Foxxo
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- Joined
- May 26, 2016
Jake had just pulled into the parking area. He sat waiting in his car. He didn't see Colleen's vehicle yet, and imagined she hadn't yet arrived. This was more nerve-wracking than any other time he'd seen her throughout their relationship. This was the big weekend; he would break it off with her, finally.
He still liked her, quite a bit, maybe even loved her. With their positions at work though, things were getting more and more difficult. He knew if knowledge of their relationship became commonplace he'd have a hard time with the higher-ups. One of his bosses actually hinted at it while he was gone this past month. That wasn't a good sign. He had to continuously steel himself. There is no way around this Jake, he thought.
Initially, they'd planned to spend the entire long-weekend up here at her cottage, but he figured after breaking the news to her things wouldn't go beyond this first day. Sitting there in the car he realized that he was fidgeting. Of course, he was nervous. She could be a lot to handle sometimes, and frankly he had no idea how she would take it. Jake had been imagining various scenarios over the past week or so, and none of them made this seem easy.
Maybe the fact that he hadn't seen her in quite a while would make things easier. He doubted it, but the way he'd been acting while away on his business trip should have left her with at least an idea of what was going to happen. However, from the way she'd sounded on the phone, it didn't seem like she had picked up on his subtle messages at all. It's possible she just didn't want to acknowledge them.
He looked around again, still not seeing her car. Part of him wanted her to hurry up and arrive, whereas another part of him was perfectly fine with her not showing up at all. Maybe she finally got the message, and decided to cancel. He checked his phone after thinking that, but he didn't have any new messages. All he could do now was sit and wait, the sense of dread growing stronger with each passing second.
He still liked her, quite a bit, maybe even loved her. With their positions at work though, things were getting more and more difficult. He knew if knowledge of their relationship became commonplace he'd have a hard time with the higher-ups. One of his bosses actually hinted at it while he was gone this past month. That wasn't a good sign. He had to continuously steel himself. There is no way around this Jake, he thought.
Initially, they'd planned to spend the entire long-weekend up here at her cottage, but he figured after breaking the news to her things wouldn't go beyond this first day. Sitting there in the car he realized that he was fidgeting. Of course, he was nervous. She could be a lot to handle sometimes, and frankly he had no idea how she would take it. Jake had been imagining various scenarios over the past week or so, and none of them made this seem easy.
Maybe the fact that he hadn't seen her in quite a while would make things easier. He doubted it, but the way he'd been acting while away on his business trip should have left her with at least an idea of what was going to happen. However, from the way she'd sounded on the phone, it didn't seem like she had picked up on his subtle messages at all. It's possible she just didn't want to acknowledge them.
He looked around again, still not seeing her car. Part of him wanted her to hurry up and arrive, whereas another part of him was perfectly fine with her not showing up at all. Maybe she finally got the message, and decided to cancel. He checked his phone after thinking that, but he didn't have any new messages. All he could do now was sit and wait, the sense of dread growing stronger with each passing second.