LeftShield
Super-Earth
- Joined
- Nov 15, 2014
Ty wasn't really angry, unlike this morning when he had so quickly jumped at Libi over not telling him about her brother. He had learned to be a bit more trusting of her, after all she was tied to him and he felt something deep between them. She could still be playing him, a month was surely nothing to her and if she wanted to do the long game she could. Ty just couldn't believe that though. Those few moments they shared, those couldn't be fake, he refused to believe that. He wasn't angry at her but rather confused and hurt. He thought that there was something special between them, a bond that ment something. That she would tell him her secrets and trust him. He was even fine with waiting to earn that trust. Knowing that she told something like that though to a asshole in a gang bang was rather heartbreaking. Granted Ty didn't really know the circumstances of how he learned. While that may have made him feel a little better he knew it wouldn't make up for it.
Ty's eyes looked down as she said that he was a child. He hated hearing that but he knew that to her it could only be true. Though he didn't get time to think on that before she shut down the idea of her parents. "Yeah, I understand..." He said in a very unsatisfied way. Yet more that was kept from him about Libidine. It seemed getting anything out of her was a fight. Whether her brother, her parents, she even went by a new name rather than her real one. As ridiculous as it was to compare, he felt like Lois Lane dating superman. He may care for her, show her affection, but he wouldn't give her his real identity. He was a cape, a hero, a cover of the real person underneath. As much as he cared for Libi, she was a cover of someone else underneath. Her name wasn't Libidine, he was pretty sure her real body didn't even look this way, and he knew practically nothing of her past. She was superman, refusing to show him her Clark Kent. He looked back to her though as he heard her voice catch and she shouted that she wanted to be more. He was left a little speechless. Expecting many things from her but not that. Was she going to say it? Well, he wouldn't find out because his stupid thoughts couldn't be contained.
The air seemed to grow stale and dark. Her form was something terrifying. She even seemed to have a vibe that she was about to kill him. He even felt that, his mind was telling him to protect himself. That he had finally snapped her and she was going to really punish him. Though he didn't move, he actually had a fear for his life, at least his subconscious did but he didn't show it. In fact he looked sad, "Lib?..." he asked ever so quietly. "Libi I didn't mean that. It was a passing thought, I'm sorry..... Libi please stop..." He even took one step closer but stayed still after that. He made no moves to defend himself or restrain her. He didn't do anything because unlike he said to her that morning after they first met, he did trust her. Then in a flash it was gone and Ty just watched over her with a worried look. He didn't say anything when she told him that he'd never be Jesse. The air seemed cold and quiet like they were in their own pocket of time. It didn't matter that they were bonded for life, it felt like they were about to break up. A line pulled tense and the question of would it be cut or let loose was what dwelled between them. She quietly walked over, pressing her cheek to his chest. Quietly she asked what would happen if she did love him. Ty stood there looking down at her blood red hair covering her. It was silent, him yet again thinking as his heart beat gently against her ear. Slowly he put his hand behind her back. Resting just above her wings while his other arm wrapped around her waist. He took a deep breath, "But you don't love me Libi..." When she'd look up though she'd see not a heart broken Ty, or even a sad one. Rather a small yet warm smile spread across his lips. His golden eyes seeming to shine lightly with that familiar affection he had for her. "You don't Libi and that's OK... If you did it wouldn't have been so hard to say. If you did you would want me to know everything about you, even the bad things. Love isn't suppose to be so hard, it's not. The fact is though that you aren't in love with me and even though it slipped that one night, I don't think I am with you...Not yet. Libi I don't even know what species I am, not only that but there is some uncertainties about my past that I need to find out. Things about my past that I know and yet....yet I'm hiding them from you because I'm not sure what they mean yet and I don't want anyone to know until I'm sure of what they mean. You have your own troubles and you don't want to tell me about them or your past. That's OK though, it's OK to not wanna tell someone you've known for a month your centuries of experiences. It's just this link, we're both intimately connected with each other and it makes us feel even more deeply than we might. It makes us know and hear things about the other that we shouldn't know yet...."
His words were so hurtfully true yet said in a gentle way. The pain and yet caring in his voice apparent as he talked. Though it was quite possible neither one of them wanted to hear it. "Though maybe...with time.... With time we might be able to really love each other. Maybe one day I'll know exactly what I am, who I am. Maybe one day it won't be hard for you to tell me of things of your past. Things like your real self, who your family is, what your name really is. Right now is just.... not the time for us. Though I personally know that one day will come....when it will be. For me that is... I know that if you put up with my bullshit for long enough and stick around, then one day I'll be the man that can truly ask for your love. So...no I don't think we love each other yet...but that doesn't mean I don't care for you. That doesn't mean that I don't feel happy when you simply do something like this without grabbing my balls." He chuckled lightly and held her a little tighter. "You're still my number one girl...the only one I want to have in my arms when I go to sleep. I feel scared when you get so demonic, not because you might hurt me, but because I might have screwed up enough to push you away. I still feel unbelievable sad at least for a moment in the morning knowing I can't wake up to your sleeping form. I know that when I do get to slow down with you, when it's not all about sex or when it's not about something terrible, that I feel something that could turn into love." Ty let her loose enough so he could look down at her into her eyes. "I'm fine with not knowing everything about you. I want to, but for now I'm just happy with you.... I've never been so close to someone like I am to you." Ty's golden eyes seemed to shrink back from their adoration and his smile fell a little. "I'm sorry for getting so pissy about your parents. I know if it was important to the situation then you'd tell me...Today has been stressful, well our type of stressful. This though really takes the stress away." He said with a smile again as he held her close. He didn't have to explain it, she knew how his heart fluttered and his mind filled with hearts when she was just soft with him. Nothing sexual just caring.
