Jackson was flabber-gasted, feeling her take his hand...And place her cheek into it. Like she was trying to comfort him, her eyes softening from that cold hardness. That was of course, before she decided to insult him again, calling him another flavor of stupid. And maybe he was...Bur damn it, such disrespect for people that wanted nothing more than a new life, a new adventure they could call their own...A place to start again. It got to him, reminded him of the times he failed. The towns deserted, the bodies they recovered and even worse the bodies they didn't.
Only when she finally left, stating her forgiveness beforehand, he finally broke into tears. His fists thumped the furs, realizing he'd just let her win. She'd finally found a way to break his shell, to get inside his head. This wasn't a matter of right or wrong; those people that died didn't deserve it. And the sheer likelihood that was because no one fucked them in a long time was physically sickening.
So much so that he definitely wasn't in the right mind...She'd left the arrow out, which gave him a weapon, and he could see it. Now he just had to get to it. He was leaving, and god help her if she tried to stop him...He didn't care anymore. He'd failed to save those people, so now it was time to stop hiding. It was time to go truly on the offensive. Gritting his teeth, he tried to force his legs to move; at first they wouldn't respond at all. "Move...Damn it....MOVE!" he roared, his eyes swollen with tears; before long, his legs tingled more, the sore muscles forcibly activating.
Though as he tried to stand, his legs immediately gave way and made him crash harshly to the floor, the Marine lying motionless for a few seconds; this would not stop him however, his arms pulling his useless body forward. Who would have thought something so simple as walking ten feet would be such a chore, and yet here he was, already sweating bullets. His hands pulled at the cabinet where she'd left the arrow sticking out, trying to grab at it, but unable to support himself long enough. Eventually he got the sense to use the walls as braces, his fingers weakly closing.
But then another possibility came to mind; if he was so valuable alive...Then how would they act if he was dead? They would be broken...Yeah, then they would know the pain of loss. Any one of those fucks that wanted his dick wouldn't get it...It was the ultimate revenge. The ultimate payback. Fuck the arrow...He was going to swandive into the earth below! "Yeah...Maybe do a barrel roll while I'm at, hehehehahaha" he cackled madly; oh yes and he would make sure they knew it!
His body clawed at the walls as he stumbled over to the opening of the Mantis' home overlooked the ground; he almost got some serious vertigo just looking down. A loud burst of laughter left his lips, the stillness of the night letting his voice carry far. "Good evening, SLUTS OF THIS FUCKING PLANET! I just wanted to tell you all, how much I hated every. SINGLE. ONE OF YOU." Letting a pause permeate the stillness, he continued, "See...Someone told me that none of you had gotten a good pounding in a VERY long time...And apparently you've been hunting me because I'm the last unclaimed dick in the whole world! WELL THEN, I JUST FIGURED YOU SHOULD ALL KNOW...THAT I WOULDN'T TOUCH A SINGLE ONE OF YOU DAMN FREAKS EVEN IF I WAS GIVEN ALL THE MONEY IN THE FUCKING UNIVERSE! YOU BROKE FAMILIES, YOU RIPPED FRIENDS APART AND FOR WHAT? SOMETHING YOU COULD HAVE USED A SMOOTHED STICK FOR!? OR A GIRLFRIEND, BECAUSE SHE ALSO TOLD ME SOME OF YOU SWING FOR THE OTHER TEAM!"
Another bit of laughter left him, clear that he had gone temporarily (or permanently) insane. "WELL, IN MY MIND, THERE'S ONLY ONE WAY TO PROPERLY AVENGE THE PEOPLE YOU KILLED! SO I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY FOR KILLING THE LAST FREE MALE IN THE WORLD, BECAUSE MY BLOOD'S ON YOUR HANDS NOW, FUCKERS!" Turning himself around and bracing the entryway, he just shouted, "DRUM ROLL PLEASE!" and took a step back...And left himself fall, feeling his body start to slip, head pointed straight for the ground...Eyes facing the dirt as it rushed to meet him, the cool night wind whipping about his face.