an entire city district smoking and on fire. Dominion troops patrolled the streets of the Fraundian capital. Some stood guard at the gates of her own familial castle. Keeping others out or locking others within?
Lord Janus Chenoweth was brisk with her and surprisingly indifferent in his personal opinion. This was work and he spoke to her like a commander to a subordinate. She served their family now, did she not? If not Janus, if not Kordavo, then for Kezra Chenoweth at least, no? He told her that another Conclave family had attempted to incite trouble and caused unrest. Fraundian dissidents had been armed and used as a pawn in the struggle. Now the current Fraundian administration, with the King, her father, as a figurehead backed by Dominion interests were threatened. Certain influences on Vorzania wanted the entire structure dismantled and replaced by corporate bidding, which would severely dilute Chenoweth control, not to mention completely drown Fraundian culture and society which was at least tolerated by the current planetary occupation force. They needed to put someone else, someone with links to both sides, in charge. If confidence couldn’t be restored, the entire situation would be lost to the Chenoweths and someone else would take charge. All its riches would be for them and not with those who could at least control it.
Janus was frank with Solstice. He was sending her back to Fraundia as this lead person. She knew the Fraundian culture, which no Dominion official had even deigned to try and learn. She was known by the Dominion contacts there. Those interest groups already embedded on Fraundian were a part of the Chenoweth camp and faction. She had to find a balance or her title would be an honorific with no prestige or power. Only the memory of loss. A shuttle was being made ready. She would depart in five days. Kezra Chenoweth, Janus said, would join her later on once the situation was clear and safe under her leadership. It was a reasonable excuse. You didn’t send an infant to a potential war zone. Would he renounce the future heiress of his family to her though when it was safer?
He didn’t allow questions. He didn’t care if it was vague. There were no ready and easy answers on what to do or even what was really going on. The Fraundians were sore from their loss. The Dominion, fractured into their own factions, were all competing with complete disregard for the locals and the Chenoweths were losing ground. Balance had to be found. Solstice had to find it. It seemed a desperate decision for Janus to choose her. But perhaps there was an opportunity to be garnered here however.