Ty's eyes looked down as she said that he was a child. He hated hearing that but he knew that to her it could only be true. Though he didn't get time to think on that before she shut down the idea of her parents. "Yeah, I understand..." He said in a very unsatisfied way. Yet more that was kept from him about Libidine. It seemed getting anything out of her was a fight. Whether her brother, her parents, she even went by a new name rather than her real one. As ridiculous as it was to compare, he felt like Lois Lane dating superman. He may care for her, show her affection, but he wouldn't give her his real identity. He was a cape, a hero, a cover of the real person underneath. As much as he cared for Libi, she was a cover of someone else underneath. Her name wasn't Libidine, he was pretty sure her real body didn't even look this way, and he knew practically nothing of her past. She was superman, refusing to show him her Clark Kent. He looked back to her though as he heard her voice catch and she shouted that she wanted to be more. He was left a little speechless. Expecting many things from her but not that. Was she going to say it? Well, he wouldn't find out because his stupid thoughts couldn't be contained.
The air seemed to grow stale and dark. Her form was something terrifying. She even seemed to have a vibe that she was about to kill him. He even felt that, his mind was telling him to protect himself. That he had finally snapped her and she was going to really punish him. Though he didn't move, he actually had a fear for his life, at least his subconscious did but he didn't show it. In fact he looked sad, "Lib?..." he asked ever so quietly. "Libi I didn't mean that. It was a passing thought, I'm sorry..... Libi please stop..." He even took one step closer but stayed still after that. He made no moves to defend himself or restrain her. He didn't do anything because unlike he said to her that morning after they first met, he did trust her. Then in a flash it was gone and Ty just watched over her with a worried look. He didn't say anything when she told him that he'd never be Jesse. The air seemed cold and quiet like they were in their own pocket of time. It didn't matter that they were bonded for life, it felt like they were about to break up. A line pulled tense and the question of would it be cut or let loose was what dwelled between them. She quietly walked over, pressing her cheek to his chest. Quietly she asked what would happen if she did love him. Ty stood there looking down at her blood red hair covering her. It was silent, him yet again thinking as his heart beat gently against her ear. Slowly he put his hand behind her back. Resting just above her wings while his other arm wrapped around her waist. He took a deep breath, "But you don't love me Libi..." When she'd look up though she'd see not a heart broken Ty, or even a sad one. Rather a small yet warm smile spread across his lips. His golden eyes seeming to shine lightly with that familiar affection he had for her. "You don't Libi and that's OK... If you did it wouldn't have been so hard to say. If you did you would want me to know everything about you, even the bad things. Love isn't suppose to be so hard, it's not. The fact is though that you aren't in love with me and even though it slipped that one night, I don't think I am with you...Not yet. Libi I don't even know what species I am, not only that but there is some uncertainties about my past that I need to find out. Things about my past that I know and yet....yet I'm hiding them from you because I'm not sure what they mean yet and I don't want anyone to know until I'm sure of what they mean. You have your own troubles and you don't want to tell me about them or your past. That's OK though, it's OK to not wanna tell someone you've known for a month your centuries of experiences. It's just this link, we're both intimately connected with each other and it makes us feel even more deeply than we might. It makes us know and hear things about the other that we shouldn't know yet...."
His words were so hurtfully true yet said in a gentle way. The pain and yet caring in his voice apparent as he talked. Though it was quite possible neither one of them wanted to hear it. "Though maybe...with time.... With time we might be able to really love each other. Maybe one day I'll know exactly what I am, who I am. Maybe one day it won't be hard for you to tell me of things of your past. Things like your real self, who your family is, what your name really is. Right now is just.... not the time for us. Though I personally know that one day will come....when it will be. For me that is... I know that if you put up with my bullshit for long enough and stick around, then one day I'll be the man that can truly ask for your love. So...no I don't think we love each other yet...but that doesn't mean I don't care for you. That doesn't mean that I don't feel happy when you simply do something like this without grabbing my balls." He chuckled lightly and held her a little tighter. "You're still my number one girl...the only one I want to have in my arms when I go to sleep. I feel scared when you get so demonic, not because you might hurt me, but because I might have screwed up enough to push you away. I still feel unbelievable sad at least for a moment in the morning knowing I can't wake up to your sleeping form. I know that when I do get to slow down with you, when it's not all about sex or when it's not about something terrible, that I feel something that could turn into love." Ty let her loose enough so he could look down at her into her eyes. "I'm fine with not knowing everything about you. I want to, but for now I'm just happy with you.... I've never been so close to someone like I am to you." Ty's golden eyes seemed to shrink back from their adoration and his smile fell a little. "I'm sorry for getting so pissy about your parents. I know if it was important to the situation then you'd tell me...Today has been stressful, well our type of stressful. This though really takes the stress away." He said with a smile again as he held her close. He didn't have to explain it, she knew how his heart fluttered and his mind filled with hearts when she was just soft with him. Nothing sexual just caring.